Me: WELCOME! Lolz, you may be wondering … "what the fuck must I be wondering?" Am I right? BUT I'll answer that question for you … NOTHING! xD
Naruto: Erm … Elena-Chan, you have an appointment with Haku and Zabuza, just get this over with.
Me: OH Right, wells … Sasuke isn't here, Tobi is sickly! D: and Itachi is learning the ways of the pervert from Jiraya :D So enjoy the rest of the fic!
Naruto: Also, she forgot to say this on the first one, but this fic is dedicated to Red Dawn95, a random reviewer whom asked for this pairing. Enjoy!
NEXT PART!
Everything burns in the fires of hell; the turn of life.
They were outside, both smiling as the snow fell around them and Hinata took pictures of them. Suddenly a snowball hit Gaara's shoulder, making him stumble into Sasori's arms and Hinata's camera flash.
"Hey Gaara! Snowball fight! Come help me take out the Teme!" Naruto yelled as a snowball hit his hood covered head. "TEME!"
Sasori chuckled and nodded, kissing his love once more before he departed to stand by Itachi. "Oh no you don't! Itachi is playing as well, and so are you!" Kyuubi said, pushing them both into the clearing as the Hyuuga twins sat down at one of the benches and Sakura brought the hot chocolate. She rolled her eyes as they watched the first snowball be launched.
A snowball was thrown in the air, hitting its mark on Sasuke's face as Naruto fell over laughing and Gaara smirked. "So Gaara has aim! Damn I didn't know that!" Kyuubi said, smacking the blushing redhead on his back and smirking. Another snowball was thrown, easily dodged by all three of them as the Uchiha growled.
"Whats the matter? Can't hit us, Teme?" Naruto taunted, smirking as Sasuke growled and Itachi chuckled. A second snowball was thrown, hitting Itachi directly on his smirking mouth as Kyuubi fell laughing and Gaara growled, how come he can't hit Sasori?
"Heh, so you want a war is it? We'll give you a war! Sasuke, bring me some balls!" Itachi yelled, reminding them all of a child throwing a tantrum. Sasuke sighed and handed him two snowballs, watching as Itachi smirked and sprinted off towards the trees.
"What the hell? He made Sasuke get him some balls so he can steal them?" Gaara asked, smirking as Naruto giggled at his choice of words.
"Maybe he doesn't have any?" Both Gaara and Naruto fell into a fit of laughter as Kyuubi glared, Sasuke fell into a fit himself, and Sasori just smirked. Suddenly there was the sound of a twig being broken as a million snowballs darkened the sky. "Oh shit," Naruto whispered as he grabbed Kyuubi and Gaara and made a run for it.
Sasuke and Sasori watched in silence as the others ran around, trying to dodge the flying snowballs, most of them hitting Naruto in the ass as they rained on them. How did Itachi manage to pull that off? He wasn't even gone for two whole minutes, and yet there he was. Gaara growled as he crouched down and sprang back to his feet, snowball in hand as his eyes calculated where Itachi was hidden. Spindrift eyes narrowed to one spot in the dense wood as he aimed his ball and threw it, time slowing down as they all watched the snowball.
The snowball hit someone in the face, making everyone pause in what they were doing, from Sakura and the twins just talking, to the bunny standing right in front of Kyuubi. Gaara gasped, his mouth dropping in awe as he watched the snow fall off of Sasori's hair, a small smile gracing his lips as his eyes sparkled in amusement and mischief. "well, all is fair in love and war, I suppose." Sasori said, smiling at everyone as Gaara stared at him in awe.
"And I wasn't even trying to hit you that time! The other two times I was trying so damn hard to hit you, but Sasuke and Itachi both received the hits." Gaara murmured, blushing lightly in embarrassment as Sasori quirked a brow.
"Well … we'll just have to make it fair then, won't we?" Sasori asked, smirking as a snowball hit Gaara, his hand tucked behind his back as Gaara registered snow in his hair. Gaara grinned and the fight commenced, Naruto and Kyuubi both managing to nab Sasuke more than Itachi, and Sasori caught Gaara off guard more than four times.
The snow began to fall once more, Neji and Hinata were making snow angels as Sakura made a snowman middle with Kyuubi while Sasuke, Itachi, and Naruto all rolled a huge snowball bottom out of the abundant snow there. Sasori smiled as Gaara watched the now fall, wandering over to the frozen fountain without knowing it.
"You look beautiful," Sasori whispered, his arms winding around the smaller redhead.
"Shut up, I'm not a girl." Gaara grumbled, blushing and looking away.
"No, you're not. You're my little Panda-Chan, my life, and my all. You are nowhere near a girl." Sasori whispered, smiling as he tightened his hold on his panda and rested his head on Gaara's shoulder.
"Don't say such things. I am not worthy to be with you. You're gorgeous, kind, caring, and the best person to be with. While I, I used to be mean; I used to strike fear into the eyes of everyone around me that was not my family. I am not worthy to be with you." Gaara grumbled, looking down and sniffling as Sasori sighed. A month earlier, a red haired girl came up to Gaara and told him he was worthless. It killed Sasori the moment Gaara broke out of his arms and ran away, not even giving the smirking girl the satisfaction.
The girl did it to Naruto and Kyuubi, only she hit a sensitive spot by saying that no one would dare to love them. Karin was her name, and she was a jealous fangirl that only thought of herself and an imaginary future she would have with either Sasori, Itachi, or Sasuke. Of course at the time, they turned on her; they put her on blast as they heatedly spat words of hate into her face. She no longer stalked them, once was enough to shatter her delusional dreams to pieces.
Sasori smiled lightly and lifted Gaara's chin, staring deeply into his spindrift eyes as Gaara's lower lip trembled in a tear-holding pout. "Gaara, I don't care what is what, and who goes to who. I love you, and I don't care whether or not you deserve me at all because we both deserve happiness, and I am happy … with you." Sasori said, whispering the last two words on Gaara's lips as they locked heated stares, smiling lightly before both closed their eyes, kissing away the sorrow and pain.
"Mmm," Gaara whimpered. He wanted more, he wanted more of that beautiful love that Sasori had for him.
"Gaara … marry me." Sasori said, causing Gaara to gasp and wrench his eyes open to stare into the beautiful chocolate eyes of his lover. The love reflected in both their eyes was answer enough for both of them, but they needed it to be voiced.
