:P guys I have practically planned out this whole story, and let me warn you, IT DOES NOT END IN HAPPILY EVER AFTER. But it does end in Reylo because #reyloforever, anyways, I will slowly write out chapters in this story, then monster and then bloody chains AND THEN THERE'S THE REYLO TRILOGY! Yay, anyways continue on. . BTW this chaptr might start off not making any sense, BUT ONE YOU READ FURTHER ON IN THE STORY, IT WILL MAKE SOOOOO MCUH SENSE. But what happens in the beginning is not necessarily how the story will end. And some things in this chapter, Disney would never allow, but it's fanfiction, so what the heck why not

Rey's POV

I swam in a colour of white silk, waving around my small frame. The lace in my dress, tangles around my neck and flows down to the ground at least a foot behind me. Looking up in the mirror to see myself is strange. I am smiling so wide with glossy lips and smoky eyes, with beautiful dark hair, curling timidly at the end. Yet on the inside it the depths of my brain, I am confused and scared, in a dark hole and I want to leave but I am brought here and I can't get out. My long white fingernails wrap around a small bouquet and the veil covers my sight and I slowly walk out the room. I understand what's going on. But what's the point, how did I get here, nothing makes sense? Who's causing this, I can't remember yet I am intrigued and scared to find out just what this is. The black wide doors open, with dark, twisted signs engraved across it. I walk in alone, no father to aid me. If I can seem to place what's going on. My mind attempts to pull up, seeing ahead of me, but my body keeps my head down, smiling to ground. My white heels graze across the long carpet. People are staring at me, with wonder, awe and jealousy. I don't even know who they are but they look at me like they're queen. Maybe I will be their queen. Oh god, nothing is making sense right now! I can't seem to comprehend what is going on in this room. I slowly climb up the small steps. I can finally look up, but this stupid veil is in my face and I see a silhouette of a man, smiling at me of wonder. Not with the look of greed and selfishness, but with a look of loving and caring. This makes my smile wider, but on the inside I am screaming. I am so confused ripping my head apart. I cannot tell if this is the future, or the past of someone, or a game meant to play with my head. Words are said that are meant to bind us as I hold his leathered hands waiting for him to say words that I won't return. Unless I do. "I do" Those words exit his mouth, having to be said from me now. I am shrieking in my brain, over and over again for whatever to be happening to stop. Yet my real mouth echoes his words. And now my hands are shaking, I sit in a corner, watching in horror as he lifts my veil. And I see his face. I close my eyes. Tears are falling, but my face is smiling even wider then I ever knew I could-and it's scaring me. The closer my face gets to his, the face of darkness, the farther I need to be away. I run in the darkness, thinking it could help, but the image is following me, telling me I need to see this. Like a bonding. I lean slowly forward as I watch in horror. My soft lips touched his and I gripped his hands. The breath slowly left my body as I give in the kiss. I fall into his lips but in my head I am falling down. I scream away the vision and I wake up. Sweat is trailing off my back, and I slowly curl up in fear. I sob quietly. Fear is when I can't understand anything. And I don't understand what just happened. Dry tears are on my face as I try to forget what I just witnessed. I quickly got up from the cave and stepped outside. The cold air cascaded across my face immediately. I breathed in the crisp air, helping me get my mind off everything. I looked to the water and I could smell the sea from here. I breathed in and closed my eyes against the moon. I took my vest off and threw it to the floor. I took my pants off leaving them there, and I stood facing the sea. I stood with my grey shirt. I slipped my shoes off and trudged my bare feet against the grass towards the water. I was at the edge. My feet touched the water, glistening under the sky. I slowly stepped further in, closing my eyes and baring my mind. I flowed down to the water my feet not touching the mud beneath. The water was up to my waist, splashing my back. I ran in deeper, and soon my entire body was underneath, my chin barely peeking out. My hair had gotten soaked. The buns were lazily flopping about. I grabbed my hair and pulled out each bun slowly each fell out and hit the water with a flop. Each wave of my hair, sinking deep in. I swam about for a bit, enjoying the bitterness of the cold. My clothes stuck to my skin. I thought, it's the middle of the night, and no one's here. I lifted my grey top and threw it over my shoulders. It landed softly on the ground ahead of me. I swam about, topless, flowing around. I sink my head in deeper, my eyes floating above the top. My arms wrap around myself, hugging myself. I close my eyes, water from my eyelashes fall on my face. I am slowly trying to forget everything. I coat myself in water, rubbing my arms and pushing my damp hair back. I shift my hips round moving in the water, walking along it. I go completely under for a minute taking a huge breath. I see beneath the island. It's completely dark under here but it makes me sort of feel…loose and free. I smile widely and see the moon shine down on my face. I bring my knees to my chest, just for a couple of seconds, taking in the warmth of my body. I come up from the water and gasp in as I see the sun slowly peeking up. I swam to the edge and lifted my arms up. I sighed as I pulled myself up. My legs slipped up from the sea, as it creates soft ripples. I walked up against the mud as I hugged my arms. I faced the slowly rising sun and shivered. I grabbed my soaked clothes and headed back into the cave. I threw them in a corner to let them dry. I grabbed my blanket and wrapped it around my wet body. I lay back down on the floor, ruffled up in the blanket. I slowly fall back asleep, dreamless.

