Dear Diary
P.E was terrible! It was that terrible that me and Jazz have skipped half of it saying that he felt "dizzy" and gone for fresh air. It went like this……..
"Everybody get in teams of ten!" Coach Bentley shouted at us, "we're going to play dodge ball for this lesson!"
"Great, I hate dodge ball," I mumbled to Jasper at my side, he chuckled softly and wrapped his arm around my waist as we went to find eight more people.
I heard a few people mumble as we arranged ourselves into teams of ten, of course, me and Jasper were on the same team. We were up first
to play Jessica Stanley's team, when the whistle blew me and Jazz stayed at the back dodging and only occasionally threw the ball with no
effort put into the throws at all. Our team narrowly won that match and we went to sit down while the other two teams played. I had to admit, watching humans throw hard, red, rubber balls at each other was quite amusing to watch, Jasper just sat there, he had his concentration on his thoughts, probably thinking of bets that he and Emmett will do later tonight after the party. Typical boys, I laughed quietly to myself as I turned my attention back to the game in front of us. Suddenly, the whistle blew calling our team back on the pitch to play another team.
"When is this lesson going to end?" I whispered into Jasper's ear as we took up our positions.
"Soon darlin', I think this is the last match," he whispered to me as the game began.
We started the game the same as before with us at the back, but I wasn't paying much attention because we were making faces at each other and
i was trying to make him laugh, when suddenly we hear the ball smash into someone. I look up in time to Mike bleeding from his broken nose, the ball must have been thrown quite hard in order to create a force that strong. I gasped in horror as a vision popped into my head of Jasper on a mad killing spree in the P.E hall. Jasper! I went quickly over to him and cupped his face in my hands, forcing him to look into my eyes. They were filled with hunger and rage, his hands were shaking terribly with his past life that he fights so strongly with all his might. It strangely
reminded me of Jacob and the wolves when they got angry put I pushed all that aside. I left go of his face, grabbed his hand and retreated out of the fire door after telling Angela that we were going for 'fresh air'. We slammed the door behind us and I dragged him up into the 3rd story janitors closet and broke the handle behind me. As soon as I let go off his hand he folded himself on the floor and put his head in his hands
which looked like he was ashamed of himself. I went and sat next to him, laying my head on his shoulder, it always comforted him when I was around.
"What have I done to deserve this Lis?" he mumbled into his hands.
"You have done nothing wrong Jazz, it's all that Maria's fault for using you like she did," I replied softly as I stroked his golden hair.
"But I nearly killed Mike! You would of thought all these decades would of taught me some self control!" He growled at himself, punching the
floor so it made a deep dent the size of his fist.
I gently took it out of the dent and held it against my face, inhaling his sweet, heavenly scent.
"Please don't blame yourself for all this, it's not your fault, we could ask Carlisle to help you with it if you find it so difficult." I kissed his hand softly trying to sooth and calm him.
"Thank you, for being there for me, I don't know what I would do without you Lis," he murmured, pulling me softly onto his lap and kissing my hair.
After that we just sat there for around about an hour, then the bell rang, signalling that it was time for break. I just remembered that I had broken the lock on the way in so Jasper had to hoist me through the window and then jump through after me.
Curse my small stature! I thought angrily.
Just then I heard a chuckle from across the car park, and looked up to find Edward's chuckle had turned into a full blown fit of laughter as I glowered at him with evil eyes. As we reached them I noticed that Jasper hadn't said a single word for the past hour and a half, I gently squeezed his hand as I looked into his pain-filled eyes.
"Do you want to go back home love?" I whispered quietly so the others wouldn't hear. He nodded slightly, his eyes were not filled with rage no more, instead they were filled with thankfulness and love, the kind of eyes that make you melt inside. I span round so I could look Edward in the eyes.
"Edward, you know that you love me…" I inquired.
"Alice I know that look, what do you want know?" Edward chuckled.
"Can we take your Volvo because me and Jazz want to get things set up for later," I pleaded.
"Go on then but you owe me Alice Cullen! We will meet you at home later."
"Thanks Edward! You're the best." I smiled.
I was relieved when we got out of the car park, now we could fully be ourselves rather than being human. Now all that was left to worry about was the surprise party for Carlisle later tonight. Hopefully that will all go to plan.
— Alice Cullen x
P.s I will write again soon! :)
