Hiii my lovely Malec shippers! Chapter 2 is already here I hope you'll enjoy :) And I guess I should warn you - rating M, includes mature contest, blah. It won't stop you anyway. Besides - there's just a little bit of M. Reviews please and let me know should I keep going with this story or not! :)
Chapter dedicated for my friend who's reading this right now :)
CHAPTER TWO
"Will you catch me if I fall?"
Since Alec has come back to Heaven he was nervous all the time. He was avoiding Raziel am much as he could, because he was too afraid of punishment. But also... he couldn't stop thinking. In his mind just Magnus. Not only the way he looked like, not only this electricity-full kiss... but also the 'danger' side – that he might be a demon-tempter and the only reason he was interested in Alexander was tempting young angel. Or maybe he was just a cute guy and Alec lucky enough to get his interest? But what then... An angel and the demon? It sounded like cake with cyanide – never gonna happen and if it happen, you'll die.
And if Alec could forget Magnus' deep eyes, his glowing skin, his melodious voice... There were two things he couldn't - the kiss and the touch on Lightwood's wings. That kiss was actually Alec's first one but... The sensation was almost impossible – and not only because Bane was really good at this... No. It all came to the electricity in angel's body. Alexander knew it's always there but never thought he can use it during... some romantic moments. And he didn't even try! It just happened and... And what angel had to admit – he didn't regret. But even kiss was not the best. Magnus Bane's fingers on his fragile wings were. When Warlock had touched them, Alec literally melted into pleasure, like he couldn't even stop... And couple days after THAT... he understood he... missed this touch. Not only miss, but also needed. Yes. Alexander Lightwood needed Magnus' finger on his wings once again to feel... complete. Because Alec found out it was the reason he liked this touch so much – he felt complete, Warlock made him complete, but the feelings weren't permanent and that's because young angel decided to break his own rule.
He went to check how's Magnus doing since their last meet. In his angel shape he started looking for him. He'd known Bane's the High Warlock of Brooklyn so he thought he should check Brooklyn first. And he did.
It was easy, Shadowhunter found Magnus' loft and he didn't even need to knock – after all, he was an angel! Bane was sitting in a big chair, watching TV. A white cat was lying on his lap and Warlock was stroking him lazily. He hasn't seen Alec yet.
- Hi – Lightwood risked, blushing.
- Oh! - Magnus jumped on his chair – When did you come? I didn't hear you.
- Uhm... Right now... Don't forget I'm an angel...
- Right – he smiled and stood up – Why are you here? Last time you said you don't wanna see me again... Did you change your mind?
- Well... I'm... Not really sure...
- Okay, if you're here I require from you to be in your human shape.
- I feel more comfortable as an angel.
- But I can't touch you then.
- I don't want you to...
- But I do – Warlock came closer – Don't forget I'm the one with magic, sweetie.
- Are you threatening me? Or playing with me?
- I'm tempting you – Bane whispered – Feeling bad about it?
- Maybe... just a little...
- So... you're gonna change your shape?
- Yeah... - Alec has given up and after a moment he was standing in front of Magnus as a human.
- Breathtaking as last time – Bane smiled with admiration – Come closer, darling – Alec did it immediately, having no idea why. He has knew that warlock's half demon but still, it didn't stop him.
Magnus put a lack of Shadowhunter's hair behind his ear and stroked his cheek.
- I'm so glad you came.
- I have no clue why did I do that... - Alec's eyes full of hesitation.
- You can go home. I'm not forcing you to stay but you can, it depends on you.
- Why should I stay?
- We can watch something, spend some time together... I can even ma... - he didn't finish, shut up by Alexander's lips pressed to his. It wasn't something Magnus expected. But luckily he knew how to react. Warlock's arms wrapped around angel's waist, pulling their bodies together.
- M... Magnus... - Lightwood breathed, snuggling his face to Bane's neck.
- Something's wrong, flower? - Magnus drowned in his deep, blue eyes.
- I don't... know...
- You need me to lead you?
- W... What?
- You seem so confused... I can help you.
- God, Magnus... We barely know each other.
- And still, you're here, kissing me. Why? Try to explain.
