Thursday, June 1
Diary-
The question of the day: Why in the world did I dump him?
The response of the day: SHUT UP AND LEAVE ME ALONE!
Number of times the above has happened on this day: Enough to give me a headache!
-Me
Friday, June 2
Diary-
I went shopping today by myself. It was a way for me to blow off some steam. I'd been saving money for months, only I don't know for what. And I blow it all on pity shopping. Yes, pity shopping. I pity myself. Funny, huh? Since I'm the one who did the dumping.
But now I ask why did I dump him? I mean, come on...he's GREAT! So...why?
I don't know, but I found a song by a new hit band called McFly that can kind of in a way sum it up. So, diary, maybe you can tell me what in the world is going on because I surely can't!
-Me
("Too Close for Comfort" lyrics by McFly taped into diary from the cd cover)
I never meant the things I said
To make you cry can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget and yes I regret
All these mistakes
I don't know why you're leaving me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyes, I watch as you cry
But it's getting late
Chorus:
Was I invading in on your secrets?
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I wanted in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
And driving you home
Guess I'll never know
Remember when we scratched our names
Into the sand and told me you loved me
And now that I find that you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand, you won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
Chorus
All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most but you chose
To let me down, down, down
Won't you think about what you're about
To do to me and back down
Chorus
Saturday, June 3
Diary-
I want to give you a name.
Any suggestions?
-Me
