March 22nd, 2016

Seth was in the massage room, all alone. He didn't remember why Paige wasn't with him but he didn't really care. The door swung open and Dean was standing in front of him, wearing only a towel around his waist. Seth knew he was naked under there and he couldn't stop himself from licking his lips in anticipation. Dean grabbed him by the neck and crashed his lips onto his. Both of them were gasping for air, moaning the other's name. The blond man cupped Seth's ass and lifted him up in his arms before he sat him on the massage table.

"I've seen the way you've been looking at me." he said with a wicked smile.

Seth was speechless. He'd been busted but he didn't really care. He wanted Dean to notice him. He wanted him to himself.

"What about I fuck you right here, on your massage table?" Dean asked, making Seth's heart beat faster. "I bet you'd like that, huh?"

"Fuck yes…" the other man whispered, out of breath. "Do it, now!"

Seth reached for the towel that was covering Dean and ripped it off, impatient to see what he was hiding under it. Just as his eyes were about to see what he wanted to see most, they heard knocks on the door, making them jump. Seth turned around but the knocking had stopped. With a sigh of relief, he went back to the handsome man that was driving him crazy and frowned his eyebrows when he saw that Paige was now standing in front of him. How was she here?

"Where's Dean?" Seth asked as he looked around to find him.

"Dude, you're disgusting." Paige said as she shook his shoulder. "Stop moaning like that and wake the fuck up."

"What are you…"

Seth slowly opened his eye in confusion. Paige was still in front of him but he wasn't in the massage room anymore. He was in his bed and his best friend was shaking his shoulders to wake him up. All that happened with Dean was just a dream. A fucking dream. Seth brought his finger to his lips. It felt so real to him. He wanted it to be real. That man was playing with his mind and he couldn't stop thinking about him.

"What are you doing?" he asked Paige. "Why did you wake me up?"

He wanted Dean to fuck him in that dream. Why the hell did she had to ruin it all? All Seth wanted was to go back to sleep to finish what they'd started. He needed the blond's hands on his naked skin, he needed to see what was under that towel.

"'Cause I can't stand hearing you moan when you're having wet dream dumbass." Paige said. "I did not sign up for this when I accepted to live with you."

Seth and his friend were sharing a room at the Blue Lagoon Hotel. It was a beautiful suite with one bedroom and a small kitchen. When Paige started dating Alberto, Seth decided to let her take the bedroom so he ended up sleeping in the living room. The couch could be transformed in a bed and it was pretty comfortable but the downside was that every time Paige was getting up in the morning, she would see him sleep.

"I was not having…"

"Dude, you were moaning his name."

"Who's name?" Seth questioned.

"Dean's." she said with a smile. "Who else?"

Seth's cheek got red when his friend mentioned the name of his crush and it made her laugh out loud. He couldn't stop thinking about him. The night before, he spent almost two hours daydreaming about how beautiful and sexy he was and Paige knew about that.

"What happened?" Paige asked.

"What do you mean?"

"In the dream! I want to know everything!"

"I'm not going to…"

"Spill it out Rollins." Paige insisted.

Seth never had secrets for his best friend. Not even his deepest fantasy. Both of them were so close that they shared everything.

"He wanted to have sex with me on my massage table." Seth said with a smirk.

The thought of it gave him butterflies. Not usual butterflies he would get anytime he was about to be fucked by someone. Those freaking ones were much more.

"As long as you stay on your side of the room!" Paige said as she burst into laughter.

"Ugh, it's not like it's going to happen anyway."

"Why not?"

"You're kidding me right?" Seth asked confused. "He's engaged. To a woman."

"So what?" She asked as she raised an eyebrow. "You didn't see the way he looked at you when you left the room yesterday."

Seth's heart skipped a beat when he heard those words. Was it true? Did Dean really look at him? Even if he did, it wouldn't change the fact that he already had someone in his life.

"Can we stop talking about him now, I need to get ready for work now."

"Hey, I was just trying to do you a favor." Paige said as she raised her hand in defense. "I needed to make conversation with you so that boner of yours could disappear before we go downstairs."

Seth's cheeks were even redder now that she had mentioned this. He took a peek between his legs and groaned, covering himself with the blanket to hide his face. That was the most embarrassing thing that had ever happened to him.


All day long Seth kept thinking about his dream. Every time he was looking at his massage table, he could see Dean taking him in his arms to lay him back on it and it was driving him crazy. If only he could've seen the end of that stupid dream. Every time a client was coming in, he was hoping it'd be his crush but each time, he was left disappointed. He had a long day ahead of him and Seth wasn't the kind of guy to complain, but he couldn't wait to go back home. All he wanted was to go back to bed, hoping Dean would haunt his sleep.

"I'm sorry, do you think you can focus on another spot. I don't want to be sore tomorrow." said the women on his massage table.

