WARNINGS: Non/Dub-con (It can be taken as either depending on your view point.) Sex of the maleXmale kind (A lot of that actually.) Some self-hatred themes. And some (what I'm going to call torture) torture themes. THIS IS IMPORTANT TO READ IN EACH CHAPTER AS I HAVE NOT FINISHED THIS STORY AND WILL POSSIBLY ADD MORE WARNINGS AS WE GO!
THIS CHAPTER HAS SEX IN IT! ITALICIZED PART IS JUST SEX. SERIOUSLY. JUST SEX BETWEEN MIKE AND A RANDOM OC THAT REALLY MEANS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO THE STORY!
Alright I think that's all for now. I own nothing. Enjoy. And please review!
"You can't be serious, Mike," Javi laughed.
"I swear," I grinned, "That actually happened."
It was my third date with Javier 'Javi' Lovato, a man I had met at the club Abby took me to, and I actually liked the man a lot. Well, I liked him enough to let him take me back to his place.
Both of us knew that nothing was going to happen in this relationship. Neither of us wanted anything serious so it made sense that tonight was probably going to be the last night we saw each other.
Javi was a good guy though. A little taller than me and almost as muscled as Briggs. His skin was a few shades darker than Charlie's and he had a smile as wide as Johnny's.
Right now we were sharing one side of a booth at a restaurant that I knew was close to Javi's place and both of our plates were almost empty so I wasn't all that surprised to see Javi pull out his wallet.
I had offered to pay this time, but after him pointing out that he was the one that asked me on this date that it was his turn to pay. Neither of us said that I would get it next time
My thoughts were cut off when I saw a hand in front of my face. Trailing my eyes over the expanse smooth skin that was now before me I slowly slipped my hand into his and let him pull me closer to him.
Smiling I turned to him when he sat down and waited. This was one of my favorite things to do. I loved the build up before going to the bedroom. It showed how the rest of the night would go.
Javi didn't wait for me to say or do anything. Instead he pressed his lips against mine. The kiss was demanding. His tongue already pushing into my mouth taking control over me.
"Wait here, let me settle the bill," Javi smirked pulling back, "We'll head over to my place after."
"Okay," I nodded smiling back.
Javi stood up and made his way to pay the bill leaving me to finish off my drink. My eyes wondered around the restaurant before moving to look out the window. My heart speed up when I saw Jakes staring at me from across the street.
I stared back at him for a moment trying to figure out how much he saw when Javi came back. His strong hand was placed on the side of my face as he turned me towards him and pulled me into another kiss.
In the back of my mind I knew that Jakes could still see me, but I let myself be drug into the kiss before Javi pulled back. He smiled at me and wrapped an arm around my waist when I stood up.
When we were outside I quickly let my eyes dart to where Jakes had just been standing, but he was gone by then. It didn't matter though I still needed to talk to him about what happened.
"You still with me?" Javi questioned unlocking the door to his apartment and letting us in.
"Yeah," I tugged my jacket off, "I'm here."
"Good."
The word came out almost like a growl as he pushed me into the door. His body pressed tightly against mine as his teeth worried at my neck. I couldn't stop the moan from slipping from my lips.
I hadn't done something like this in so long. I missed the warmth that another body soaking into mine. Of, for even a small period of time, giving myself fully to another person.
It was true that I couldn't have this for long, but that didn't meant that I couldn't have a few hours. Just a few hours of being able to lose myself to the feelings I didn't usually let myself acknowledge.
Placing my hands on Javi's chest I quickly started to undo the buttons of his shirt. His lips moved to mine. Our tongues dancing together until I pulled back slightly and let him take control.
Javi pulled back far enough to pull my shirt off as his dropped to the floor before pulling off his pants as well as mine. I moved in for another kiss when I saw a tattoo starting at his side and stopping just below his nipple.
Dropping to my knees I slowly ran a hand over this tattoo. It was an intricate phoenix. Thin black lines twirling around his skin, red, orange, white, and yellow filling in the spaces. I never knew how much I loved to see a man with tattooed skin.
Leaning forward I let my tongue trace over the lines. I could hear Javi pants softly above me as his skin became slick with sweat. That caused another moan to fall from my lips as I ran my teeth down his hips pulling his underwear off.
"Mike," Javi groaned placing a hand on the back of my head, "Come on. Suck me."
Smiling to myself I licked a strip from the base to the tip of his dick before sucking the head into my mouth. My eyes slipped shut when I felt the familiar weight on my tongue.
Lavishing the tip with my tongue I slowly started to pull him further until I could feel him pressing against the back of my throat. The hand on the back of my head tighten trying to get me to go faster.
Above me I could feel Javi holding himself back, but when I swallowed around him the resolve snapped. His hand gripped tighter until I had tears in my eyes. It was enough for me to let him pull me back before moving back in.
Moaning softly around him I let my hand trail down my body until I was cupping myself. I didn't want this to end quickly though. I wanted to be able to feel all of him before I had to leave.
Swirling my tongue around him once more I pulled back fully and looked up at Javi panting heavily. I could see his eyes were darkened with lust and I couldn't help but smirk at that.
I loved being able to see what I was doing to my partner. Knowing that I was the reason that they were so close to the edge, that I could push them over with a few little tricks. It was addictive.
"Javi," I moaned arching back teasingly, "Want you."