- Because... - Alec murmured, feeling Warlock's mouth on his sensitive neck – You're... very... Oh my Raziel... Interesting...
- It's not a word I wanted to hear – Magnus caressed Alexander's skin with his tongue – I prefer "sexy".
- I didn't mean... - Alec's face flushed – I was gonna say... uhm... magical...
- Well... Can be for the beginning – his smile was insanely beautiful if someone would ask Alec. He felt a wave of courage and stroked Bane's face. Magnus held his hand there, purring quietly.
- You can kiss me again if you want, Alexander – he caressed angel's back with his thumb – I won't be mad. Actually I'll be really pleased. You know, it's your time to make a move.
- I shouldn't... I shouldn't even come here... that was just a mistake, I'm sorry, I... - Alec was trying to disentangle himself from the embrace.
- Shhh – Magnus put his finger on Shadowhunter's lips – Forget about what's right and do what you really want.
- I can't...
- Just one kiss. And then you'll decide.
- Fine...
- So? - Bane raised his eyebrow – Do I have to close my eyes or what? - he seemed amused.
- No... I just don't...
- Oh, Alec, you stupid Nephilim – Magnus pulled blue-eyed's collar and slipped his tongue between Shadowhunter's lips. This time Alec was giving back all the kisses, clinging to Warlock's body. Their mouths were twitching, moving in the same rhythm, matching perfectly.
- Let's go to my bedroom – Magnus said with lower voice, pushing Alec toward the bed – Standing during kissing is very uncomfortable – he laid on his bed, waiting for Alexander's decision – Come here, my Angel.
- But... I can't... My wings...
- They're part of you, they won't break if you lay down, please, don't be silly... - Warlock sighed with impatience and after a while, when Alec was still hesitating, he pulled him on the bedside and pressed him to the mattress.
- Magnus!
- Sorry, cupcake, you didn't listen to me – he smiled, watching Alexander's blush growing up on his cheeks – And now the fun part.
- Magnus, I really...
- I'm here, I'm not gonna hurt you. I won't. I promise.
- I...
- Yeah? - Bane's eyes looking into Alec's, both filled with emotions.
- Will you catch me if I fall? - Shadowhunter whispered and Magnus knew it wasn't just a typical question.
- You won't be a Fallen Angel, Alexander – they started kissing, Bane slowly brushing along Alec's wings, making him pleased.
- Oh... yes, Magnus... - suddenly angel hissed, arching his back.
- "Yes, Magnus" it feels so good, or "yes, Magnus" it's fun but stop?
- It feels... so... good... - Alec stuttered, breathing fast. Warlock's finger were moving faster and faster, causing almost orgasmic feelings in Lightwood's warmed up body – Don't... Don't stop...
- I won't – Magnus smiled a little, focusing on Alexander's wings, brushing along all over their length – You know... Those are really beautiful... But I want you to take off your shirt and unleash them.
- W... what?
- Just a shirt, nothing else – Bane calmed Alec down – Can you do this for me?
- I barely...
- We can stop with "barely knowing each other", really – interrupted Warlock, looking at angel - You came here and jumped on me immediately so stop talking and start doing. I'm waiting – his voice calm all the time, but also Alec could hear impatience there. He didn't want to crush their 'relationship' so he had gotten rid of his shirt and his face burnt with blush. Magnus' lips parted in rapture, his hungerish eyesight focused on Shadowhunter's muscled abs and his hands squeezing on his lap.
- Come here – Bane's voice full of desire, hoarsely. Alec trembled when the sound hit straightly to his lower abdomen, making him burning inside. He has never heard something so erotic before, it wasn't about words but the tone which with Magnus said that.
Alec hasn't have time for hesitation. Guided by some invisible force he pushed Warlock's body to his, kissing him sloppy and passionately while his hands were stroking Magnus' stomach.
- You're doing well, Alexander... But I'm enough of kissing – Bane said a moment after and then, his lips slipped on Alec's nipple.
- What are y... oh... - Alec breathed heavily – That's... By the Angel! - he screamed with pleasure, making Magnus sure he was doing good. Warlock caressed his both nipples in such a way that when he finished, Alec had his eyes closed and was just breathing very fast.