"Yes. YES! I love you Sasori!" Gaara yelled, smiling when he heard the cheers from behind his back.
"Bout time you made your move! Its been, what? Two or three years?" Neji said with a smirk as Gaara beamed at him. Sure they were all a little pissed at the thought of Sasori stealing away their baby, since Gaara was the baby of the family, but they were happy that Gaara was elated.
Soon, Karura had learned of the good news, smiling at the happy couple as she kissed them both on their foreheads and proceeded to team up with Mikoto on one of her hugging rampages. There were smiles and laughter that day, and like everything in life, there is always a dark side.
… … … … …
"But father, I am old enough to choose whom I want to marry. I don't care if you have chosen Karin, I already shattered her dreams. I WILL marry Gaara, and I WILL live my life by his side!" Sasori roared, glaring from across the penthouse at his father, who was sighing and glaring out the windows.
"Sasori! We've gone over this once, and I will not repeat myself. You WILL uphold the family honor, you WILL produce heirs, and you WILL listen to me." Renji growled, glaring at his son once more.
"Father … is that all I am to you? A ticket to tradition? Do you not care about me?" Sasori whispered, his bangs covering his eyes as he stared at the ground. The questions came as such a shock to Renji, that he gasped as he stared at his son. Never before had Sasori ever asked anything of him, never before had Sasori ever denied him anything, and never before had Sasori looked at or said anything with so much emotion. Renji stood up, crossing the room in seconds and collected his son into his arms.
"S-Sasori … I, I never wanted to become like my father figure, and yet here I am, trying to make you do as I want you. No, I don't care about that. I only care about you, and if it makes you happy to be with this Gaara, then … I wish to meet him." Renji said with a smile, he never would have imagined in his dreams that he would ever say that, and yet the time had come, and the pig has flown. Sasori nodded as he pulled his father over to the door, no time like the present.
They walked out of the penthouse, Sasori in his casual clothes, and Renji still in his suit from work.
"Hey! Renji, where are you going off to?" Minato asked, running over as Fugaku rolled his eyes and Satoshi and Hiashi chatted to one another.
"I'm going to go see my son's fiance. What are you guys doing here?" Renji asked as Sasori growled and pulled his arm, the guys all following after them.
"We're actually here to talk to you. You see, Genma made a huge explosion in the labs today, yet what he found when all of the smoke was gone, was a tracer. It seems someone planted it in the labs, but it was new, so whoever it was did it within last week and Monday." Fugaku informed, walking side by side to the dragged Renji.
"Not only was that found, we pulled Kakashi into the investigations with his dogs, it seems as if someone snooped all over the labs and tried to break into the vault." Satoshi added watching as they neared the clinic. They all tensed a little, they still remembered that night long ago, and it burned them on the inside to have done it.
"Well that's all well and good, but my dad needs to meet my fiance, why didn't you guys just run DNA samples to the forensics team, and get Orochimaru to spray the labs with his new chemical compound. He says the compound reacts to disturbances, so if the perpetrator was snooping, you'll know just where he was." Sasori said as he climbed the stairs, his tense father palling as he pulled open the door.
"GAARA! Come back here, we still need to hug some more!" Karura and Mikoto yelled as they both chased after the redhead. Gaara whimpered in fear as he closed his eyes and went flying into the air, anything was better than the hugs, even his fear of falling; that fear was only conquered when Sasori was there to hold him close.
"Gaara, are you so excited to see me again, you decided to stalk the window until you saw me coming?" Sasori asked as Gaara landed into his arms. Gaara's whimpers halted, his quivering stopped, and his fear left him as he felt Sasori's reassuring arms squeeze him close, and his warm voice entered his mind. Gaara smiled and looked up, locking eyes with Sasori as he looked down at his little panda. Everything vanished, it was only them and their love as they leaned down and kissed passionately, hearing distant gasps, but ignoring them altogether.
Renji couldn't believe it, not only had his son found Karura, but if his suspicions were correct, he found his half brother. Minato and Fugaku were both transfixed, they knew what had just happened, they knew who Gaara was, and they knew they were at the mouth of the Lion's den.
"Karura, Mom, Kushina wants you guys inside for dinner." Sasuke said as he walked outside, Naruto, Itachi, and Kyuubi right behind him.
"Yeah, mom wants all of you guys inside … oh hey Sasori!" Naruto said, smiling as he saw Sasori kissing Gaara in front of fiver other men, all looking like they were business men.
"SASUKE! Did you take tomatoes out of my garden AGAIN?" Chie yelled, followed by Nana who was trying to keep her contained. Sakura sighed, it looked like it was time to go outside. Neji and Hinata both followed after their mother, worry on their faces as she whimpered from the force Chie was exerting.
"Chie, calm down, you're hurting Nana, and you know how the twins get when their mom is hurt!" Kushina yelled, her voice laced with authority as they all silenced themselves and Sasori let Gaara breath. "Well hey there Sasori! I thought you said you were going to go home to talk to your dad. You staying for dinner today?" Kushina asked as she walked over to Gaara and Sasori, no one taking a notice of the stunned business men gawking at them.
"Of course my future son-in-law is going to stay!" Karura said, giggling as Kyuubi and Naruto teamed up with her to point at Sasori and giggle.
"Well, it all depends on what my father says, you see I brought him over so he can meet my Gaara, and well his friends and business associates crossed our path before we got here." Sasori said, turning around and gesturing to his stunned father.
There was a collective gasp all around coming from the mothers as they stared at the men. "I-It can't be." Kushina whispered, her eyes portraying horror at the sight of the men. Quickly she walked in front of the group, pulling Gaara away from Sasori's arms and putting her hands up in front of her family.
"You might have done it once to Nana, Karura, and Chie, and twice to me and Kushina, but you will NEVER go near our sons, EVER!" Mikoto yelled, rage filling her body as she stepped forward, only a calming touch from Kushina stopping her from moving.
"Hey guys, sorry I was late. I didn't know the flight would take that long an-YOU!" Everyone turned their heads as Yashamaru walked over, his eyes filling with rage and his body stepping in front of Kushina and Mikoto.
"What the hell are you all doing here?" Yashamaru yelled, his fists clenching in an effort to not pick up a shard of broken glass from the street.
"They're here with me. That's my father Renji, and his friends. I just wanted my father to get to know Gaara. What is so wrong of that, do you all know each other, and what do you mean by doing it once?" Sasori asked, standing in front of his immobile father as he glared at everyone, Gaara breaking out of his mother's grasp and running over.