Seth was so focused on his dirty thoughts that he had not realized that he was rubbing that women's shoulder for more than five minutes. He apologized to her and went for her lower back instead. He was so glad that Paige wasn't in the room because he knew she would've made fun of him. His best friend wasn't a bad girl but she liked to tease a lot. Sometimes, her jokes weren't funny at all but she always thought she was hilarious. Like the time she caught Seth and a random dude having sex in his bed. Seth had texted her to warn her that she needed to wait before getting back home, saying he had some private things to do but Paige never received his message. She barged in, laughing out loud, Alberto by her side and saw Seth's mouth wrapped around the other man's length. After that day, Seth started using the do not disturb sign the other room had, hoping she'd get the hint. But the damage was already done and Paige kept messing with him, always referring to him as "mister dick sucker" and it was bothering Seth so much. At least she had the decency not to say anything in front of their boss. There was this policy that forbad the employee to have sex with clients, but Seth didn't really care. It was hard enough to find someone that was gay and available, if he also had to say no to a client, he would be damned. Seth was never the one initiating things though. He could've been in much bigger problems if he did.

Seth's client thanked him after he finished the massage and she left with a big smile on her face. At least she was happy with the service he had offered her. She told him that it had been so relaxing and that she wouldn't hesitate to recommend him to her friends. As she was leaving the room, Paige made her way inside.

"What do you want to do tonight?" she asked as she was preparing her own table.

"I don't know. What do you have in mind?"

"There's this new show at the hotel bar I thought we could go."

Since Seth lived at the Blue Lagoon, he had seen every damn show that the hotel was offering to the tourist. At one point he just stopped going because he couldn't take it anymore. He loved spending nights in that bar though. People that were working there were amazing and they always had so much fun.

"Is Alberto going to be there?" He asked his best friend.

"Yes, but you don't have to talk to him if you don't want to."

Seth thought about it for a second as he was cleaning up his station. A night out was exactly what Seth needed to take his mind off of Dean, but a part of him didn't want to see Alberto. He wasn't that bad, but they simply had nothing in common.

"Yeah OK. It sounds good." He finally agreed, making Paige smile.

He knew she wanted him to be there. Although she would've been just fine with her boyfriend, she preferred when her best friend was there too. Seth took a look at his schedule on the board and sighed. Only three clients left.


Seth didn't need to search for them in the bar, he knew they would be at the same table that they always were. It was the closest one to the bar, a little bit away from all the others. He suspected that the barmaid, Becky, might have been behind it because she wanted them closer to her so that her night wouldn't suck as much when her coworker Sami wasn't there. Seth was hoping that the two of them were working tonight, because they always had so much fun together and now that Paige invited Alberto, he needed someone else he could talk to. As he was walking toward the table, he took a peek at the bar and smiled when he saw them.

"Aaw, my two favorite pumpkins!" Seth said as he opened his arms to invite Becky into a hug.

She yelped when she saw him and immediately found her way into his arms. She buried her face in his chest and mumbled something about how good he smell. Sami looked at him with a big smile on his face.

"If I didn't know you were gay, I'd think you are hitting on my girlfriend." He said as he presented his fist to Seth.

"I love you too Sami!" Seth said as he pulled him closer into a group hug.

When Seth first saw Sami two years ago when he moved to the Blue Lagoon, he was immediately interested by him and Sami seemed to be as well. His hopes were deeply crushed when he met his girlfriend Becky though. He learned at that moment that Sami was bisexual and not available at all. It pissed him off at first but once he knew Becky better, he became very close to her. Before Paige joined him, the three of them were always together. Becky and Sami were the weirdest couple he'd ever seen, but they were the best. He never saw them fight for anything, unlike Paige and Alberto.

"So, Paige told us about a certain hot guy…" Becky said as she wiggled her eyebrows. "And wet dreams…"

"Of course she did!" Seth let out as he raised his arms in desperation.

"Actually she only mentioned you saw someone cute, then Becky forced her to tell her everything" Sami pointed out as he filled a glass with beer. "Technically it's not Paige's fault."

Seth laugh as he took the drink that he was handing to him and told them he would catch up with them later. He joined Paige at the table and formerly shook Alberto's hand before he pulled his best friend into a hug.

"You have a fucking big mouth." He whispered in her ear.

Seth wasn't mad at her. He didn't mind that his friends would know about Dean. The guy was hot and he couldn't stop thinking about him… So what?


The show was over and it was now time for the tourists to dance with the sexy Dominican guys. The girls were going crazy and all ran to the dance floor, making Seth laugh.

"You want to dance?" Paige asked to her boyfriend.

"I need to go, it's getting late. I have a tennis lesson tomorrow morning." Alberto told her as he kissed her.

Paige pouted her lips but he left anyway. She turned to Seth and asked him if he wanted to dance but he refused. He hated dancing and she knew it.

"I'm going to spend time with Becky and Sami, you can go have fun." He told her.

He made his way to the bar and sat on a stool as he ordered another beer to his friend. Sami gave him his beer and asked Seth about that hot guy Paige talked about. Becky heard them talk and joined them as soon as she was done with her client. She wanted to know more too.

"Seriously guys, it's nothing. It's just a guy I saw."

"But he was hot?" Sami asked.

"Very." Seth said as he blushed a bit.

"I want to see the hot guy." His friend said, earning a loud sigh from his girlfriend. "What?!"

"You see what I'm forced to live with?" She asked Seth as she pointed Sami. "Not only do I have to be jealous of girls, I also have to be scared of the men."

"You don't have to be scared of anyone pumpkin." Seth said to reassure her. "You're the best."

Becky thanked him with a smile and told Sami that he should be more like Seth. His friend mumbled something that they couldn't hear and went to serve a client. He pinched his girlfriend's ass as he passed behind her, making her yelp. Seth laughed and thought about how much he loved his two friends.