- Ready for some more? - Bane's lips made a path from chest to lower abdomen – Alec?
- Mhm...
- Unzip it – he touched Lightwood's jeans and Alec did it immediately. He was like in some trans and Magnus didn't want to interrupt, knowing that would make his partner stop.
He got rid of his pants and boxers, leaving Alexander totally naked and starting stroking his thighs.
- Exactly... - he heard from his angel (well, not his but...) so he kissed his stomach and abdomen then. Still no objection, no resistance. Magnus hadn't wanted to wait even a minute more – he kissed Alec's manhood and then took it all, making circles with his tongue.
- RIGHT THERE! - Lightwood screamed hoarsely, arching his back – D... don't... you dare stop... - it was too late for objection, Alec knew that. The worst thing was, he didn't want to object. When he felt Magnus' tongue on his manhood that was like to be struck by lightning – warm, wet and... well, deep. His hips started rocking, matching Bane's lips' moves. He couldn't resist his reactions, it was so natural and he felt like this was exactly what he needed.
- Magnus... - he warned Warlock, when he had felt ecstasy coming in his lower abdomen. He was really close – Magnus, I'm gonna... I'm... OH GOD – he came in Bane's mouth like probably catlike-eyed wanted. Magnus wiped out his lips and smiled to Alec.
- And? What was it like?
- Am... amazing...
- I told you – warm hand stroking angel's cheek – Now, my turn.
- What? - Alec stopped breathing.
- You were young as a human, my Angel, you probably know how to please yourself.
- Magnus... I...
- Do you?
- ...maybe.
- Do you or not?
- Yes...
- So it's the same thing, you just have to... - Magnus took Alexander's hand and put it on his crotch – Do it for me.
- N... I can't... - Alec stuttered
- Darling – pity in Warlock's voice – I'm sure you know how to move your hand up and down – he took of his pants and briefs and laid comfortably on his bed – I'm waiting!
- I don't know... how to start...
- Come here – he pulled Alec's arm and then, Magnus was down and Lightwood on him, their chests pressed – And now... - he leaned Alec's hand oh his manhood – Touch me.
- Just... like that? - his palm squeezed around Magnus
- Exactly... Like that – Bane purred with pleasure – Do what you usually used to do to come – Alec began to move his hand in up-down motion, at the beginning slowly and uncertainly.
- Alexander... we're not going anywhere like that... Speed up... - asked Magnus and finally Shadowhunter dared to accelerate and caused that Warlock started to moan – Right... Like this... - when he had felt he was close, he stopped blue-eyed's moves and whispered – Finish with your lips.
- N... no... - that was the first time Alec really protested.
- Do it... Please. Just for the end, you don't have to do much, I just wanna come... inside you – after a few seconds angel decided to try and took Magnus between his lips, causing his scream. However, Alexander was still afraid. He didn't wanna hurt Bane or leave him without fulfillment and that could happen with so inexperienced boy like Alec Lightwood. He was trying to copy catlike-eyed's moves and... he made it. Mission accomplished. Magnus' "oh yeah, Alec" was like gold medal for young Shadowhunter and his "give me more" was sending chills down to Alec's spine.
- Alec, no! - suddenly he screamed when Alexander wanted to withdraw right before the finale – I wanna come during you work down there... Come back – Lightwood hasn't had much choice and stayed until he felt warm, sticky substance fulling his mouth. Magnus was breathing heavily, totally pleased by Alec.
- I thought... Black hair and blue eyes is my favourite combination... But now... I think the combination of my dreams is your lips and your tongue, flower.
- Oh...
- Kiss me – Magnus panted.
- I don't think you wanna be kissed after... this...
- Kiss me, Alec – he asked again, looking into Alexander's eyes. Their lips touched in very subtle kiss, Magnus licked angel's lower lip, tasting – You're so good at this, you know?
- I'm not...
- I came – he murmured, stroking Shadowhunter's leg – Do you think I faked that orgasm?
- No... I mean... well... no I guess...
- I didn't – he pulled Alec closer – What do you wanna do next? Maybe we can... - his hand had gone on Alexander's buttocks, but young Shadowhunter pushed him away.
