Thursday, June 1

Diary-

The question of the day: Why in the world did I dump him?

The response of the day: SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!

Number of times the above has happened on this day: Enough to give me a headache!

-Me

Friday, June 2

Diary-

I went shopping today by myself. It was a way for me to blow off some steam. I'd been saving money for months, only I don't know for what. And I blow it all on pity shopping. Yes, pity shopping. I pity myself. Funny, huh? Since I'm the one who did the dumping.

But now I ask why did I dump him? I mean, come on...he's GREAT! So...why?

I don't know, but I found a song by a new hit band called McFly that can kind of in a way sum it up. So, diary, maybe you can tell me what in the world is going on because I surely can't!

-Me

("Too Close for Comfort" lyrics by McFly taped into diary from the cd cover)

I never meant the things I said

To make you cry can I say I'm sorry

It's hard to forget and yes I regret

All these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving me

But I know you must have your reasons

There's tears in your eyes, I watch as you cry

But it's getting late

Chorus:

Was I invading in on your secrets?

Was I too close for comfort

You're pushing me out

When I wanted in

What was I just about to discover

When I got too close for comfort

And driving you home

Guess I'll never know

Remember when we scratched our names

Into the sand and told me you loved me

And now that I find that you've changed your mind

I'm lost for words

And everything I feel for you

I wrote down on one piece of paper

The one in your hand, you won't understand

How much it hurts to let you go

Chorus

All this time you've been telling me lies

Hidden in bags that are under your eyes

And when I asked you I knew I was right

But if you turn your back on me now

When I need you most but you chose

To let me down, down, down

Won't you think about what you're about

To do to me and back down

Chorus

Saturday, June 3

Diary-

I want to give you a name.

Any suggestions?

-Me