Chapter 2:

Just how much air I will need to breathe
When your tide rushes over me
There's only one way to figure out
Will ya let me drown, will ya let me drown

(After The Titan's Curse)

I guess I needed to know if I could trust Percy in a serious relationship. I wanted to see if he felt the same way about me as I did about him. I guess that's why I acted like I liked Luke. I think at some point or another I actually did convince myself that I liked Luke, but Percy never strayed far from my thoughts. When I fell off the cliff at that school, I knew it was Percy that I wanted to save me. I couldn't stop thinking about how I never got the chance to tell him how I felt about him. I only hoped he wouldn't give up on me.