Beep! Beep! Beep!

I slammed my hand on the alarm so I could turn it off but instead it fell. great just awesome.

I tried to ignore the sound by putting the pillow over my head. It didn't work. well I needed to get up anyways so I took a shower then I put some dark navy blue jeans and a long sleeve shirt. After that I combed my hair, put my boots and jacket on and went downstairs to eat breakfast.

alright time to go to school

When I got there I was greeted by Angela

"hey Bella why didn't you come to school yesterday" Angela always being worried about everyone she was a good friend though unlike Jessica she didn't like me she always gave me this look like I was trash or something but I kept it to myself we barely talk now.

"I was sick" I lied and I hope she bought it

"oh well it's good that you're feeling better now well I'm gonna go see Ben" she bought it wow she must have really been distracted because she can always tell when I'm lying and I hate lying to her but what was I supposed to tell her " oh nothing I just thought I saw my mom in the forest and I tried to follow her.

*flashback*

I was walking to my truck when I see a woman with auburn hair just like my mother's but her skin was pale white like the dead I went deeper into the forest trying to see her face but she didn't turn around she just disappeared I tried to look for her but I couldn't so I went even deeper into the forest and I saw it again her hair.

"mom wait!" I ran as fast as I could but I couldn't catch up to her. run anymore I was out of breath.

"please" I whispered but it was too late she was gone I lost her once and I lost her again. I was ashamed in myself how can I let her just go why didn't I try harder I could have caught up to her if I wasn't so weak that word just keep screaming in my head" weak". I laid on the grass and just cried.

Ding!

The bell took me out of my thoughts and I was glad I think I was about to cry just thinking about what happened so I just shook it off and headed to class.


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