Tegan
I can still hear the deafening screams of the audience as I make my way backstage removing my ear piece. I feel so incredibly light on my feet as I walk towards Sara and the boys, who are now high fiving each other and laughing, giddy from the ecstasy of a great tour opening show.
"'THAT GIF AND COCKAROACHES!' " Ted laughs, as he sees me approaching. I grin, stop in my tracks and do the pelvic thrust once more, causing Sara and the guys to erupt in laughter once more.
Sara gives me a wide smile, "oh god, you gotta admit it was funny," she says.
I laugh throw my arm around her shoulder, "course, you learned from the master after all."
"Oh please," she giggles.
We head to our dressing rooms, waving goodbye to the boys who are now helping the staff pack up, and lock the door behind us.
"You," I say, wrapping my arms around her waist, my hands sliding under her jacket and shirt, caressing the wet skin there, "were amazing." I kiss her, sucking on her bottom lip until she moans.
"As were you, love," she pulls me closer, wrapping her arms around my neck. I trail my kisses down her neck, sucking on her collar bone and she sighs.
"Teetee, if you keep going…" she moans.
"If I keep going?"
"I don't have another pair of jeans here," she giggles and I can't help but do the same. I pulls back and kiss the tip if her nose. "And you say I'm the deviant?"
I smile, "but of course," she giggles, "you're gorgeous."
"And you're beautiful, always," she rests her forehead to mine and a second later there's a knock at the door. We sigh in unison. "Twins!" She laughs. "Be right there!" She yells towards the door.
"I have a surprise for you later tonight," I say, wiggling my eyebrows at her and she laughs.
"I'll be waiting," she says, opening the door, "yes?"
"We're almost done packing," I hear Ted's voice say, "just in case you want to see the fans outside the venue, there's quite a handful."
"Sure, we'll be right there, thanks." She closes the door and turns to me.
I stick my tongue out and cross my eyes, "let's roll!" We laugh and finally start to get our stuff ready.
Ted was right; there were quite a handful of fans waiting for us. We sign autographs, take pictures and even accept a few gifts (a stuffed alligator for Sara and a pink boa for me, though I can't find the reference there). Finally we make it to the bus where the boys are already making plans for the night.
"Hey guys, we're heading to this bar not too far from the hotel, wanna come with?" Ted asks as we feel the bus pull out the Vogue's parking lot, heading to the hotel.
"Uh, nah, I'll pass. Rather get as much sleep as I can at the hotel before we leave in the morning."
Ted nods, "you Sara?"
"Nah, same,"
"Alright then, see you in the morning then."
It's only a few minutes later that we arrive at the hotel and part ways with them for the night, waving until they turn the corner. We check in and throw our bags on the floor as soon as we make it to our room.
"Forgot something, be right back," I say, heading out the door before Sara can say a word.
I run over to the front desk where I request room service for two, ordering a bottle of wine and some pasta.
"Hey, everything ok?" Sara asks when I return, glancing up from her book.
"Yeah, no worries," I smile.
I head to the bathroom, grabbing my bag as I cross the single room, ignoring Sara's confused stare. I wash my face and check my hair, changing into a sleeveless shirt and using my deodorant. We'll need the shower much more by the end of the night.
I walk into the room, where Sara's sitting on the edge of the bed, a bottle of wine in her hand, her eyebrows raised, "forgot something, you said?"
I chuckle, "you caught me."
I switch the lights off and it's only a matter of seconds before Sara switches the bedside table lamp on, falling into our familiar dance.
"You said you had a surprise for me," she says in a low voice and I feel the hairs on the back of my neck tingle.
"I do," I say, sitting next to her, "but first, let's make a toast."
She smiles, "very well then, that pasta smells amazing by the way," I turn and see the trolley table, the smell of pasta causing my stomach to grumble.
"Someone's hungry," she says, getting up from the bed to pour the wine.
