Banana (extra chapter)

This is an extra chapter that was added later, so no it was not in my school journal. This is where the smut comes in. ;3 This is about what happened when Len was "cured" of his fear. Enjoy the extra chapter.

I sat quietly at the table, listening to the two older boys talking. I was eating a banana split for dessert after dinner. I felt I deserved a nice treat today. Kaito and Kamui were sitting with me at the table, talking about something I wasn't paying attention to.

"Enjoying that Len?" Kaito asked me. I nodded, mouth full of banana and ice cream. "Good, you deserve it." He got up and stood next to me, smiling down at me.

"What?" I asked.

"You know what I do with bananas?"

"Kaito," I heard Kamui say in a low warning tone. He was glaring at the male next to me.

"What?" I asked cautiously. Kaito suddenly got too close to me and whispered deeply and breathily in my ear.

"I love to see how boys writhe and moan with them inside…deep inside.~"

I didn't like his tone, and I didn't like what he said, and I really didn't like how it made me feel. My face heated up and suddenly I didn't want what was in my bowl. In fact, I didn't want to be near my bowl! I got up quickly and moved away from the table, and Kaito. Kaito started laughing, but Kamui was mad.

"Kaito," Kamui scolded firmly. I backed away further, until Kamui got up and gently wrapped an arm around me, leading me away. He took me up to my room, standing with me outside the room. "I'm sorry Len. He shouldn't have done that to you… You know, though, I am very good at curing people of their fears."

"Really?" I asked.

Kamui nodded. "Mhm. If you want me to help you, we can start tomorrow."

"Okay!" I said, a little excited. Kamui smiled, a strange smile I've never seen on him. It was a little…unsettling.

"LEEEEN!" Oliver came running out of our room, a towel wrapped loosely around his waist, and wrapped his arms tightly around my shoulders.

"Oliver, what the heck?" I said, regaining my balance.

"Th-there's a spider in the shower!" he cried. I sighed and rolled my eyes.

"I got it," Kamui said, stepping into our room. In a way, I didn't want him in there…

The next day, I woke up, got dressed and headed downstairs for breakfast. Miku, unaware of what happened yesterday, offered me a banana for breakfast. I jumped back quickly and hid behind Kio.

"What's the matter, Len?" Kio asked, smiling and ruffling my hair. They must have told him.

"It's alright," I heard Kamui's gentle voice say. He laid his hand on my shoulder. "It'll all be okay soon."

I nodded and got my own food, sitting at the big table next to Oliver. I had told him about the incident as well since he's like a brother to me. Oliver has a fear too, and if I'll be there for him and his fear, I know I can trust him to be there for mine. He smiled at me, in a way that meant, "I'm worried about you, so do your best." I smiled back and nodded. It's good to have Oliver around.

Kamui said he wanted to start my…um, I guess, therapy, at noon, so I waited until then. I was nervous because of that smile last night, and I couldn't focus on anything. I just sat in the living room and watched Luka and Miku talking. I don't know what they were talking about, I couldn't really hear.

At noon I headed up to Kamui's room. I was a little shaky, but I knocked on the door and waited until he told me to come in.

"Lock the door," he said once I stepped inside.

"Why?" I asked.

"Do it and I'll tell you." I closed the door and locked it behind me. Kamui motioned for me to come sit with him on his bed. I hesitantly walked toward him, then stopped. He had a banana next to him. I started shaking more. Kamui got a very serious look on his face. Len," he said firmly. I looked at his eyes, an uncharacteristically dark purple. "You will not scream, you will not beg me to stop, and you absolutely MUST NOT cry for help. Do you understand?" I nodded. He held out his hand to me. Hesitantly I stepped closer and reached out to take his hand. He shook down once, then that wicked smile appeared again.

Fear took over all my senses, and I was suddenly pulled forward. I was forced down onto my knees at the edge of the bed. Kamui sat up and took hold of the banana he had. "Len," he said in a low tone. He grabbed my wrist and pulled my hand toward it. I struggled to keep my hand away but Kamui was stronger than me. I felt my fingertip brush the yellow fruit and jumped in shock for a moment, then I looked up at Kamui.