"Gaara. Get. Over. Here. Now." Karura spat from in between her teeth, making everyone jump.
"Mom, explain what is happening!" Gaara yelled defiantly, glaring at her mother as the twins, Sakura, Kyuubi, Itachi, Sasuke, and Naruto ran over, all glaring at both men and women.
"Sasori! You are not permitted to ever see, speak, or marry this guy EVER! Now get over here and lets go!" Renji spat as well, glaring at the floor as his fists clenched. How could he not noticed this! He lived two blocks away from this clinic, and he never knew, and whats worse, Sasori said he was always at the clinic!
"Gaara, get you ass over here NOW! You all as well! You are to never speak to each other ever again, and if these men ever approach you, DO NOT SPEAK TO THEM!" Karura snarled out, Chie and Nana holding onto her, but releasing a snarl of their own.
"What the fuck? Sasori is our friend, why the hell not can we talk to him!" Sakura yelled, startling everyone as she glared with the utmost rage there ever was on her beautiful, peaceful face.
"Because we say so!" Chie yelled, tear in her eyes as she watched her daughter defend the men.
"We want answers mother, and if you won't give it to us, we'll turn to them." Itachi said, his baritone making everyone shudder. He abruptly turned to look at the stunned men, his critical eyes roving over the men and widening as he took in their features.
"Sasuke, do you see it as well?" Itachi asked, turning to his younger brother as he stared at them all. Sasuke nodded, biting his lip and staring in disbelief at the floor.
"No, it can't be." Kyuubi and Naruto said at the same time as they approached Minato, who was still too shocked to say anything. Suddenly, a searing pain in his abdomen and face caused him to jerk and come back to reality; Kyuubi and Naruto had just hit him.
"YOU! You are our father! All of you … oh god!" Naruto yelled, taking a few steps away from the blonde man on the floor. Kyuubi tensed, the revelation that Naruto just made shocking him more than he thought.
"Sasori … this man is your father?" Sasori nodded, not understanding the horrified looks everyone gave Gaara and him.
"Gaara, please step away from Sasori and come here, NOW." Karura growled, her glare fixed on Renji as he trembled in his place. It couldn't be that his son, his only son, found his half-brother and fell in love with him.
"Sasori, you as well. Come here, we're leaving. Fugaku, call Kakashi and get him up to date. We're leaving this city." Renji said, a growl clear in his voice as he glared at the floor, if only they hadn't been threatened.
"NO." They both said, casting glares at everyone, making them freeze in shock; never had Sasori or Gaara ever glared or growled angrily at anyone they considered family, ever. "We won't move until you explain this!" Gaara yelled, tears in his eyes. How could they do this?
"He's you brother!" Karura and Renji both yelled, the sorrow and hurt in their voices ripping through both redheads cleanly. Sasori and Gaara both stared at them, not wanting to listen, not wanting to understand.
"B-But I love him." Sasori stuttered out, his gaze falling on his Gaara. His Gaara that had the same red hair as him, his Gaara that had the same peachy, pale skin as him, that had the same eye shape, that had the same lips; his Gaara that looked so much like Karura and … his own father. No…
"N-No! It can't be, mother, please!" Gaara said, catching onto what Sasori was thinking, it could not be that the love of his life was his own brother. It could not be that he had fallen in love with his brother, fucked him, kissed him, and was now engaged with him.
"It is honey, it is, and it pains me to see this happen, but if Renji is Sasori's father, then he is yours as well." Karura said, trying to grab his son and hold him, but pulling her hand back when he buried his head in Sasori's shivering form.
"Maybe we should all go back inside, that includes the five of you." Yashamaru growled, hating the fact that he was inviting rapists into his home, but having no choice. It was after dark after all, and the bad comes out to play, even on your own front door. They all nodded, walking inside, the five men all walking in silence, while the kids glared at everyone one, and the women lowered their heads in shame.
"Alright, we deserve answers, and PLEASE give it to us. Why the fuck did you rape our moms? Why the fuck didn't you all tell us about it and the fact that you all KNEW them, and why won't you all look at us!" Sakura screamed, not caring if she looked like a fool. All of these lies and secrets have destroyed them all, and she didn't need more problems.
"H-How did you know … about that?" Chie asked, not believing that her daughter knew of a secret so well hidden. Sakura just glared at her mother, this was an issue that she should already have known, something that their mothers should have told them.
"We all know because Itachi and Kyuubi couldn't stand the fact that we BELIEVED the lie you all told us, that our fathers died out in the streets! They told us the truth, that they tried to protect you, that Yashamaru tried to find you all, that your bodies were all found in the garden, laid carefully down and neatly on the soft grass. There was not even a bruise on your skins, you were left there, but you were left there in the most gentlest of ways!" Naruto cried out, his anger rolling off of him in torrents, that not even Sasuke could calm him down.
"Well … now you know." Kushina whispered out, not daring to look into the eyes of her son as he sobbed quietly into the arms of his raven haired lover. Sasuke sighed and looked over at Itachi, his own rage was so great that he was actually trembling in outrage.
"Look, we just want to know … why? Why did this happen?" Kyuubi said calmly, looking at the five men as their tears rolled off their eyes silently. Minato sighed and stood up, stepping in front of the others as Renji broke down and began to violently shake in silent sobs into his hands as Fugaku placed a reassuring hand on his shoulder.
"I'll tell you." he looked back, nodding to Fugaku as he smiled at his lover. After all this time, searching for their long lost loves, they fell in love with each other, reassuring each other that they would someday find their children and at least know they were safe. They were both not stupid, they knew that if Itachi and Kyuubi were conceived the first time, then there were surely others for the second time.
"Spill." Kyuubi growled out, glaring at Minato as he stared at his friend. He didn't care if the other was crying, it served him right. Kyuubi knew he had no right to feel this way, but he felt so enraged that it didn't matter to him anymore.
"Long ago, we were in some trouble. It seems Fugaku's grandfather was pissed off at the news that he was gay. At the time, I was with your mother, Kushina. I felt like I was at the top of the world; I had a great girl, whom I was ready to propose to, and a great friend, my best friend." Minato whispered, motioning to Kushina and Fugaku.