I wake the next morning, peacefully, no nightmares following me. I reach out and grab my clothes, still a bit damp, but I really don't have a choice. I put my clothes on and take my hair ties. I slip on my shoes as I tie my hair into it's signature three buns. I walked out the cave and breathed in fresh air again, this time, much more sun shining down on my face. I looked out to see Luke, again staring out to the sea. I said hello. Not like I usually would, I would smile and laugh. And Luke would maybe say a joke and then slightly make fun of me, and then we would go onto training. Learning about the Force, using it, practicing with our sabers. Today, I slowly walked up to him. I stood behind him, waiting for him to turn around. He turned slowly towards me. His eyes were sadder than usual.

"Rey" So simple, how he said my name. Breathless and airy, no emotion given. I immediately jump into a thousand apologies. Luke raises his hands to stop me form talking. "Rey. Stop." I shut my mouth and purse my lips.

He walked closer to me. "Rey, please, please don't be scared of what you can do. This proves how strong you are. How much potential you have." He stopped for a moment and walked even closer. My head met to his neck. "Do you understand me?" I was feeling so embarrassed. I shook my head and looked down, biting my lip. "Rey" I looked up. I looked in his eyes, determination and pity. He could tell how scared I was and he wasn't wrong. I hated my fear. I crossed my eyebrows. My shaking hands curled into a fists. "Yes" I said, voice shaking slightly. I replied again. Lifting my head fully, I stopped shaking. "Yes" I said once again. Luke started smiling. Brighter than I have ever seen. I smile too.

"Now, let's get on with some training." Luke pulls out his saber. It whooshes out a strong green jade. It looks like my new one. I am confused. I cross my eyebrows. "I gave you your old blue one?" He smirks. "This one is old, I used this to defeat Darth Vader, I used this to save the world. Us Skywalkers tend to give up the old blue one after a while. It passes down the generation." He pauses for a moment. "I was going to give it to Ben, but…it can't happen anymore" I understand, Kylo Ren is a massacring idiot. I question his actions. The lightsaber called to me he could've given it to me. "Why didn't you give it to me?" Whoops that might have come out wrong. He seemed to freeze for a moment. "It called to you Rey, you were drawn to it." I listened in. "But it's not yours" I stepped back, feeling slightly out of place again. "It sensed your power- "I interrupted. "So I'm not worthy or something" I felt a small anger inside me, a small bubble of fire inside my heart. He shook his head slowly. "No, Rey, your part of something much bigger, maybe the lightsaber isn't yours. Maybe something bigger is yours" I tried to bit back with a strong remark, but there seems to be no valid reason to. The small bubble inflated, and popped as I stepped back. "Right, sorry. I'm being really stupid" I laughed a little. I am getting worked up over nothing. Luke smiled.

