Hey peoples! Thank you for the kind reviews so far! I hope you like my idea of Alice and Emmett being together! Personally I think the pairings are perfect already but I thought I could have fun with Alice and Emmett! Once again this is from Alice's point of view. Happy reading! :D
Confessions:
I knew that I loved Emmett but I knew that I had to keep it quiet; I knew that I couldn't hurt Jasper and Rosalie. I wanted to spend time with Emmett because I couldn't go on without him but I knew that he wouldn't feel the same way.
Jasper and I were sitting down watching TV one day. He had his arms around me and we weren't really talking much. "Alice are you ok?" he asked. "Yeah!" I exclaimed. "Are you sure, I can sense your feelings, you seem really down...especially when you're around me," "Jasper! I love you! Why wouldn't I be happy around you!?"
"I don't know, it just feels like...you're not exactly here...when I kiss you, you don't feel the way you used to," he said glumly. "Jazz, I have been preoccupied lately...you're right about that but I don't love you any less that I ever did..." "Are you sure Alice? I just want you to be happy," he said.
"Jasper, I am truly happy," I lied. I couldn't face hurting him; I loved him, I really did but there was just something about Emmett... "Well, if you need to talk then just do," he smiled kissing me. I did feel something, but I just didn't feel for him as strongly as I did about Emmett...
"I'm just going over to Bella's for a while," I said to him. "Oh...ok," he said and he said no more. I didn't intend going to Bella's, I just needed some time alone to think. I decided to take a walk in the forest. I knew I'd meet no one there.
I walked on for hours and hours as it got darker and darker and it still didn't help me get rid of this bad mood. I would never be truly be happy without Emmett but I could be happy with Jasper; I just didn't know what to do.
"Hey Alice?" a voice behind me called softly. "Hey Emmett," I said glumly trying not to look at him but picking up an electric current anyway. "Are you ok?" he asked. "Yeah," I replied shakily. "Alice, I know you so well, you can't fool me, tell me what's up...please?" he smiled. "I...I can't..." I said trying to hold back the tears.
"Alice...is it these recent visions you've been having?" he asked. "Yes," I admitted. "Is there anything you want to talk to me about?" he asked wiping the tears away from my face, they electric current seemed so much stronger now.
"I feel like I should talk to someone but I'd feel like a fool if I spoke about it..." "Alice, you are a fool so spill your heart out!" he laughed. "Well thanks!" I exclaimed. "Alice, can I help in any way?" he asked. "No, thank you but no. I need to speak with Edward..." I told him. "Ok so..."
After speaking with Emmett I knew that I really had to speak with Edward. "Edward?" I asked. "Yeah," he replied. "You know the way that you read my mind and say my visions?" I asked. "Yeah?" "I was wondering would you read his mind and see if he feels anything for me."
"Alice... don't tell him anything! You'll hurt too many people will get hurt!" Edward exclaimed. "I'm not going to say anything! I just want to make sure that those visions don't happen," "Fine, I'll try, but I can't guarantee I'll get anything."
A few days passed and I could see Edward eying up Emmett trying to read his mind. After what seemed like an age Edward finally told me. "Edward, how does he feel?" "I'm sorry Alice; he doesn't feel the same way." When he told me that I felt crushed; I blocked him from my mind.
"Oh...well that's good..." I faked a smile. "Well, you've nothing to worry about do you?" "No," I faked a smile again. I needed to get out of the house. I ran back into the forest to be alone; I went to the meadow.
When I got there I got a fright; I wasn't alone. I looked in the middle and I saw a distraught looking face, like my own. "Emmett?" I asked in shock. "Hey Alice; are you ok?" he asked glumly. "Not really..." "Do you need to talk?" he asked. "I can't," I said sitting down beside him.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked. "I'm a swine Alice, I know that I love Rosalie but there's someone else..." he said sadly. "Same trouble," I smiled at him slightly. "Alice, I love her so much and I don't know how to be without her..." "I can't survive without him Emmett..."
I asked Edward to read his mind to see if he felt the same way as I did, he told me that he didn't," I said with a tear coming from my right eye. "Same happened to me," he said taking my hand holding it in his. The electric current sparked up between us. It was like waves of it were coming from his body and hitting into me; this was strong, even stronger that my visions.
Then, suddenly a thought came into my mind. What if Edward had lied to protect the family? Did Emmett love me too? "Emmett, if you were that guy that I liked and I told you, would you think any less of me?" "No, I would admire your honesty...and laugh," he smiled.
"Emmett," I began to say but then stopped. "I couldn't imagine hurting Jasper...it would be so cruel. Although, he knows that I'm unhappy at the moment; he can sense it, I just avoid Emmett when Jasper is around. If I did leave him for Emmett and was happy...would he prefer it? I just didn't know what to do.
"Alice...if you love somebody...let them know...if he doesn't feel the same way then I guess...he's a fool," he said tightening his clutch on my hand. "He's in love and married. How am I supposed to sleep at night if I break her heart?"
"Alice just tell him! Any guy would be lucky to have you!" he roared looking deeply into my eyes. Then things just happened. "Emmett..." I began again but he interrupted. "Alice shush," he said gingerly putting his index finger up to my mouth to stop me from talking.
"I love you Emmett..." I sobbed. "I love you too!" he smiled. Then he moved closer to me, closer and closer, tension building up, and the electric current getting stronger and stronger. Then he kissed me.
It was the most gentle, most passionate kiss I've ever had. He put his hand up to my face, caressing it gently. Our lips danced with one another's in perfect unison. I could've stayed there forever; escaping from the hatred of the world.
Then he pulled his lips away from mine. "Wow..." he smiled looking into my eyes. The electric current that I felt between us was out of control. I had never felt anything stronger. I sighed, "Emmett, what do we do now?" "Keep things quiet," he suggested. "Maybe for the time being..." I told him.
I didn't know what to feel; I knew that I loved Emmett, I knew that he loved me back, I knew that we wouldn't be truly happy without each other but I also knew that we would be crushed if we hurt the two people we loved; and that loved and trusted us...