"But what I didn't know was that, Fugaku was in love with me. Madara, furious with the thought that his only legacy was gay, and gay for his best friend, ordered me killed. I didn't care, I just wanted Kushina to be safe. Fugaku pleaded with his grandfather, telling him that I was in love with a woman, that I was ready to die just for her. Madara took this information to heart, and ordered the both of us to rape a woman, or else Kushina, and her best friend were going to die. I never understood why he made us do this, but Madara was a crazy old man who wanted to turn the moon into a giant eye." Minato said, turning to look at Fugaku as he stood up and nodded, walking closer to him and placing a comforting hand on his arm.
"My grandfather wasn't very stable, but he was a man of his word. We didn't believe him, thinking that we was just fucking around, but he got someone to mess with Mikoto's breaks. If it weren't for me, she and Kushina would have died." Fugaku said, a small tear on his face.
"Neither I, nor Minato are proud of what we did, and we detest it and ourselves, but don't you see? It was either this, or death, and Minato loved Kushina far too much for that, and I held feelings of sibling-hood for Mikoto. So that night, we entered Kushina's room, and raped them both while they watched a movie. That was where Kyuubi and Itachi came from." Fugaku said, Minato in his grasp and a soft sob coming from behind them, Satoshi and Hiashi staring at the floor as Renji glared at the floor, the sob coming from seemingly nowhere.
"W-What?" Everyone gasped out as they stared at the five men, all of whom stared at the floor as silent tears fell from their eyes.
"Soon after, I came around with Hiashi, the only problem was that, Madara saw us jump and play around as we usually do, he thought we were gay, and well back then, if you saw us from afar, it would seem that way as well." Satoshi said, continuing the story as he stepped forward, Hiashi right behind him.
"Hizashi paid the price for that. My own twin brother had to die, for you all!" Hiashi yelled, his fists clenched and trembling in the intense anger that rolled through him. "Madara grew furious because of our fooling, and sent a sniper for you all. And Hizashi, being the hero he was, died to protect you all! He died, my brother, my only other family in the world that ever understood me. He died because he loved you Nana!" Hiashi yelled, his tears falling off rapidly as he stared with his soul searching eyes at them all, Hinata and Neji both gasping at the thought.
"H-He what?" Neji asked as Hinata broke down crying, holding onto her older brother. Neji nodded and sighed, holding his younger sister closer to him. Even if they were twins, Neji was ten minutes older that Hinata, and it was his job to take care of his younger sister.
"That night, after the funeral, that you didn't attend, Madara tried to finish you off, but I stopped him. We all did." Hiashi continued as if his children had not spoken out. Renji growled and stood up, walking over to his friends and nodding to their looks of concern.
"He threatened us, saying that there would be death for this insolence. Understand, that we all lost our families, families of great honor. Madara took us in, showed us the ropes of the noble-birthed, and he showed us the dark path which he had chosen. He is a yakuza lord, the leader of the most successful mafia group out there, The Akatsuki." Satoshi said, watching as Renji took a deep breath.
"We had to do it, there was no other choice-" Renji began, promptly being stopped by his own son.
"No other CHOICE? You all had a damn choice! What about the fucking police? What about the FBI? Do not say you had a choice because there always was a choice-" Sasori yelled, his speech cut off as his father snapped and glared at him.
"WHAT MOTHER FUCKING POLICE? THEY WORK FOR FUGAKU'S DAMN GRANDFATHER! And fuck the FBI! Those fools took Obito from us when he went to them and proceeded to fucking lock him up for motherfucking questioning! They tortured him, and he was never the same. We later found out that … they work for Madara as well." Renji said, his red rimmed chocolate eyes making everyone stare at him.
"When Satoshi said my grandfather was the leader of the Akatsuki, he wasn't kidding. He owns us all, and there was no escaping him. My poor cousin paid the price for it, and he's now in a mental institute, fucking the male nurse assigned to take care of him. What was his name? … oh, yes. It's Tobi." Fugaku said as Renji glared out the window.
"That Saturday, we all got drunk, it was the only way we could do this without stopping ourselves, just like Minato and I had done only years before. We raped, woke up, felt like shit, and left them in the gardens. We couldn't stand what we did, so we left them the most comfortable way we could, and tried to heal most of the bruises there were." Fugaku said, continuing the story as Hiashi and Renji both tried to calm themselves.
"We went on with our lives, Renji, Hiashi, and I trying to start up our lives, but only Hiashi and Renji could do it successfully. Hiashi had a beautiful daughter named Hanabi with his sickly wife, who died soon after birth. And Renji managed to marry a woman who used him and left him with Sasori. While Minato and Fugaku spent their time looking for you, trying to ask for forgiveness and try to get to know their sons. But you were never kind to them, and soon, they didn't know where to find you all, so they wandered around, eventually falling in love with each other and managing to forget the dull ache the pain of the event had turned into." Satoshi said, watching as Hiashi tried desperately to not look at Neji and Hinata.
"So now you know our reasons, now you know why this all happened. Now let us go." Minato said, assuming his position as leader of their group as he turned to the door. Naruto ran out to him, tackling him down and crying into his back as he held on tight.
"Please, please tell us its not true! Tell us that its all a lie and that you are just kidding, we don't want Sasori to leave, we don't want Gaara to die a little inside, and we don't want you to leave!" Naruto yelled into the shoulder he was crying on, leaving everyone speechless as the rest of the teens followed after Naruto and hugged him.
"I-I-I … Fugaku! I'm being eaten alive!" Minato said in panic as he felt something wet and warm fall on the back of his neck. Fugaku rolled his eyes and sighed, walking over to the blonde man and the teens all dog-piling on him.
"Dobe, it's a hug with tears in the mix, get over it." Fugaku said, smirking when Minato glared at him and stood up, surprising the teens with his brute force.
"Teme! I told you to stop calling me that." Minato said with a pout as Sasuke chuckled and turned to a curious Naruto.
"Doesn't that remind you of anything Dobe?"
"TEME! Stop calling me that!" Naruto growled as he glared at Sasuke. "And no, it doesn't remind me of anything, should it?"
"Dobe, how can you ask me to not insult you, when you walk around insulting me?" Sasuke said with a sigh as Naruto pouted and glared off to the side just like Minato.
"Whoa, it's like twins, or at least, Naruto is a mini-me." Itachi said with a chuckle as Naruto and Minato glared.