- I can't do this – Alec whispered – I just can't.
- But you want.
- I...
- Don't lie. The only reason why you won't let me is the fact you are afraid.
- Are you really condemning me for this? You forgot I'm not a human being. For me it's not just... sex... or something. It's a line I can't cross.
- What would happen if you were a Fallen Angel?
- I'd suffer for entire eternity.
- Why?
- Because Raziel gives me my Angelic Power. Look – Angelic Rune on Alec's biceps was glowing gold, absolutely stunning – If I become a fallen, this tune will be bleeding. I need Raziel for my angelic life.
- So... You won't give up all of this?
- No. Never.
- I can take away your pain, comfort you.
- I barely know you. I'm not gonna risk my life for some Warlock. For a Downworlder.
- Oh now I'm a Downworlder? But when I was kissing you I was "Magnus", right?
- I'm... I shouldn't...
- Of course – Magnus interrupted with sarcasm – Perfect Raziel's child, innocent Nephilim, sweet black hair baby boy with eyes like an ocean, capable of killing demons and ignoring dirty, cursed Downworlders. But we're never evil when you, Shadowhunters, need help, right? When any Nephilim gets hurt and you need is call for some Warlock. Need some information? Seelie Court. Have to find a person? Werewolves, of course. And above all of us – you, Nephilim. Pure, innocent, wonderful.
- Stop... I wasn't like them... like the others... I didn't... think Downworlders are worse than Shadowhunters.
- Oh don't you? You just told me about not risking your life for a Downworlder. Please. You're just like the rest of Lightwoods – ignorant, stupid, self-centered people.
- Please...
- What? That's true – Magnus' voice cold – Why are you even here? You could go to any Shadowhunter. I'm sure Raziel wouldn't curse you for a relationship with his another child.
- He...
- Stop. I don't wanna listen. That's a crap.
- What do I have to do then?
- Leave. I don't want you here.
- You do – Alec's voice suddenly hard – I'm not leaving.
- Why? You don't give a damn about me.
- That's a lie.
- Prove it then. Stay with me. I'll give you everything, you can possibly want. I'll make you fall for me. You will be happy, I promise.
- I... I can't... - helplessness in Lightwood's voice.
- See? You're too proud for this – Magnus had turned around and made himself a drink – I want you to leave.
- But...
- Now! - Bane raised his voice.
- F... Fine... - Alec had walked toward the door when suddenly Magnus grabbed his arm.
- Wait – he had initiated a gentle kiss. Shadowhunter involved, but warlock broke the kiss – Now go.
- Magnus...
- No, don't speak.
- But...
- No. It's over, we're done.
- We're not. I'll come again.
- Do whatever you want. I'm done with you.
- You really... - Alec lost his confidence – Don't wanna see me again?
- Of course I do. I just don't deserve for a broken heart. Again.
- It sounds like all you care about is sex with me.
- No. But it's the only way to possess you. Because otherwise you won't stay.
- We understand love... in a very... different way.
- I don't think to love is to possess. I just know it not possible for you to fall in love with me.
- Maybe... it is – Alec came closer.
- Alexander... don't.
- No, listen. I'm not saying I'm gonna fall for you right now... I can't risk without being sure... We have a lot of time.
- Do we? - Magnus' hands on Shadowhunter's waist – I'm lonely, Alec. I have been for almost two hundred years... And I met you... You've unlocked something in me.
- I'm...
- Perfect creation, I know.
- No. I was gonna say I'm nothing. I can be an angel but it doesn't make me special.
- Your soul makes you special... At least I thought so.
- I'm different – Alec assured with passion – I'm not like the others.
- I wish I could see this...
- Let me try – Alexander took Bane's hands – I know nothing... But I can't just... Let you go.
- So you care about me?
- I don't know you an...
- Do you or you don't?
- I... do. I do – joyful sparks glowed in Warlock's eyes when he heard that.
- That changes a lot, you know?
- Does it?
- Sure. If you care, that's a lot already. I'm glad.
- So I can stay?
- If you really want to...
- But you agree?
- Alec, please – Magnus laughed finally – Of course I do. I've wanted you to stay from the beginning but... You didn't want me...