I dash to the cart, "now, now," I say, taking the wine bottle and reaching for the corkscrew, "let me take care of this, you settle down and make yourself comfortable."
She chuckles, "well, well, if you insist," she says, removing her jacket and heading to the bathroom. I hurry, pouring us wine and pulling the cart to the bed, then I reach for the only chair in the room and set it in front of the cart. I just manage to light the candle when Sara returns.
I gesture for her to sit on the bed and she smiles.
"And now I wonder what I did to deserve this," she jokes as I sit on the chair across from her.
"Be your wonderful self again," I smile.
"Oh Teetee, you're such a cornball."
"Says the girl who just called me 'Teetee'," I laugh.
"Touché," she grins.
We eat, talking about the show, laughing at our mess ups, Sasa making fun of me for getting locked out of the venue after lunch, me expressing my relieve for not ruining Back In Your Head, and discussing tomorrow's schedule. When we're done I call room service and dispose of the cart, keeping the wine and glasses.
"Alright," I begin to say, "now that we won't be interrupted I can give you your present."
She just smiles as I sit on the bed with her, handing her a long and thin box.
"Open it," I say.
She does and I watch her face turn into the widest smile.
"Oh Tegan," she starts to say before I kiss her, preventing her from telling me that I shouldn't have spent my money.
I pull back, "it's an ankle bracelet," she nods, "I wanted to give you something that would represent us but I wanted it to be small and discrete; our own little secrete."
She smiles, "female," she outlines both crosses, "twin," she outlines the interlocking rings, "lovers," she outlines the heart which surrounds them. She looks up at me, "I love it Tegan."
I kiss her then, deeply and softly, pure and honest.
"I love you," I whisper.
"I love you too," she holds me and I rest my chin on her shoulder, hugging her back.
"Help me put it on," she says, excitement in her voice, I chuckle and prop her right foot on my knee, removing her boots and socks. I kiss her ankle and take the charm bracelet from her.
"It's beautiful Tegan; the Venus symbol, the way they interlock, the heart, the bracelet…" she looks down at her anklet, "I'm never taking it off."
I smile, "I'm glad you like it."
"What about you, babe?" She asks, looking back in the box.
"Right here," I take the charm and bracelet out of my pocket, "I thought of putting it on before but…I wanted you to do it."
"I'm glad you waited, I really want to be the one to put it on you," she takes my left foot on her knee and repeats the ritual. "There," she says, satisfied.
I take her hand in mine and kiss it, "be mine tonight?" I look into her eyes and she kisses my hand in return.
"Always."
Sara
I slide my hands along the side of her frame, kissing her torso and placing myself between her legs. In the dim light I can see the glistening spot soaking her panties. Her hands fumble with my belt and I pull back from her reach. She whimpers and I'm not sure if it's due to me pulling back or the fact that my fingers are pinching her nipples while I suck on her hip bone. No matter, I unzip my pants and pull them down along with my boy shorts.
"Oh…" I hear her murmur as she glances down at my naked torso, the strap-on firmly placed.
I nibble on her earlobe and whisper, "that pelvic thrust of yours really turned me on, Tee," she sighs and then moans when she feels me tease her wet pussy with the head of the dildo.
"Just fuck me already, Sara, or are are y-you…oh…really gonna make m-me b-beg?" I chuckle, enjoying watching her stumble on her words while I tease her.
"Ask me nicely," I say.
"You sadistic-" I bite her bottom lip before she can finish, but she knows hearing her attempt to dominate me while she's in such a compromising position really turns me on.
"Nicely," I purr as I suck on her nipple.
"Baby, please…fuck me, fuck me so hard I can't walk tomorrow. I want to cum for you."
That does it, I slide into her, thrusting gently at first and then speeding up, throwing my hips into her. She gasps, wraps her arms around my neck and bucks her hips along. I can feel the tension in my core building and I speed up my thrusts when I feel her arch her back, her nails digging into my back.