"Teme, leave my little brother alone." Kyuubi said with a glare as he watched Naruto and Minato. He had to admit, Itachi was right; Naruto does look like Minato's mini-me.
"Now, Dobe, what have I told you about calling me a Teme?" Itachi asked as his lips found Kyuubi's ear and made the redhead blush brightly while his legs gave out, making him fall into Itachi's waiting arms.
"Th-that I can't c-call you that, Itachi." Kyuubi said as Itachi's tongue found his ear. Sasuke smirked, pulling his pouting blonde into his arms and kissing him passionately, making said chibi-like blonde moan and his rage melt away.
"Now that is the way you control a blonde." Fugaku said with a smirk as he cast his evilly glinting eyes on a now frightened Minato.
Sasori and Gaara both watched the spectacle, both longing to run into each others arms and say it wasn't real, that they were all lying, but how could they? The proof was all there, and what would they tell the hospital? Tsunade wouldn't let them take the test, even if she knew them, without filling out very specific forms. Besides, she knew Sasori was Gaara's fiance, she knew about it all.
Gaara broke down into the waiting arms of Neji as he consoled him while Sasori shook with silent sobs of his own. How was it that when something beautiful enters your life, something bad always happens? It had been at most, three blissful years of love and happiness, with nothing going wrong other than Karin. And now, it all shattered with the simple statement, "He's your brother".
"Gaara, I'm sorry. I truly am, but there was nothing we could do. We might not have been there, but we love you. And I'm sorry this has to happen, but I tried to make it right so many times." Renji said, cutting off Fugaku's attempt to molest Minato in front of them all. He stood in front of his son and Gaara, watching as their hearts broke through their eyes.
"Y-You ruined my life." Sasori whispered, his eyes downcast and not meeting anyone's eyes, not even his beloved Gaara. "I love him, I LOVE him! You don't know what we have done, what we have been through. I gave my heart to Gaara, and he gave it to me. How could this all have happened?" Gaara clenched his fists and turned away from them all as Sasori did the same thing.
"Both of you, no … ALL of you have ruined our lives! What have we done to you all to deserve this? Did you not think this would happen? All the lies you fed us, to all of us! Mom, you told me my father was dead, you told Naruto and Kyuubi the same thing! All three of us grew up thinking sorely of our fathers. And I bet Itachi and Sasuke felt the same way! Because I know for certain Sakura and the twins were devastated, thinking that they would never meet their fathers!" Gaara whispered out, shrugging off his mother's hand when she went to him.
"Do not talk to us, do not look at us." Gaara said as he ran away from them all.
"What have we done?" Kushina whispered, she knew it was partly their fault, since Minato and Fugaku did come to talk to them, but they turned a blind eye on them. "It's all our fault! Because of us, Minato and Fugaku never talked to them, because of us, Gaara never met his brother when he was younger. Because of our hatred, we ruined something that will never be healed again." Kushina said, her tears falling as she bit her lip.
"I have told you all, one after another, hatred leads to nothing better than the worst. I told you, and I repeated it over and over again, to hate only fuels the violence, which in turn fuels the cruel destiny that Neji always talks about." Naruto said, shaking his head as he walked away from his mother, the rest of them following after him until Itachi was left behind.
"I'd suggest you don't speak to them much more mothers, but you guys. We'd love it if you'd come around so we can get to know you." Itachi said, a small smile on his face as he turned to the men, all too shocked to do much more than nod. Itachi smiled and walked away, off to comfort his Kyuubi as he cries into his chest.
… … … … …
Life had moved on, Gaara and Sasori never spoke to each other again, in fact, they didn't speak at all. It was like after that realization, they had died inside altogether and only a shell was left behind. They never laughed, they never smiled, and they never seemed to live their lives.
"Sasuke, that is not how you control a blonde." Fugaku said with great agitation as he, Sasuke, and Itachi all had their weekly, Uchiha Evil Seme club meeting.
"And how do you know that? A nibble to the ear gets them down easily." Sasuke said, Itachi just had to nod at that.
"Because, it only brings them down momentarily. What you do is pinch the nipple, rub your cock into their ass, AND nibble the ear. It get them every time." Fugaku said triumphantly, Sasuke and Itachi both writing down the advice as if it were their lives on the line for this. Minato, Naruto, and Kyuubi all glared at them from across the garden, them having their own, Uzumaki Innocent Uke club meeting.
"Look at them! They're probably plotting something as we speak." Naruto growled out, watching as the Uchihas all blushed and began to giggled like little school girls. They narrowed their eyes as Minato nodded and Kyuubi tried not to think of the possibilities Itachi might do to him this time. What would it be? Hand cuffs? Bondage? Surprise sex in the dark? All the wonderful possibilities! Kyuubi began to drool at the thought and he giggled like a school girl as well.
"Kyuubi! You trader, you shouldn't be on their side!" Minato whispered harshly as Kyuubi snapped out of his stupor and nodded, glaring at Itachi as he began to smirk evilly.
"Anyways, we're here today to do something about the Gaara and Sasori situation! I think we should get them back together." Naruto said quietly as his brother and father both stared at him as if he had grown a second head at that moment.
"What? B-but that's incest, Naruto!" Kyuubi said, his voice filling with hurt as he remembered their heartbroken expressions the last time he saw them.
"Naruto is right, Kyuubi. Besides, it doesn't matter if they are brothers, they were in love, they were inseparable … they were humans." Minato said as they all nodded in unison. It had only taken that one night away from each other to make them into zombies, something they just weren't ever known to be, even before when Gaara was just a big bundle of hatred, he always talked and smiled at least once.
Gaara walked down from his room at that moment, he'd been thinking and he came to the conclusion that he shouldn't be this way, after all, he needed to restart his life. The Uzumakis all stared as he smiled at them and walked over, sitting himself on Naruto's lap as he hugged him. "Naruto, I've decided that I'm going to restart my life." he said as he kissed his friend's cheek and walked away, over to Sakura.
He knew the girl used to have a crush on him, he just hoped she still did. He walked right up to her, invading her personal space as his lips barely brushed against hers. He watched as she blushed and felt a twinge of disgust in him as he smirked and kissed her, making her blush even more and almost faint.
