Evrey day at school is terrible, but I wont let this become one of those "who am i?" or "what will I do with my life?" kind of things.

I know what im doing with my life.

I'm going to be a doctor.

And the fact that im in 11th grade and getting offers to straight up skip 12th grade and go to medical school defiantly helps my future.

But the ONE factor alone that has stripped that idea from my mind, happens to be my "friend" Carlos.

What causes him to weigh my mind down, you ask?

HAVE YOU SEEN HIM?

Yeah, yeah, he might be the "bad boy" of the school or whatever, but I don't care. We used to best friends all thru 9th and 10th grade and possibly more, he liked me and vice versa but the rumor cut us short.

We still have the same feelings for each other or at least I hope he still does.

So yeah, I guess hes still my friend, even though I wish we weren't.

Class starts at 7:00 am, currently its 6:55 and I'm 15 minutes away from school. For some reason I feel like today will be terrible….. I wonder why.