Hey people I had stuff to do, so I'm sorry, please don't hate me

So here ya go!!! And I know I'm a butthead for not updating, but I did some of my other stories, once again SORRY! Enjoy this chapter!! The message isn't given directly…you have to guess, but it's obvious after this chapter

DICLAIMER: I don't own anything….well characters in the later chapters yes, but not the CULLENS or EDWARD and BELLA! I am not responsible for broken hearts or depression, but Edward is!

The song for this chapter is….ENDLESSLY by MUSE! It's good and fits perfectly, I suggest u listen to it if u haven't already.

BPOV

What was this?

The message sent my brain flying, and all I could do was wonder what the heck it meant. I knew it was life changing one way or another because a billion different thoughts jumbled up inside me head. The message lost me…I didn't understand and I was going to find out what it meant. Curiosity got the best of me and I couldn't keep all of my thoughts in anymore, I had to ask someone.

I sprang up from the bed and fumbled to get the keys to my truck. I ran downstairs ignoring the fact that I didn't eat or didn't change. I was in no mood for that, all I wanted right now was for the love of my life to be holding me, and there had to be someone that could help me.

Where to go… I couldn't go to Edward that was for sure, but Alice was a different, I could tell her everything without her getting mad.

I sped off toward the forest, toward the huge Cullen house. My thoughts crawled through my head one by one. The message was only two words, and they could mean so much. I will change you? I will stay away? I will never come back? (Guessed the message yet?) Gosh vampires could be so confusing sometimes! I stopped thinking as I felt water collecting in my eyes. STOP BELLA!! I needed to stop worrying…nothing is wrong Bella. NOTHING! Persuading myself was harder then I thought. I took a deep breath in and let it out and forced myself to believe that absolutely nothing was wrong. I didn't know that I would be in for a rude awakening though.

I lost my train of thought and before I knew it I was in front of the Cullen house. I sat there for a few moments and realized something was missing, but I couldn't quite point it out. I focused on how the front yard usually looked and an unsettling thought dawned on me. None of them were there. None. The cars were all missing.

This couldn't be happening! I was just imagining things. I hoped I was right.

I hurried to the house and barged in. The door was unlocked as usual, for me. I ran as fast as I could without tripping to the other place in the house where some of the Cullen Cars were kept. The door was unlocked and I threw it open. Surely enough, everything was dark. Nothing was there. Not the big Jeep Wrangler that I had had many memories in, every car was missing and what hurt the most was that there wasn't the stupid shiny Volvo that was practically my own. I let out everything I had then. I fell to the ground sobbing loudly. There was no holding back now.

"WHY! Why?! Can tell me why the hell you left me again Edward?? I'm sorry, so sorry" I bawled. And then quietly, so inaudible so only a vampire could here I said, "I miss you. Come back, come back, I need you."

I stayed put on the floor for lord knows how long. I didn't care anymore and I'm guessing neither did Edward. I stood up slowly finally realizing how battered I was. I closed my eyes and walked straight into the kitchen. I hugged the cold marble to keep myself from falling over, and it instantaneously reminded me of the cold arms that I had grown to love for so long. This house just made it worse, I shouldn't have come.

I sunk down still hugging the marble and brought my knees to my chest while I rocked back and forth slowly. I drifted into and unwanted sleep after that and awoke to the familiar cold touch, only this time it was once again the marble. I shoved myself up and trudged as fast as I could out of the door. I started my truck and sped off. I turned on the old-fashioned radio and instantly regretted it. But this song gave me inspiration.

there's a part in me you'll never know
the only thing I'll never show

hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see it's trying to speak
cherished dreams forever asleep
hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
if the moment ever comes

hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
but the moment never comes

The moment was here now. Now was my chance. To do something that I wanted. To chase after all of my hopes and dreams.

I pushed the accelerator harder and pushed 70. I scampered to my house and pulled out a suitcase from under my bed. I shoved everything that touched my hands and zipped it up. My stomach growled so I grabbed a few hundred dollar bills and some food and ran out.

I threw my bag in the trunk and jumped into the driver's seat. I heard the familiar "click" sound as I fastened my seatbelt and the rumbling as the engine started. I sped off down the road, not worried about Charlie or Renee. All I cared about was one thing. And I would find him. Even if it killed me.

And I was off, for the adventure of my life. What was in store, I didn't know, or care to know. I wasn't going to lose him, not this time. And I would look anywhere I needed to find them.

Look out Alaska, here I come.

A/N What will happen to Bella on this "adventure" of hers? Review to find out….!!!

And sorry if it's short, I had to write something, but I promise it gets MUCH better! Let's just say she'll meet some pple along the way… So stay tuned…: )

Oh and the message was…. I WILL…. Tht's all it said…..weird…. ya!!!

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