Everyone watched in a shocked awe as Gaara ravished Sakura in front of them all, his hands wrapping around her frame as she went weak in the knees and almost fell. "Sakura, I've decided that I want to restart my life with you, if you'll have me?" Sakura smiled, they all did as she nodded and threw her arms around him. No one could see that it was plainly a mask, a mask that covered the hurt and disgust consuming his body. He already belonged to Sasori, but he would restart his life with Sakura to make her happy, and because he loved her in some level, but it was only a sisterly love.
Sasori watched from the window high above them all as Gaara kissed Sakura again. Day in and day out he stood upon his perch in the other building, watching as Gaara cried and sulked in his room, watching as he tried to walked out, only to run back to his bed and cover himself in those sheets that once covered his own body. He knew what Gaara was going through, he could see the false smiles and glee, Gaara was his, and he knew him so damn well.
He sighed as he jumped from his perch, there was no reason for him to be there anymore; Gaara was starting his life once more, and he needed to do the same. He sighed as he jumped down from his perch, all cat-like as he turned away from the scene, his heart finally breaking into nothing. He felt betrayed, and he knew that he wasn't; Gaara was only trying to restart his life, and he would do it too.
But the problem was that it was hard to change what he felt and stop loving him. He turned down the street; he knew only one other alternative he could do. He had a friend, a best friend, whom loved him, but he didn't love her that way. He was going to make someone happy, and even if it wasn't going to be his Gaara, at least he would know that Gaara was safe. He knocked on the door to an apartment, waiting until the door opened. When it finally did, he smiled at her as she gasped.
"Hello Konan." he said as he leaned in and grasped her, kissing her passionately as he imagined he would to Gaara if he could.
… … … … …
The months passed by quickly, the moon and stars being the only witnesses to the heartbreaking sight of Gaara and Sasori, both in their own suites in a hotel and crying away the hurt they had in their hearts. It was now only ten months into their relationships with Konan and Sakura, and yet they still couldn't forget each other. They couldn't forget the touches and sweet caresses they used to give each other in the darkness of night, in the very same room back at the clinic.
Gaara fell asleep, the tears still falling down his face as he remembered the words Sasori had said so many times as Sasori remembered the same words. I'll love you until the end of time itself, and the end of my existence …
"Good morning Gaara!" Gaara jumped out of bed as Naruto pounced on him, growling when he spotted Gaara on the other side of the hotel suite, his hand over his heart as he glared at the blonde, blue-eyed tanned guy on his bed.
"Naruto, shut the fuck up and get out of my room!" Naruto rolled his eyes and chuckled, pouncing on the redhead as he yet again dodged the hug. "Naruto, I'm serious! Get out."
"But Panda-Chan! Today is your big day! We have to get you dressed and ready!" Naruto said with a gleeful look as he pulled him out to Kyuubi's suite. About two months ago, when Gaara finally bedded Sakura, they found out she was pregnant. They all celebrated, everyone congratulating the happy couple as they smiled and nodded, but they never noticed it.
They didn't see the pain in his eyes as he heard Renji talking to Satoshi and Hiashi …
~Flashback, two months ago … Seriously, why do I flashback so damn much?~
"Aren't you happy? Your son is getting a baby, and yet you're acting so damn sad. And now he's getting married and you grow more sad! What's wrong with you?" Hiashi asked, watching as Renji stared at the floor and refused to look up. Gaara perked up at that, moving closer to listen to them.
"It's just that … Sasori got Konan pregnant, and they're getting married as well." Renji said, not bothering to even try to keep the quiver out of his voice as he remembered the pain he had caused his boys. Both he and Karura both felt at fault, since he honestly tried to contact them, but she refused to acknowledge him.
"That's great! Why are you so damn sad, though?" Satoshi asked, he knew the answer himself, but he couldn't help to ask, which was a mistake on his part.
"Why am I so damn sad? I ruined my own two sons! You all don't notice it, but I do. Their eyes, they don't shine as they used to. And even if I never did see Gaara before the light in his eyes was dimmed, I knew I saw the shine in them when Sasori held him in his arms in front of me. And Sasori has never been the same."
Gaara's heart broke as he listened to his father. Sasori is getting … getting … a baby? B-but … oh god! Gaara clenched his eyes shut, not wanting to be there, but knowing that if he left so abruptly, they would know he was listening in on them and never speak about Sasori near him again, and he needed to know what happens to the love of his life, even if he never sees him again.
"That's not all … he's going to marry the same day as Gaara." Renji said lowly, as he turned away from them all, watching as his son walked Konan down the street from their date and to her house. Gaara's heart broke as he listened to his father's words repeat themselves over and over again in his head.
That was the last time he ever smiled. He still talked, but he never smiled again, which concerned them all, but it was a sign that Gaara was reverting back to his old self, the self that was before Sasori, before Sakura, before all the love.
~End Flashback … seriously, its like I'm stalking these things~
Gaara's eyes fell to the floor as he felt that heartbreaking feeling of dread come into him. He really didn't want to go through with this, he didn't want to marry Sakura, he didn't want to live his life by her side, and most of all … he didn't want to live without Sasori.
He watched as his friends, his family, all busied themselves with the task of getting him ready. But they did not know, they didn't know that they were only getting him ready for his trip to hell because … he wasn't going to live without him, not without Sasori.
Sasori watched as Gaara was lead to Kyuubi's suite from Deidara's suite in the next building. They had to hold their weddings near each other because Renji was going to have to run from one wedding to the other, Sasori's being a few minutes behind so that Gaara's wedding could go first. Deidara knew about his plight, the feeling of not being with the one you love was something Deidara knew all too well, but he didn't speak of it, because what he felt wasn't nearly as strong as what Sasori has. His was only a petty crush, while Sasori held true love in his grasp and had it ripped right out. He had no right to speak because he hadn't the experience to know how deeply Sasori's wounds were, how fatal they really are.
"Sasori … I know you, un. I've known you ever since you were a little five year old runnin' from home. Remember? Back when the thunderstorm hit and I found you outside my window, crying and all wet? I know you, un. So please, don't do this. I watch you, and everyday you stand outside my window and watch him, un. I can see the hollowness in your eyes, the same thing he has in his eyes. Stop this nonsense and go to him, un!" Deidara yelled, slamming his fists on the table beside Sasori as he stared at Gaara getting fitted with the same tuxedo he had on.
Sasori sighed, god that was a wonderful sight, and he wished it were the tuxedo he was going to use to marry him, but like most wishes, it wasn't going to come true. He turned to his friend and smiled slightly, shaking his head as he sighed.
