a 02/06/2012
A is for Always
It was a normal day in Dalton Academy.. well as normal as you can get, anyways. Nick and Jeff were cuddling in their room, with a movie playing in the background.
"Nicky?" asked Jeff, unusually quiet.
Nick noticed his unusual behavior and paused the movie, turning to face his boyfriend.
"What's wrong, Jeffy?"
Jeff blushed and averted his eyes from Nick. "Never mind, it's stupid. Just forget it"
Now Nick was really concerned. "Jeff, something that's obviously bothering you is not stupid." He said softly, reaching out and taking Jeff's hand into his own.
Jeff squirmed under his intense gaze and Nick responded by rubbing soothing circles into his hand.
Jeff sighed. "It's just.. Everyone seems to be having relationship problems now!" He rambled. "I mean, Kurt and Blaine fought yesterday! And they have the perfect friendship ever, even if they both want more. If they can break away from their perfect little world and have problems, then we can too! I don't want us to fight! I can't handle it, Nicky. I'm so scared that one day your going to wake up and realize how much of a loser I am and find someone else."
By the end of his rant Jeff had tears streaming down his cheeks and was holding tightly onto Nick's hand.
Nick was in shock (to put it lightly). His Jeff, his perfect, perfect Jeff thought that he was going to leave him.
"Jeffy, you are so wrong." Nick said gently.
Jeff looked up to see Nick gazing down at him lovingly. His face turned into a confused expression. "What do you mean?"
"I mean, I know people fight. Everyone does, it's just the way it is. Does that mean that maybe we'll fight? Yes, we'll probably get mad at each other for something stupid or hormones or anything! The point is no matter if we fight or not I will always love you. Ever single day of my life will be spent loving you and I can't think of a better way to spend my time. I'm not going to wake up and suddenly stop loving you. Jeffy, you're my everything."
Now Jeff was really crying, but this time they were happy tears.
"Always?" he asked with a small smile.
Nick smiled back and kissed him lightly before saying "Always."
