Kendall's POV

I can't believe that he did that to me! Can't he see that it hurts enough to see him walk threw the day while I stand back and watch girls throw themselves at him?

What he just said, I don't know if I will ever be able to forget. Of course I would care if he left! He is my freak'n life for heaven sakes!

When I walked out into the park the thunder began and I could of really cared less, but right now I don't know where I was and I think I have been gone for more than an hour. My mom is going to kill me. If she gets the chance.

Open POV

"We are never going to find him out here in the rain Logan!" Carlos shouted. It was now down pouring while Logan and Carlos were running around the town trying to find their distressed friend.

Logan, knowing what he knows, can't even imagine what Kendall is going through. Having the one person that he has given up all of his dreams for James to come true.

"We can not give up Carlos! This isn't fair for Kendall."

"I know that, but Kendall doesn't see that!"

"I know Carlos, I know... Why don't we try his cell again?" Carlos nodded as he watched Logan take his phone out. They have tried this god knows how many times, but they always ended up in voice mail.

"Hey, this is future Hockey Pro, Kendall Knight. I can not take your call right now because I am probably busy living the dream as Big Time Rush with my best friends James, Logan, and Carlos! I will try to get back to you, just leave your name and number after the beep! BEEEEEEEEEEEEEP!"

"Hey Kenny, you really need to answer your stupid phone already. Just, please head home!"

Logan hung up before looking towards Carlos.

"We can't stay out here buddy. Even I know that it is not good, we should just go." Carlos started to pull Logan out of the rain. "We need to go dry off."

Logan wasn't listening though, in the distance he could here sirens. It was down pouring out and you could barely see five feet ahead of you. Why would there be sirens? Pull back, Logan ran in the direction of the sound.

"Logan! WHAT are you DOING!"

Logan kept running, the two have been searching around a five block radius for their friend and the sirens were heading towards about three blocks down.

Carlos caught up to Logan but he could now hear the noise too so together they ran in that direction.

Finally making it the the noise they found an ambulance and cop cars surrounding the bridge that ran over a river that flew threw LA. It wasn't a very deep river on normal days but right now with the storm the currents threatened to kill.

When a news van drove by them, Logan and Carlos fought their way to the front of the crowd that had formed from traffic to see what was happening.

Once they got in the front they froze. Out of the ledge was Kendall. Their Kendall.

"KENDALL!" They yelled at the same time. Without even thinking, they both dove over the tape the cops had up and ran to their friend. As they got about five feet away, a pair of cops stopped them.

"You kids can't be here! Get back on the other side of the tape!"

"We can't! That is our friend. Brother!" Logan shouted as they struggled against their restraints.

"Sorry, but nobody is going near that kid, he is suicidal!"

"What! No you got it all wrong! His heart was broken tonight, you have to understand that! We need to talk him down, we are the only ones who can." Logan tried to reason with them.

Stopping for a moment, the cop that was holding Logan looked towards his partner. Couldn't hurt.

"Five minutes."

"Thanks you!" Carlos shouted as they ran towards their friend.

How was that? I know when some of you may be thinking but I have lost my flash drive that holds all my stories... maybe I should start saving them to my computer again...

Any way, please review!