"No Deidara. I can't do that to Sakura, to Konan, to him. I am his fucking brother! We can't be together, besides, I'm actually happy to be with Konan. Every time I'm with her, I manage to forget Gaara, I bet that with time, I'll be able to forget him completely." Sasori whispered as Lee and Kiba walked in, smiling their big smiles as they set about to finish their work on the tuxedo. Deidara sighed and nodded, a small smile appearing on his features; maybe Sasori was getting better after all. It was a total lie and Sasori knew it, his mouth burned with the acidic taste of that lie, but he wasn't going to back down.
Sasori sighed, turning to the window as Gaara had, their eyes meeting and a sad ache came into his heart. He had already decided his decision; he wasn't going to live his life without his love, and he was sorry that it had to come to this, but he just couldn't go on. He lowered his eyes apologetically as Gaara's eyes widened. It can't be that … he's thinking the same as me? No, he's not. He's getting ready to marry Konan, he's getting ready to start his life all over again! He isn't thinking about me, Gaara thought as Sasori looked away and glared at someone.
Gaara turned around, watching as Sasuke walked into the room and came straight to him. "Gaara … are you sure, you want to go through with this?" trust Sasuke to be able to see a little though his mask. He knew it was only a little that the raven haired man saw, because if he really saw it all, he'd be sending Gaara to the mental institutes.
"Yeah, Sasuke. I want to go through with this. Let me just go get something to drink." Gaara said as Neji and Kyuubi finished playing with his hair and Naruto placed the red rose into his pocket. Sasuke nodded, he was needed over at Sakura's room with Itachi and Hinata anyway, but since his mom decided that now was the time to be a last minute shopper, he was left with no choice other than being the supervisor of the damn wedding.
Gaara walked out of his room, careful to use only the stairs, since Sakura was in the floor above and would most likely be using the elevator if she really did leave her own suite. He had argued a little when his father said the weddings were going to be held right next to each other in different hotels; he knew it would hurt to see Sasori, and he was right. He ran down the stairs, not caring where he went as long as it was far.
Sasori watched from his perch by the window on the other side of the room, away from Gaara's room, as a redhead began running, running away from the wedding. He knew it wasn't Gaara, but he still felt that hope deep inside himself.
Gaara ran, the tear falling from his eyes blinding him completely as he ran away from the wedding. He didn't want this, he didn't want to live thinking that Sasori was happy, that he didn't feel any regrets. Unknowingly, he made his way to the clinic, closed for the day because of the wedding, and he ran straight up to his room. He cried, his eyes burning with the tears that fell as he let out a giant sob that he had been holding onto ever since two months ago, when he learned about Sasori's future.
"There's only one way out of this!" Gaara cried, grabbing the razor he kept hidden by the bathroom door. He sat on his bed, closing his eyes as he thought about what he was doing.
"They've forgotten about how I feel, forcing me into something I didn't want. I just wanted to be with Sakura, to be there for a little while before I left her and everyone, before I ran away." Gaara muttered, not wanting to open his eyes and see the emptiness that was his room, because when Sasori left, he took half of Gaara with him.
"She forced herself on me, wanting to go deeper, and I foolishly let her. Instead of following my heart, I foolishly let her bed me." he said, the tears flowing down his face as he remembered that night. He'd imagined it was Sasori who was moaning, that he was jerking him off, that he was touching him, loving him. But his vision shattered when he entered Sakura, it wasn't right. He was on the bottom, he was never the one to enter. But Sakura didn't listen and made him fuck her.
"I didn't want to marry her, but they unknowingly forced me into it. And now, they're forcing me to wed her right next to my true love." Gaara growled out, wrenching open his eyes as he pulled the razor across his wrist and smiled as he felt the blood flow.
"I love you Sasori."
… … … … …
Sasori wrenched open his eyes as he turned to the door. He wasn't going through with this; he wasn't going to sit there on the sidelines and watch the love of his life be happy with Sakura.
"I can't do it." Sasori said, smiling slightly as he grabbed a razor from his wallet and slit his wrist as well, grinning like a madman as he felt his blood run and leave his body. Finally he could feel all of that pent up rage and anger falling away from him slowly, as the blood ran down his hand and began to drop from his fingers.
"Sasori!" Renji yelled, entering the room in a frantic pace as his eyes searched the room. "Sasori! Gaara is gone!" Renji said, no more words needed to make Sasori run out the door and down the stairs. So he was right, it was Gaara. His pace sped up as he ran down the street.
"Please Gaara, don't die yet. Please don't do it." Sasori said as he ran down the busy streets of Konoha. He couldn't breath, he couldn't run fast enough to his liking as he slowly approached the clinic. Why did it have to be this way?
"Please, don't do it yet Gaara!" Sasori said as he tried to make his legs go faster, not caring that most of his blood fell down his wrist, it was only a shallow cut after all. He jumped up on the fire escape, not caring that his foot stung on impact as he launched himself into a frenzy up the stairs of the dangerous fire escape.
He slipped and fell, almost knocking himself off of the fire escape as he slammed himself into Kurenai's window. He pushed himself off, waving to the startled woman as he ran up the stairs.
"I-Is that … blood?" Kurenai asked herself as she stared at the window in horror. Whatever it was, she didn't have the time at the moment, she was running late and Anko was waiting for her.
Sasori ran, he couldn't believe he was just too damn slow as he ran up the steps. Slowly, his pace halted as he watched Gaara from out the window. His eyes were closed, his hand was positioned over his wrist with the razor, and he was talking to himself. Slowly, he opened the window and climbed on in, just as Gaara reached the last of his speech.
"I didn't want to marry her, but they unknowingly forced me into it. And now, they're forcing me to wed her right next to my true love." Gaara growled out, wrenching open his eyes as he pulled the razor across his wrist and smiled as he felt the blood flow.
"I love you Sasori." he whispered as his eyes landed on Sasori's figure, kneeling down in front of him, as if in defeat.
"Gaara … no." Sasori whispered as he watched Gaara's crazed smile turn into a warm one. "Gaara, I love you too, but this isn't the answer." he whispered, pulling his sleeve up and watching as the blood slowly trickled out.
"Sasori, I love you. And I don't want to live my life if I can't be with you." Gaara mumbled out, the tears already falling as he stared at Sasori's pain-laced face. Sasori shook his head and leaped over to Gaara, holding his trembling Panda-Chan in his grasp as they both cried.
