The Breaking Heart
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Sasuke's POV
Damn, that dobe is really fast! Where the hell he run to?
Shit! No chakra sign.
I almost wished I had Karin beside me but, Oh yeah, she went with Suigetsu, I mussed with my inner self.
That dobe surely had grown past this years, no longer scrawny but sexy, hot and fuckable looking ass… /Freeze while jumping through the roof/
What was it just now? Damn you Naruto!
Ah, there are Shikamaru and Chouji guarding the gate. Do they see him?
I stepped in front of the office, Shikamaru looked at me with if-you-have-problem-don't-talk-to-me-I-am-sleepy-eyes. Chouji was no better with his just scream don't-ever-think-to-ask-for-my-last-chip-eyes. Seriously, for Hokage to put them guard the gate.I clear my throat and ask them /patiently/, "Did you see Naruto pass this gate?"
Shikamaru was the one who talking, He spoke to me lazily, "Just now there is a blur of orange jumping to outside, I don't know if it was Naruto but there's not a single ninja except Naruto who wears orange in Konoha." Chouji just nodded seems thrilled to finish his last piece of chip.That was the only information I needed, jumping through the gate and woods, I searched for orange sign which is uniquely Naruto's. It was already too far from the gate, almost 30 km, I slowly approach Valley of The End, our greatest fighting point, where I commit my first betrayal to him.
My heart clench with the pain, I seek power to kill Itachi, not believe that I could be strong if I were with my team. When we met two and half years later I almost killed him and that's my second betrayal. Even after I killed Itachi, disband Hebi and back to Konoha, I always felt some regret towards him that makes me unable to talk to him. Those bastard fangirls and fanboys are annoying too, asking me to date them all. One of positive change is surprisely Neji and I became close with him and we could talk to each other, maybe it was because he already over with the destiny crap. He is the one who told me what happened in Konoha since I left the village, He told me mostly about my teammate, about Sakura and Naruto. I am happy when he told me Sakura has dating Lee, she was a creepy stalker.
Naruto in the other hand had different changes. Yes he is stronger and better looking but the face has changed to have more fake smiles and more fake shouting. Neji and all of his friends couldn't speak anything because Naruto always success to avoid the topic.When I came to Konoha, I felt joyous but also regret towards him, even when he jump to hug me at Hokage Office, I felt regret so I were not able to even talk to him. I don't know what to say, he looked hurt. I know it from his eyes, after that every time I want to talk to him, there are shit load of fangirls and fanboys asking me to fuck them but the real reason maybe because I was afraid to talk to him, every time I talked to him the words was like poison that always hurt him, because of that I vowed to never talk to him anymore, until that night he jumped through the roof after Kyuubi festival.
He limped in his jump and enters his house through his window, and I know that there's something wrong because he always comes through the door even after a long day.
I waited morning to come. At 10.00 a.m, I can't suppress the feelings that there's something amiss and because of that I decided to talk to him. When I knocked his window, he was not answering, so I knock more and more. Then he opened the window, with blanket covering his body. I demanded what's wrong with him, but he was acting like idiot all along. It made me snapped and talk hard to him, he was shouting back at me, forgot the blanket that he hold dear to his body and revealed what he hide beneath. A tattered, mud tainted clothes, and bloody pants covered his body, I was shocked to see him like that. Naruto just looked as shocked as I am. Avoiding my next question, he jumped through the window and run nowhere to see.
Now I am running through the woods just to find him. Ah life is ironic, now it's my turn to chase him off and there he is bathing in shallow side of the river. I stopped my feet and saw him in my distance.
Oh God, he is beautiful when bathing in the river with droplets of water covering his naked body, the sun making his body looks radiant. This is just like the fairytale about a man who saw a fairy taking a bath in the pond, so beautiful that it became a sin later.
He scrubbed his black-blue skin with his old clothes, with tears running down from his eyes. It was like he is desperate to clean his body from unseen taint. Sasuke gulped down, feeling like stone stuck in his throat, willing his body to calm and approach Naruto. This movement breaks the tranquil scene. Naruto turns his body towards me, making me see all his body in his naked glory, he realize then and quickly hide his body in the water.
Shit, don't hide that body, I thought bitterly.
What was now I just thinking, Sasuke you stupid!
Great, now my head is in a mess.
Third Person POV
"Sasuke, what are you doing here!" He spoke aloud.
Sasuke stood on the bank, staring at Naruto's eyes, "Finishing our conversation, dobe."
"There's none to talk about"
Sasuke inhale deeply, this is gonna be a long sentence, he thouht
Then he spoke. "Actually there's plenty to talk about, first is why you withdrawn from all your friend even from ramen, second what happened to your body because it's not a wound from training and the third, why does Kyuubi didn't help you to heal your wounds."
Naruto then hung his head in defeat, saying in mumbled tone, "Why do you act like you care? You actually hate me don't you?"
Sasuke just stand there, his eyes held many emotions yet his body didn't move to comfort the boy in the water.With dry throat Sasuke spoke next, "I don't hate you, after all you are the closest person I ever have as a friend, maybe as a brother. Because of that I decide to kill you years ago, to sever our bond that I thought would make me weak."
Because you are the most precious person.
Naruto stare coldly at Sasuke, "Our bond is over Sasuke! You just scream it this past 7 months, where you never paid attention to me!"
"You walked away when I called you, just stare at me when Akagi throw me with a rock, and Makio called me a dirty monster."
"Even when Sai became your replacement, you never protest or do anything to become the member of team 7, Neji became your buddy and you two never care to me with his eyes go ga-ga when seeing Hinata-chan!"
"The most painful is when you always stare at me with that cold emotionless eyes."
"How could you expect me to believe that you actually care about me? Stop it Sasuke, don't pretend to care about me when you don't. It's more painful to see you faking it than the cold glare you always sent to me."
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