"Wait a minute…" I said. I pushed my arm forward and wrapped my hand fully around it. "You…this is plastic, isn't it?"

"Yes. What's the difference, Len?"

"Well for one thing, real bananas have something inside them."

"Why does it matter what's inside Len?"

"Well, uh…" Wait, why does it matter? I was afraid of what Kaito said, so why is this fake banana different from a real one?

"It was never really about the fruit itself. You were afraid of what's inside, and not just the fruit, but what's inside you."

"I don't understand, Kamui."

"Your association with what Kaito said and this fruit is that you are more worried about something being inside of you. So it turned into a fear that was only triggered with the thought of the real fruit and what is inside it. Because without a center, it can't be inside you."

I was still a little confused, but I think I understood what he meant. I squeezed the plastic fruit lightly. It was soft. There was no way it could do anything to me. "Oh. I get it now," I said.

Kamui smiled. "Good. This is just the first stage though, so come on. Both hands, Len." I gave him a weird look but did what he said. I wrapped my other hand around it and played with it. I wasn't thinking much. I didn't really see how this was helping, and I don't know why Kamui was still holding my wrist. "Len?" I looked up at him. "Put it in your mouth."

I looked at him weird again. "Isn't that a bit…sexual?"

"Yes, but isn't that what you're afraid of?"

He had a point there. I leaned forward more stuck the tip of the fruit in my mouth. I pulled back the arm Kamui wasn't holding to give myself more room. This felt kinda weird, but it also wasn't weird at all. I mean, it was a banana, this is what you do with them. It felt weird though. Like, it was warm. Although, I did just have my hand on it. That's probably why.

Kamui's hand tightened on my wrist suddenly. It scared me a bit, but I thought it was funny. Kamui, you pervert. You're getting off on this aren't you? I thought it would be funnier if I acted like that's what I was doing. I closed my eyes and started moaning a little and licking the plastic toy. I opened my eyes slightly and glanced at Kamui. He was covering his mouth with his other hand. I smiled a bit and kept up the act.

Kamui suddenly let go of my wrist and pushed me away, breathing a little hard. I laughed a bit. Then I stopped, because that creepy smile came to his face again. He grabbed both of my wrists with one hand and held them tightly. "You will not scream," he said lowly. He pushed himself up more and swung his legs over the edge of the bed. I felt sick.

That was not the toy I thought it was. My wide eyes were staring down at a banana shaped toy over Kamui's penis. He used his free hand to pull it off quickly so he could stop me from struggling. "You will not beg me to stop," he whispered in my ear, then grabbed the back of my head and pulled me down into his lap. I opened my mouth to yell at him, but he pushed his hot and hard dick into my mouth. I heard him moan.

I could have pushed away. I could have made him stop. I could have screamed for someone. But I promised him I wouldn't.

And he promised me that I wouldn't be afraid after this.

I sucked him, slowly moving my head up and down his erection. I slid my tongue along the bottom and over the tip, gently scraped my teeth against him, and I did my best to swallow him all the way down. I didn't like what he was doing to me at first, it seemed wrong. But, I really liked it. It felt kinda…good. And, hey, there was something inside of me, and I was okay with it.

He let go of my wrists and I wrapped my hand around the part of him that I couldn't reach, rubbing slowly. I looked up at him. His smile wasn't the creepy one. It was one that said he felt good, too. He started petting my head as I kept going.

I sucked his hard manhood harder and moaned around him. He started to thrust into my mouth, but not hard or anything. A few thrusts more and he dame in my mouth. I tried to swallow most of it.

I leaned back, panting and looked up at him. "Are you afraid now, Len?" he asked, gently rubbing my cheek.

I shook my head. "Uh-uh. But…I don't think I'll eat bananas anymore…ever." Kamui chuckled at me then took me into his bathroom to clean us both up. I don't think I'll mention this to anyone. They don't need to know.

Possible third chapter to come, so review and let me know if you think there should be a third chapter.