Esme came towards me and cupped her hands on my face. "Sweetheart, Bella calm down." Carlisle came over towards me; he took Esme's hand and injected a sedative.
That was all remember, it went dark and I was caught. When I woke up I was on Edwards's massive gold bed. This time it came in handy. Edward, I flew him into the wall. I sat up too quickly but the blood didn't rush to my head.
"Edward" I whispered, it was dark now I didn't really want to disturb everyone, they were probably all angry at me. He crawled over to me, as my eyes adjusted to the darkness. His face was black and blue from where he landed on the wall. I touched his face and he flinched, I drew back my hand.
"Sorry, I was expecting your warmth" he smiled and looked down at my hands.
"Don't you dare apologize to me, mister" I leaned over and kissed him gently, he just sat there looking at my hands. "What's wrong?" I pulled away from him confused.
"You're not you" he whispered.
"What are you talking about its me, Bella?"
"No you're not just Bella your bloodthirsty monster Bella" He paused and grabbed my shoulders, tightly. "You even scared Emmett" he continued, he stared into my eyes for a long time and it hit me I was a disgusting horrible creature.
"What?"
"You threatened Emmett and pushed me through to the other side of the house, He thought you were going to kill him" He smiled. "Oh did you know you could do that?"
"Do what?"
"Throw me through a house"
I was ashamed of what I did, could I be as terrifying as the bloodthirsty monster that Jasper and Emmett bet against each other to see how many people I stole their lives from. Slaughter them, drank and made their families suffer with grief.
"Edward, take me away from people! I want blood so much, I want blood I can't stand it I'm almost run through that door and slaughter everyone in town, Edward! Please!" I yelled jumping off the bed, pacing. He looked up at me and grabbed my arm. We raced out the door, into his car and we were on our way in four minutes. "Where are we going Edward?" I looked up and I didn't even dare to look at the speedometer.
"Anywhere away from people, that's what you wanted wasn't it?" he looked away from the road and into my eyes. "I can't remember much when I was changed, but I remember the guilt I felt when I took those people's lives. Sweetheart I don't want you to feel guilty, I want this to be the best time of our lives." He brushed my cheek and went back to looking on the road. After that it was silent for a very long time. I looked out at the rapidly changing scenery out the window; I was only the sound of Edwards phone vibrating on his chest that took me away from the window. He flipped it open on the second ring and answered.
"Alice, yes where on our way there--" he stopped and listened to what she said. He quickly stopped the car and faced me. Edward sat there motionless, stone like. He kept opening and closing his mouth like he was trying to say something, but couldn't find the right words.
"Edward what's wrong?" I asked leaning towards him, holding out my hand to him. He slowly accepted it and held it tightly, too tightly almost like he was holding me there.
"Edward!" he snapped out of his trance and ran his free hand through his hair.
"Bella" he whispered, he was sad and I could see his guilt. He wouldn't look at me. "Don't you dare leave me" grabbing both my arms. "Promise me you will not leave my side" He looked up his eyes were serious and so was his voice. I realised he was waiting for an answer and I stumbled over the words.
"Of-of- course Edward, I will never- never leave you, what is all this all about?" I asked confused. He didn't seem to hear me it was like he was listening for something else. He quickly let go of my hands and raced to the other side of the car. He was crouched down, snarling. I didn't know what was out there maybe the Volturi? Edward soon relaxed and strolled towards the other side of the car. He sat down; he hung his head down and pinched the top of his nose. He was frustrated.
"Edward" I whispered leaning towards him again cupping my hands around his face. "Tell me what is going on and what Alice told you or I will leave" I hated hurting him but it was the only way I could get the answers. He just looked up at me still frustrated, didn't say anything. "In Jesus' name Edward tell me!" I was now getting frustrated I knew Edward didn't tell me everything but I was now his wife I should know what had happened or what was going to happen.
"The Volturi returned, you..." he paused. "Murder... the Quilettes there all after you Bella, I just want to keep you safe. I want to make sure you don't get hurt but I feel like I already have, you're so just fragile" I'm fragile, I'm and evil bloodsucking vampire and I'm fragile.
"I'm fragile?" He gazed into my eyes and leaned towards me, his lips met mine. Our lips formed together it was gentle at first and then it became passionate too passionate. Edwards's hands were on my waist rubbing up and down my thigh. I pulled away for a first and he was surprised. I lifted my head up and breathed in and a beautiful breathtaking smell ran through me. There was another one, not as sweet but still lovely. Edward looked frazzled he didn't know what was going on.
"What's wrong?" I didn't look at him, I just sprung open the car door and sprinted towards the smells. Edward was one step behind me he didn't smell them, I reckon they were hikers.
