So I wrote this in approximately an hour so it's not the best but I'm not the best at writting. Not something I want to do anyway. Enjoy :)


New day. New start. Not like I haven't had much chance for a change anyway but I'm not even going to get a lifestyle change anymore. Well.. I just want her to be happy so I guess that's all that matters to me, and she is happy. So there isn't anything I can do to change that.

Last night was eventful but it didn't go exactly how I wanted it to.. or progress from any futher. It's backtracked a bit.. well to be honest, it was just like we were both friends anyway, so surely there isn't anymore harm in proceeding to be friends, is there? Yeah... I am a bit... well a lot gutted that we aren't going to be girlfriends, but she's happy. I have to leave her and her girlfriend Jenny alone.

I see Naomi heading on her way over to me and I'm again distracted out of my thoughts.

"Hey Emily. What time does that class start?" she askes me.

"Erm.. in an hour. You all ready? Because I am!" I replied.

"Yeah, just a bit nervous about it. I mean I don't even like children for Christ sake! I hope it won't bore me too much." She laughed.

"Don't worry, it will be fine. They don't last that long, just about an hour, maybe a bit longer. Depends if we cover all our aspects in today's session or not. I'm sure we will have fun anyway" She smiled and nodded.

An hour passed and we just discussed what we were going to teach and I told her that it will be fine and that she needs to just watch what I'm doing with the children and to acknowledge that for when she starts to teach these children in a few weeks time. Anyway, so now we are inside the classroom waiting for the ten children to come into the classroom. We laid out paint and brushes for every table of two children on it.

The children came in within about ten minutes and we finally got started.

"So hello everyone again. Today we are going to continue with painting our pictures that we all started last week. This is Naomi and she is also here to help you with anything you are struggling with as well as myself. Just make sure you put your hand up if you need any help and one of us will come and help you. So you can all get started on your paintings now."

"YAYYYYY!" some of the children screamed before getting on with their paintings. They all talked among themselves whilst painting their pictures.

Me and Naomi have been talking for quite a while now. We just basically talked about random facts about ourselves. I can't help but get rid of this loving feeling for her even though I know we are never going to be together. I got over this fact last night when I saw her with Jenny. Oh yeah and we spoke about her and her girlfriend. I could tell that she really liked her because of the way she smiled and spoke about her. Apparently they haven't been going out for that long, only a week. I must admit I am gutted I hadn't met her sooner because I could have had a chance with her, but they have known each other for a few years and were good friend at school, so maybe not, since I hardly know her. Anyway I do get jealous of this quite a bit but I'm just glad we are getting along.

"Missssssssss" I hear a little boy shout, which once again distracted me from my thoughts.

"Yes, Chris?" I say.

"Can you help me pleaseee. I can't paint my mummy's head very well. I want her head to be purple and I keep getting this horrible yucky brown colour."

"Okay, I'll show you how to make the colour purple. Here you take some red and mix it in with some blue. Depending on how light or dark you want it add more of one colour, but not too much otherwise you'll get that yucky brown colour."

"Thanks Missss" I smiled at him and walked back over to Naomi.

Once the class had finished and all the children had successfully painted their first paintings, I collected them in with Naomi and put them on the walls in the room under the heading "Children's first paintings aged 5-9 years old". I smiled to myself quite happy that we achieved our plan successfully. That being, that we had managed to get the children to paint a painting.

Later on, I went home to my flat, and made myself something to eat before settling down and going on my laptop. I logged onto and checked to see if I had any formspring messages. I don't know why I check really because I never get any. Surprisingly I got a question in my inbox by an anonymous sender. I check my question and it says, "Hey sexy. How you doing?" I replying saying, "great thanks you? ;)" I don't know who it is, but for some reason Naomi is the first person that pops into my head, so I decide to search her name to see if she has formspring. Luckily I find her name and her profile so I decide to send her a message. I don't know if she sent me this message, probably not but I thought why not send her one anyway? So I do.. "Hey sexy. How you doing?" I know someone already posted that comment, but if it was her then you never know! I read down to check her notes that others have written and see her comments as well. Some of them I am well shocked at like "Are you straight?" and she replied "No. I'm gay. I like girls. Always have. Always will." And one from yesterday, "Do you like anyone at the moment?" "Yes eventhough I'm not sure my girlfriend will be too happy about that.. ;)" Damn! I wait half an hour for a response but don't seem to get one so I just turn my laptop off and head to bed, ready for another day tomorrow.


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