On a beautiful Sunday morning, under the bright orange sun, Tsuzuki and Hisoka were sitting at a library. Alone.

It was Hisoka's idea who needed a quiet time for reading. Tsuzuki on the other hand, would rather go out and do something more fun. But when his young, handsome, green-eyed co-worker asked him "Can we hang out together at the library?", Tsuzuki readily agreed.

When you like someone, nothing really mattered, as long as you could spend time with them.


It's been a year since they met and partnered as guardians of death. Although they have gotten friendly and very close to each other, they somehow kept their distance too. As hard as it was to believe, Tsuzuki wished there were another encounter with Muraki, because it seemed like the only times Hisoka would express his feelings out loud was when Tsuzuki was near death. He wished he could hear Hisoka say again that they belong together.

Or could it be that the boy met someone else? He'd been out on his own quite often lately, but did not say where... And when Tsuzuki asked if he could go too, the boy often shook his head no in a polite manner. "Maybe next time, I will follow him to find out" Tsuzuki thought to himself.

He followed the boy from behind, trying to be as quiet as possible. Then he saw him walking towards a brick house down the valley. Someone opened the door for him, it was a man. They hugged each other in what seemed not too appropriate to Tsuzuki. Then they closed the door. Tsuzuki approached the house quietly and could not see through the blinds and curtains of the windows. He walked around the brick house and found a window showing the bathroom. He was not expecting to see much, but his heartbeat rose when he realized that the man and the boy were having hot sex under a steamy shower. Why was he sexually excited at the sight?? He was supposed to be jealous! Damn!! Breathing heavily, Tsuzuki heard the man say "Soka, you're so tight, and I just have one finger inside." Tsuzuki felt his own erection growing inside the boxers and sweat rolling down his neck. "Here goes my second finger, if it hurts, tell me and I'll stop" the man assured. "No, don't stop. Please don't" the boy replied. "Enter me right now, I need you inside me, please" the boy begged shamelessly. "But this is our first time together, I don't want to hurt you... hold on just a second, I'll go get some lube" the man offered, and walked out of the shower, leaving the boy with a cruelly empty butthole. "Don't go! Tsuzuki, don't go!" the boy called out. "Come back, I want you! Tsuzuki!"

"Tsuzuki!" Hisoka called.

"Tsuzuki!" Hisoka shook the daydreaming man.

"Tsuzuki!"

Then he awoke. No wonder he was turned on at the witness of the shower sex scene, because it was again one of those erotic dreams he had about making love to Hisoka. He hoped his erection would not be too obvious to the studious boy sitting right next to him. Their crotch were only a few inches apart.

I'm so sick. It's not even night time, and I'm already having those wet dreams. And on top of that, in a library! And on top top of that, in front of Hisoka! I'm such a fucking horny bastard.

"Tsuzuki, what is it?" Hisoka asked curiously.

"Nothing. Just... daydreaming."

Hisoka smiled. "Why don't you get yourself a book to read?"

"Sure." Tsuzuki gladly walked away to get a book, and on his way there, to go to the bathroom to release himself. He did not really care which book he picked, because he wasn't going to read it anyway. Or so he thought. The book cover showed the human brain. Not a very nice sight.