I DON'T own Inuyasha or any of its characters… (Mumble: I hate you 4 making me do this…sigh)
Coz you know if I did Kagome and Sesshomaru would soooo be together. Hehe
Oh and don't own Mary-Janice Davidson or her books…
Chapter 1- I'M A WHAT?!
Grrrr… I absolutely hate him! Every single frignin time HE sees her bloody soul collectors he goes after her…
It's not that I'm angry or anything like that, it's just I'm annoyed that he can't tell me where he's going even though I already know…
I just want his honesty, is that so much to ask for? And not only that, whenever I'm around another guy, talking or just standing near one he gets all jealous and starts to rant…. It's really unfair; he can do whatever he wants with Kikyo but I can't, jeez…
Ok got my rant over with, I better start from the start….
Flashback
We were all sitting around the fire well almost all of us anyway…
Sango was polishing her huge boomerang weapon while leaning against her faithful feline, Kerlala (don't know how to spell that) who was in her demon form, Miroku was 'meditating' (we all know what he was really doing or really visualising Hehe), Shippo was drawing a picture sitting in my lap while I was reading Mary-Janice Davidson's book undead and unworthy (the 7th book in the undead series) and listening to my I-pod. Can you guess who's missing??
That's right Inuyasha… sigh
He left not 5 minutes ago for whom… you guessed it Kikyo…
But here's the thing I don't feel sad or angry or betrayed. Just annoyed that Inuyasha makes excuses to go and see his love when we all know perfectly well where he's going…
When he leapt off for his dead lover, they all but shippo sent me a sympathetic look. Why didn't shippo, you maybe thinking… Well see he's the only one that I have told (other then my family that is) my secrets to. That is I don't love Inuyasha, never have. Well, I love him but more in the brother sense like how I feel about Miroku or Koga but not as a lover. They just don't get it…
Ok, I'm gonna let you in on my TWO biggest secrets I have been hiding for a while now. The first one, I have been hiding since my first week in the feudal era. That secret is who, in fact I am in love with… To put it simply:
The person who I'm in love with.
Is. (drum roll plz)….
Sesshomaru….
Yeah yeah… I know what your thinking..
"what why Sesshomaru?! Girl if I remember correctly… He tried to KILL you!"
I get where you're coming from, but he was so beautiful and graceful while he was at it. Yes his personality is some what to be desired but I think that's just a mask to scare his enemies. There's a lot more to Sesshomaru then you see, you just have to look hard enough and you will see something…
But I can't do anything 'bout my love for him because of that whole "I hate humans" speech of his. Well I should correct myself there, I can't do anything bout it as of yet. See that's my second secret: I'm not actually a human, in actual fact I'm a demon. One of the most powerful yet one of the rarest of the all. I am a tenshi inu-yokai miko in other words… an angel dog demon miko the perfect blend of light and dark, but that's only the half of it. I am also the heir to the eastern lands thrown.
Here I'll explain. You see the woman whom I thought was my mom, really isn't. My real mom is really Lady Sakura of the eastern lands whom my adoptive mom told me she is not only a tenshi but the most powerful of them all and my father is Lord Isamu of the Eastern Lands one of the most powerful dog demons in the world and was only surpassed by Sesshomaru and Inuyasha's father, the great dog demon general, Inu-no-tashio. I bet your wondering where the miko part comes, aye?
Well, it's quiet simple really. I found out my real mom's great grandmother was in fact midoriko. The greatest miko of all time… Also, my 'mom' told me all of this about 1 week ago; she warned me all of this would happen on my 17th birthday which is 3 day's away and not only that but when I change my father and mom will come and get me and my friends to takes us to the castle of the East for my introduction to demon society.
Anyway, now that you know enough brooding, I feel dirty and I think it maybe time to tell Sango my secrets, she is after all my sister (like figure)… I just hope she understands….
Alright all…
I hope you like it coz I am tryin after all…
Anyway plz review and tell me whatcha think plz…
Xx holla