"Where?" Javi asked resting a hand on the side of my face, "Where do you want me, Mike? Here?"
Javi gently brushed his hand down the side of my face his nails scrapping against my neck. As his hand trailed further down my body he repeated the question. It wasn't until he was pinching and twisting at my nipples that I found my voice again.
"Want you in me, Javi," I panted leaning into his movements, "Please, Javier? Fuck me?"
A smirk came to Javi's lips as he pulled me off my knees and into a harsh kiss. I was so focused on the kiss that I barely noticed being lifted up so my legs were wrapped around his waist.
Feeling the man press his muscled body tightly against me I moaned and started to rub against him. It felt wonderful. Our chests rubbing together, his fingers kneading my ass, my nails scraping down his back.
I broke the kiss to let Javi's fingers in my mouth. Sucking them into my mouth I groaned remembering exactly how he felt. I slicked them as thoroughly as I could before he pulled them out and started biting down my throat.
A soft whimper fell from my lips when he pushed a finger into me. As much as I had missed this it had been so long since the last time I had done this with anyone but myself.
Moving slowly I started to press back against his finger hoping to get more. My hopes were answered when another finger is pressed into me. Before I had any real time to adjust he added another one in without warning.
Feeling the pain that came with it I whimpered once more. I tried not to focus on the pain, to relax, but it wasn't until Javi's hand wrapped around me setting a slow speed that I accomplished that.
"Come on," I panted into Javi's ear after a moment pushing back onto his fingers, "You're not going to break me. Oh, Javi. Fill me. Please. Need you. Been so long. Please. Oh, please, Javier."
Javi growled softly moving us to his couch. Laying me down he stretched over my body and opened a drawer. Pulling out a condom and lube he pushed the condom into my hands while he covered his fingers with lube before pushing them back into me.
Moaning at the feeling I quickly rolled the condom on him. As my hands moved to the back of Javi's head he pulled his fingers out of me. Placing one of my legs around his waist the other was lifted to his shoulder as he guided himself into me.
A gasping moan fell from my lips as I felt myself get stretched. Javi's breaths came out in harsh pants as he waited for me to adjust. It wasn't until I nodded my head that the man slowly pulled out of me.
Javi stopped moving when only his head was inside of me. When he didn't enter me again I opened my eyes and saw him smirking down at me this predatory gleam in his eyes.
"Tell me, Mike," Javi purred out, "Tell me what you want me to do to you."
"Javi," I gasped, "Want you… Want you to fuck me. Hard. Fast. Want to feel you… Oh… Please, Javi. Fuck me!"
"What if I don't want that? What if I want to take my time? Take you slow. Make you feel every inch of me as I push into you. Feel you gasping and writhing against me. Hear you beg to cum. Beg for me to push you over the edge. Would you do that Mike? Would you beg?"
"Javi…Please. Fuck me. Want you to be inside me. Feel you surround me. Need you to. Please. Come on, hard. Oh, please, Javier. Hard."
A dark chuckle came from Javi's lips as he thrust inside of me. A soft yell fell from my lips as I threw my head back. His thrusts were slow, like he said, but they were deep enough that I found I didn't care.
Our bodies moved together, harsh panting and soft moans filling the space between us. Digging my nails into Javi's back I drug them down knowing that I was drawing blood with them.
A groan came from Javi at that. His hips speeding up slightly. Wanting to feel more of that I found myself leaning up and biting just below Javi's ear before licking and sucking on that spot.
With each harsh bite, followed by a soothing lick I could feel the man above me lose more and more of his control. It wasn't until I used my teeth to tug on his ear that he lost it.
Gripping the armrest above my head Javi used the leverage to thrust into me. Hard. A scream erupted my from lips before I could even think to stop it. My hands grabbed at the back of his neck pulling him down for a harsh kiss.
"Do it, Mike," Javi panted a hand wrapping around my member, "Cum for me. Let me see you."
Letting out another scream let myself go. My cum slicked our stomachs, but all I could think was how blissful I felt as he continued to thrust into me. The thrusts were becoming erratic and I knew it was only a matter of time.
Through hooded eyes I took the hand that had been wrapped around me and brought it to my lips. Seeing the cum covering it I smirked. My eyes quickly darted to Javi's before I started to suck his hand clean.
Another growl came from Javi before his body went ridged. By the time I had cleaned his hand completely Javi was slowly pulling out of me and tugging off the now filled condom.
Both of us stayed on the couch for a moment trying to get our breathing under control. Javi was able to do that before me. As soon as he did he brought me into a bruising kiss.
"You don't expect to cuddle, do you?" Javi muttered against my lips.
"No," I shook my head, "Just a quick shower before I head home."
"Okay. Go. I'm going to clean up a bit."
Nodding my head calmly at this I tiredly rolled off of the couch and made my way into the bathroom following Javi's instruction. This was the part that I hated of a one night stand.
It wasn't that I wanted to stay, but I also did want the other person to feel like I used them in anyway. Though I guess that was exactly what a one night stand was all about.
Sighing I quickly finished my shower and got dressed. Before leaving his house I let Javi pull me into one last kiss. I had to pull away before my body decided it wanted to stay and repeat the performance.
I had more important things I had to do than get laid again. Sometimes I hated how responsible my mind was. No, now I had to go to Graceland and talk to Jakes about everything. This was going to be fun.