"Make love to me Sasori, wash away her scent, her touch, her taste. Please, just make love to me." Gaara said, his grip on Sasori's arm making the taller of them smile and nod. He released his younger brother, ripping his own tuxedo jacket off as Gaara quickly rid himself of his own. He smiled as Gaara's shaking hands ran down his chest, stopping when he saw the blood running.
"I guess we both just couldn't live without each other." Gaara whispered, his mouth finding Sasori's own as he kissed him with so much pent up passion, it left them both breathless. Gaara panted as Sasori's mouth made contact with his heated skin, the love bites left by Sasori making him feel better as he gave himself to his one and only lover. The tears fell down both their eyes, they knew this was the last time together, their last chance to love each other and hold each other. There wasn't going to be a next time, and they knew it.
Slowly, Gaara grabbed Sasori's fingers, sucking on them lovingly as Sasori worked on his neck and chest, the feeling of wholeness making both of them moan in wonderful bliss. Sasori pulled his fingers out softly, trailing them down the expanse of pale flesh as his mouth made it's own journey down to Gaara's cock, standing proudly for the last time. He looked up, looking for some form of assurance.
"Please Sasori, please." Gaara whimpered, his back arching when Sasori let out a raged breath as he bent down and took in the painful looking member into his mouth one last time. Slowly, the fingers went in as Sasori sucked on the member in his mouth, Gaara moaning and gasping as he finally felt the long missed pleasure that Sasori could only bring him; he truly was meant to be with Sasori.
Slowly they separated, Sasori staring down at Gaara as he writhed and waited under him, his heated spindrift eyes making Sasori shiver in long awaited lust. Everything was forgotten, the blood tricking down their wrists, the weddings waiting for them, even their betroths were forgotten as they lost themselves in their last moments of life, love, and liberty.
Slowly, Sasori lowered himself, the tears in both their eyes quickly falling away as they closed their eyes when they finally joined together. "I love you Sasori." Gaara whimpered under Sasori as he felt Sasori thrust all the way in.
Sasori nodded and smiled, giving Gaara the same answer as his hips moved slightly and he held on tightly. Soft mewls and moans were all that was heard in the room as they made love to each other while their blood ran away. Their bodies were covered in both blood and sweat as they rubbed the blood all over themselves, giving each other the eternal bath of life, something that was frowned upon back in the age of the Maya (1).
They hugged each other, their moment of bliss taking them higher than cloud nine as they kissed and slowly made their way to orgasm. Gaara gasped as Sasori thrust harder into him, making him see white as his blood rushed even more, his vision slowly fading, yet the pleasure still held on, unrelenting. Sasori panted and groaned, hugging his Panda-Chan closer as he felt the tell-tale signs of unconsciousness taking their hold on him.
"Sasori … I don't want to go on without … you." Gaara whispered as Sasori halted his movements and stared into his love's eyes.
"I don't either … Gaara." Sasori said, his hips moving softly against Gaara's own as they shared a deep passionate kiss with one another. Gaara mewled and moaned, as Sasori's hips once again regained their speed and began to move with more vigor, their climaxes so close, yet it wasn't the only thing. Slowly, Gaara's hand moved over his erection, the blood steadily pumping itself out, forgotten to him as he closed his eyes. One, Two, Three was all it took before they both came, their climaxes so damn close you'd call it simultaneous. They both screamed loudly in pleasure as their seeds came out, splashing against each other, whether inside or out. They were bathed in the bath of love, the love mixing with the eternal bath of blood as they panted and rested against each other, Sasori moving beside Gaara and hugging him close.
They laid there, just watching the sky turn pink and as the cherry blossom petals danced in the wind, as if saying their final goodbyes to the pair.
"Sasori … its time." Gaara said, his breath coming out shallow and labored as his half lidded eyes landed on Sasori. He nodded, the tears in both their eyes once again falling as they held each others gazes.
"I … know my love … I know." Sasori said, hugging Gaara closer to himself as his last breath laboriously made its way out of his mouth, crushing his lips against Gaara as they closed their eyes one last time, no longer opening them again. They stayed that way, their passionate kiss holding them together as their hearts took their last faltering beats until they went silent, forever.
That is how they were found, their blood mixed together, and a sheet draped over their form by Sasori. They were mourned, they were remembered, but they were never separated, even in death. They were laid in the same coffin, forever sleeping together in each others arms.
[;n;][;u;][;n;][;u;]End my One-shot[;u;][;n;][;u;][;n;]
(1): I'm part Maya, so I decided to get some history in this story. The eternal bath of blood was frowned upon by them. It was said that some believed that bathing in the blood of young would keep you young forever, but it was soon banished from society because people began killing little kids for the bath.
(EXTRA): The bath of love was usually just rubbing the sexual fluids over one another, marking the other person as theirs. … I learn something new everyday :D
Me: Well … This was just so damn sad!
Naruto: H-How could you write this! So damn sad!
Sasuke: Its a story that has been through history, Dobe. How could she not?
Naruto: EASY! Just don't fucking type it! Its that simple!
Me: Shut up, Naruto! Before I make you and Sasuke both not have sex for a MONTH and force you to have "The Talk" with Kakashi and Jiraya!
Naruto: -shivers in fear- No! Please no!
Me: That's more like it! :D
Sasuke: You know, if you defeat that, you will become unstoppable, dobe.
Naruto: Yes I know, but for now, I must lay low! -does that creepy blend-into-shadows thing that weirdos do-
Me: o .o that's like saying he can top you, Sasuke.
Sasuke: … No wait! Naruto! -runs after-
Me: Hehehe, works every time xD
Itachi: So what's your next project?
Me: Well, I'm doing a ZabuHaku … WHEN I DO, then I'll work on the promised ItaKyuu, then its another true story for KakaIru, and then … we'll just have to see, now won't we? xD
Minato: REVIEW PLEASE! It would make Bad Writer xD work even harder to bring you these weird one-shots! :D
Tobi: H-HACHU-Hey Bitch! That's m-achu-y job, you bitch! -tackles to ground-
Minato: o . o? -gets tackled- You're sick! Besides, you're going to do Disclaimers now.
Tobi: You'd better be r-achu-ight!
Minato: -nods and is half scared for his life- Yeah, sure.
Tobi: Please review! … achu!
Me: Bless you! :3
Tobi: Thank you! :D...