"W-wait…wait! Sara…stop," she says.
"What's wrong baby? Did I hurt you?" I say, looking down but she places her palm to my check and smiles.
"No baby, it's just…" she blushes, "I want you to make me cum tonight."
I feel my chest expand with warmth and, without taking my eyes off her, remove the strap-on and toss it to the floor. I settle back down between her legs, sliding my fingers into her. She moans and closes her eyes as I pick up speed and I never let myself look away. She looks so lovely. She arches her back and I feel the tremors start running through her.
"Oh…Sara!" I feel her cum drench my hand and pull out of her, licking my fingers clean while she watches.
"Hmmm…I love the way you taste, Tee."
She kisses me and I nestled back into her arms.
"You're amazing," she says, kissing my forehead.
"You too," I say, smiling at her, "we're twins after all."
We laugh and soon enough give into sleep.
I awake to the sound of guitar strings and a low hum. I turn to find Tegan sitting next to me, her torso still covered by the sheets, holding her acoustic and smiling down at me
"Morning, Sunshine."
"Hey there, when this that get here?" I ask, propping myself on my elbow and rubbing the sleep off my face.
"Magic," she chuckles, "I thought I would treat you to something," she says, running her fingers along the strings.
"Oh?" I say, my curiosity perking up as I sit in front of her.
She begins strumming and I instantly recognize the song. It really had been a while since she sang it to me.
"The sun's rays don't bother me…"
I smile, holding myself still, my eyes glued to her features, my ears concentrating on the sound of her voice.
"It makes no sense cause there's no sense in it at all; we all wait around, we wait for you to get tired and fall…"
I had just left to Montreal when Tegan wrote this; I had left wanting nothing more than to escape the fierce longing, the magnetic pull, which was driving me insane. I thought I needed to get away, away from home, away from her. But I was dying inside; every second that passed from the moment I left her had burned my chest like acid.
"She speaks clearly, he speaks loudly, I speak only clearly loudly. Yeah, my shadow, well it resumes with me. Yes, my shadow, well it was made for me…"
Up to this day it still amazed me how Tegan had been so strong to tell our parents, but more than anything, how much she loved me even then to risk so much by telling them. She had taken most of the blow; I was too many miles away to receive the impact. Our mother was in shock for days; our father took it the worst, yelling, drinking, drowning in his confusion.
"You moved so far that I know how far and then you got so sad that I, I bought a car. Yes, I'll come get you and I will bring you home…"
But Tegan, she was so strong, so determined. She told them she would drive across the country, albeit without a license, just to convince me to come back. That's what made our parents realized that from our conception we were meant to be one; we were one and so we could only be each other's. So our father, bless his heart, decided he would do the driving.
"I'll come get you and I'll say 'welcome home'."
I wrap my arms around her, squishing the guitar between us two, and kiss her.
"I absolutely, most certainly, without a doubt, love you." I say through the tears blurring my vision. She pulls back and so very gently, kisses both my eyelids and then kisses me.
"I absolutely, most certainly, without a doubt, love you too."
We eventually realize we only have a few minutes to make it to the bus to head to Seattle and so we jump out of bed, into the shower and into our clothes, hair soaking. The boys are already looking for us by the time we get there, telling us we're way behind schedule.
"Sorry guys, we forgot to the set the alarm," Tegan tells them as the bus roars to life.
"We called you both though, are your phones not charged?" Ted asks.
"Uh," I look down at my own phone, the screen dark and hold the call button. Nothing.
"Mine's dead," Tegan says from her bunk bed.
"Ditto," I reply, rummaging through my bag for my charger.
Once I connect it I turn my phone on, doubting I'll have anything to check. And then I see it, one missed call. Stacy. There's also a text reading "see me when you're better". She knows I was with Tegan.
"Everything alright, Sasa?" I hear Tegan call from across the hall.
"Yeah," I say, looking up and smiling, "all good."