"Good, now let's get on with training" My doubled-bladed saber shot out as bright, vibrant greens clash together. Our feet move across the plated grass as our arms sway in motion. Spark constantly fly around as two bright sabers clash in different way. I used both my blades against Luke's singled bladed. As hard as it is, I was putting up a great fight, considering I was only training. And it's not like Luke goes easy on me. Oh no, he gives his all. I fought against him, grunting as my arms pulled up the weight. He went fast, and at his age, he was like lightning speed. I tried to keep up with the green saber coming at me multiple times. I clashed my green against his and shoved him off. He lost balance for a moment, and I really didn't know he could do that. I spun around my saber unnecessarily and went in for a stabbing motion. I would've stopped halfway anyways, buy Luke seemed to get there first. He grabbed my hand resting on the middle of my staff saber. I twisted it to get it out of his grasp, but he brought his saber along my neck and as soon as that had happened, he swiped away mine and pressed both against me. He smirked. I couldn't help but laugh. It was like a childish tag game between us. He handed me my saber back and I turned off the edges. His swept in.

"That was great. Rey" I smiled. He was right. I was getting better. I am guessing 6 months can do a lot to you. Imagine years and years of this. I can see myself now with traditional Jedi robes and my green double-bladed saber at me side, fighting against the First Order, or whatever threat comes to us in the future. I hid my excitement and anticipation inside my eyes.

"Now, it's time to use the Force today" Right, forgot about that. "I was thinking we try it on something…bigger today" I tilted my head.

"Come here" Luke walked around me and headed down the island trialing across the rocky steps. I followed him. We headed to the bottom of the island, where the waves were crashing down on us and splashing our feet. I looked out into the sea. I was starting to remember last night. And then I realized my clothes were still pretty much wet. I widened my eyes. Did Luke notice? I shook my head and started following him again. There was nothing here but tiny pebbles and the Millennium Falcon…oh. My mouth widened just a bit and I tossed my head back. How? HOW? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT!? "YOU CAN'T BE SERIOUS!" I yelled. Luke turned to face me. A small little sheepish smile was on his face. No! I was dead serious! HOW! Luke walked up to me. "Rey, it's fine. I had to lift a ship that was pretty heavy too" He paused for a moment. "Well, I wasn't successful…" I widened my eyes. How was this supposed to help me? Luke decided to come back with a better remark then last time. "Look, just try, if you don't get it, it's fine" He looked at me in concern. I slowly groaned with crescendo into a very loud one. "FINE!"

I walked closer to the MF, thinking that would actually help. I slowly took my hand up, focusing entirely. My fingers pretended to wrap around the ship, as if tricking my mind into thinking it's how it works. I loosened my features and closed my eyes. I could visualize the scenery in front of me. My body tensed. I took a deep breath. I walked close, more water escaping the sea and now crashing up to my face. I spit out little droplets of water. Now half my clothes were soaked more than before. I calmed myself and felt the force shift through me. I heard Luke yelling behind me. I heard creaks and groans from the ship. I smiled thinking it was lifting from the ground. It was, I could feel it. I walked closer even faster, striding along the ground. I kept my hand focused in front of me. I felt the water rushing up. I stopped, walking a little slower. I felt droplets touching my face. My entire clothes were soaked again. I couldn't focus anymore. I let go and gasped. I heard a loud thud and my eyes snapped open. I was in a pool of water. I was so goddamn focused I lost track of what was going on. I turned around to Luke, he was yelling and gesturing to me to come over there. I tried, my legs slowed against the pressure of the water. I grabbed my head and covered my ears against the rushing of the water. My hair was coated with water. I decided I couldn't fight my way through all this water, it was basically the entire sea. It wasn't calm like last night, barely moving unless I touched it. It was waves crashing and moving at the speed of sound. Salt water burned my eyes. I ran towards the MF, I tried to grab the wheels so I wouldn't be washed away. I pulled myself up the wheels and grabbed the end of the ship. I pulled myself of the top of the ship, a little over water level. It wouldn't be long until the water rose up again, engulfing me and the ship. I looked over to the cliff. I stepped to the end of the MF, looking up from the bottom of the cliff. I walked backwards, attempting to prepare for what I was about to do. I stopped at about in the middle of the ship. I looked towards Luke who was highly confused. I ran towards the cliff again, my feet pounding against metal. I took a leap of faith against the cliff. I turned my face away, so it wouldn't smash into the dirt. Expectantly saving my nose from ultimate destruction. I came in contact with the cliff and dug my fingernails into the dirt, clutching on for dear life. Well, because If I didn't, I'd probably die. I slipped slightly and the water was coming closer. I reached my legs out to touch the MF. My toes barely managed to even grasp the end of it. My hands couldn't take much longer. I slipped from the dirt, leaving claw marks from my hands. My back fell roughly against the cold metal. I wanted to close my eyes from pain, until I felt water flowing on the top of the ship. I opened my eyes right away and scrambled up. I didn't know what to do. Instead of looking at the side of the cliff I looked to the top. But how was I supposed to get up there, if only I could get inside the ship. I can't lift it unless I-I use the Force. It was better then staying here, it's the best chance I got. I closed my eyes again, not letting anything distract me. I faced my palms to the ship. All my energy went into lifting this ship. I heard incredibly loud creaks and groans and I couldn't tell if that was good or bad. I heard a loud wave of water and giant drops falling. I wanted to open my eyes to see around me, but I didn't want this to fall. I felt a stronger wind up here, wet strands of hair blowing in the wind.