- I do want you – Alec said unexpectedly and Bane froze.
- W... What?
- I... - Shadowhunter blushed – Nothing.
- Alexander... - Warlock murmured, pulling Alec's loops to have his body closer – Say that again.
- I... - he choked.
- Yes?
- I want you – Lightwood whispered.
- You what?
- I want you.
- Mhm... - their lips pressed in passionate kiss – You got me. I'm nobody's else now... I mean... I can be yours if you want me to.
- Can we just... Slow things down a little? I wanna... get to know you.
- Well... Aren't you an angel?
- Yes, but... What?
- Can't you, uhm... read my mind if I let you?
- I don't know... Maybe.
- We can try.
- We?
- Why not?
- I'd rather... Kiss me.
- Alec...
- I promise. We will do this because I want it, but... not today.
- Fine – Magnus kissed Alec, trying to give him as much pleasure as he could.
- This is so new... - Alec panted – But so awesome...
- See? You can have it forever!
- Stop talking – Shadowhunter shut Magnus up, kissing him again. Bane trembled in shock; he didn't expect that kind of reaction, but he was happy about it.
- You're awesome – he slid his lips on Alexander's neck – You had a rune here, right? I can see.
- Yeah, that was... Deflect... Block.
- Beautiful – Magnus was fascinated – What else did you have?
- Uhm... I had a lot. On my arms, neck, chest, abs...
- Well... - Bane licked his lower lip – I wanna see those on your stomach.
- Magnus...
- Please?
- Another time.
- Then in a different place.
- Here – Alec showed his biceps – I've had a couple here, now these are just scars...
- I like them – Warlock kissed the place when formerly Alec had 'soundless' rune – You're beautiful. And your skin... It glows.
- Since I've become an angel.
- Amazing. But still, your wings are the best. Would you lose them if you became a fallen?
- They would be black.
- Like...
- A demon ones. Yeah. I wouldn't be that beautiful... at all.
- You don't have to be an angel to look so stunning, Alexander.
- No...
- Of course yes. You're very handsome.
- Thanks... You also... You... Are breathtaking – Alec's face flushed, but his eyes full of confidence.
- Nice to hear, my Angel – Magnus smiled – I have an idea. We're gonna make a list of things you hadn't done when you were a human.
- For what?
- To do all of them!
- Oh well... Okay.
LIST OF THINGS "HAVEN'T DONE YET" by:
Alec Lightwood and
Magnus Bane
1. Haven't been kissed
You've been already :)
Not enough
2. Haven't see the mountains
3. Haven't heard a band live
4. Haven't eaten caramel
5 .Haven't had sex
MAGNUS!
That's true, my dear!
6. Haven't had a boyfriend
You don't have to look for any
Why?
I'm here
…
7. Haven't been outside New York
Not even a trip?
No
Idris?
Doesn't count
Fine then
8. Haven't been on a date
I'm gonna ask you for one!
What? No!
You want this
Well...
I won :)
9. Haven't told Jace that I love him
Jealous...
He's my parabatai
Still
10. Haven't seen a little wild cat
What? O.O
What what? I love animals
That's...
Weird?
Cute
11. Haven't spend night with Magnus
STOP
Not at all :*
12. Haven't swum in the ocean
13. Haven't gotten a tattoo
- Enough I guess – Magnus smiled – Unless you have something more?
- Not now actually – Alec shook his head.
- So? Where should we start?
- Well...
- Maybe with number one?
- I thought it's already done.
- I'm blinking, I don't remember that – Warlock smirked – We should do this one again.
- You think...? - Alec's voice hazy and so his eyes.
- Mhm... - their lips touched gently, quickly turning little kiss into very passionate make out session. Magnus couldn't believe how good was kissing Alexander. That electricity, gentleness, innocence and passion – although Alec was so unexperienced. Magnus thought about consequences, advantages and all the risk he'd have to take... And he felt he really can fall in love with this sweet, little Angel. Bane could know exactly nothing about him, but the feelings Magnus had buried two hundred years ago had to wake up someday. And that made Magnus worried - he was afraid of his future reactions and decisions.
He was afraid that Alexander Lightwood will break his heart.