"REY! STOP!" I stopped abruptly. My eyes flashed open. My arms were shaking. I looked down to the ground slowly. I was many feet up in the air. The Millennium Falcon was shaking underneath my fingertips. Luke was standing in front of me, on the island. The water was rising slower talking up the bottom half of the island. Luke reached out his arms for me to grab. I held onto him, not losing by balance or my focus. I jumped slightly onto the ground and immediately shot my hands out towards the ship. I moved it over to the side and slowly let it down. It landed with an echoing thump. We were silent and all you could hear was the rushing water. My lips slowly grew into an incredibly wide smile. So did Luke's. We blew into contagious monstrous laugh. I couldn't breath. Just the shocking manner of what had happened, I wasn't able to comprehend what was going on. Breath ran out of my body and I stood there smiling like an idiot. I sighed loudly. Wow. I just…can't believe it, am I really that powerful?

Nightfall came and Luke and I were by a fire. "Your clothes are pretty soaked" I looked up to Luke. He wasn't wrong. Second time in a row. There was dirt and mud all over them. I could spot a couple of holes on my vest as well. Luke walked over, my eyes followed him. I reached for something and handed it to me. "Here" I looked to it, it was folded nicely into a small pile. "Take it, see if it fits. It supposed to be Ben's, but you can have it now" I reached out and grabbed the clothes. I headed into the cave. I slipped my old clothes off. I threw them into a corner, they are pointless to me now. I slipped on a navy blue top, it was sleeveless, unlike my grey ones. It had grey leggings, like my other ones, but these were longer. And slightly bigger. He did say that these were for Ben. Oh God, technically I am wearing Kylo Ren's clothes. That's a sentence I'd never thought I'd say or think. I picked up a long grey cloak, like my vest but longer, down to my knees. I threw it over my shoulders. I am guessing it would've been to my waist, but then again, Kylo is a huge freaking monster, no wonder his clothes would be ginormous. It had a navy blue outline, like my top, around the edges of the jacket. It came with navy blue gloves as well. I picked up grey boots. They were long, meeting right up to where the leggings stopped. They were slightly heeled, but small enough for me to not fall over. I finished putting the outfit on. I wasn't used to it, having a brand new outfit. I found a puddle to find my reflection in. I looked down into the rippling water. I looked stronger, more powerful. Like a Jedi. I grabbed my saber. I turned it on. Holding it at my side. I widened my eyes, at my strength and beauty. I never knew that just believing in yourself could make me better. I am powerful. I felt a small tear on my face, falling fast. I wiped it away. I turned away from my reflection. I walked back outside. I walked against the wind, pride on my shoulders, wiping away fear. I headed to Luke. He slowly turned around to face me. Again, turning slowly like always. He smiled once he saw me. He looked at my outfit, actually looking surprised that it fit me. "How is it?" I smiled immediately. "I love it"

THIS FRIGGIN CAHPETR TOOK GODDAMN FOREVERRRRRRRRRR. Ok sorry, but it was stressing me out so much. Now I have to write that new chapter for Monster, plus my other original story sooooooooooooo FLJDKGJAGLAJKLAJLKGJGA I CAN'T EVEN ANYMORE. Ok bye! Ps I also made a lot of song references in this one too