AND WRITING...
**I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS YOU RECOGNIZE!**
OhMyGod! No. This. Cannot. Be. Possible. We were careful, weren't we? God damn it! Why me? It's been three months since I stopped hanging out with Emmett. He was fine with not continuing are fun and so was I, but after him it seemed like no one met my physical requirements. So I though a break from guys would be totally fine. But then I got sick, backaches, swollen breasts, puking, and I really started to worry. I didn't think twice about it in the beginning. I had come back from St. Tropez when it all started happening, so I thought I caught something while I was there. Apparently not, god this is so screwed up. My mother is going to be so disappointed and the rest of my family oh I can't even bother to worry about them.
After the initial shock I called up my best friends, my little pixie Alice and the clumsiest girl you'll ever meet aside from me as a child Bella. The girls are twins, though not identical so you can see the many differences. For one Alice is graceful, almost like a ballerina. She's a petite woman only 4'11", with a short pixie cut and ice blue eyes that could melt your heart when paired with her puppy dog pout! Bella on the other hand is the average height of 5'6" with mahogany colored hair and chocolate orbs she calls eyes. They are just gorgeous, only Bella does not seem to think so highly of herself. I could count on these girls for anything. Hell I'd give my life for them! So of course they're the first ones I called.
"Bella? Can you please grab Alice and come over here?" I said in a quiet and scared voice.
"Sure, Rose are you ok? You sound a little like you've been crying." She knew me too well.
"Umm. I'm fine I just have some news. Its urgent. So please hurry!"
"Yeah sure. Alice is with Jazz right now but I'm sure he won't mind the interruption." She replied.
"Kay, thanks." I said with what little of my breath I had left before hanging up and crying again. Jasper, or Jazz, is Alice's fiancé. They are so meant for each other it's not even remotely funny. They met in this café, she says when she saw him she felt this pull towards him almost like they were tied together "and the rope kept getting tighter and tighter as I walked towards him and said hello" in the words of Alice. I know for a fact he feels the same way. Unlike Bella I can keep a secret so when he wanted to propose last year he called me up and let me help pick the ring!
AN HOUR LATER.
"Hey girls" I said as they walked into the empty house. My father had decided going to see some of our family in Italy would be fun last week. He bought a ticket and left. Thank god! The house is so much more peaceful and the awful smell of all the liquor was starting to wear off.
"Rosie! What's wrong? You look like shit! - Sorry I don't mean to sound like a bitch but I haven't seen you like this in a very long time" Alice said. So I led them up to my bathroom and handed her the test. She looked at it for a second in my hand like she didn't know what it was until I grabbed the box it had once been in and gave it to Bella who stood next to her in shock.
"Oh, Rose! I'm so sorry! What are you going to do?" Bella asked. And I knew exactly what I was going to do. I had thought about the possibilities and the circumstances that could occur whenever I was with whoever I was with. That's why I always tried to be safe. I don't even remember being unprotected while with Emmett. I had talked about my relationships or lack thereof with my girls and they knew I would never intentionally bring a child into the world. I guess the safety I used wasn't all it's cut out to be.
"You know how I am. I can't have an abortion. I need to take responsibility. Adoption is totally out of the question too. I mean, could you live knowing you have a child who needs you being taken care of some stranger? I know it's going to be hard but I can do it." I stated firmly. So we talked for the next few hours until the girls decided it was getting late.
I know they would have stayed but I know how Charlie and Jasper get. They'll definitely worry. Especially Jasper since I'm sure Alice leaving gave him a hint that something is definitely wrong. Charlie just worries in general; having a police officer who is high in command for a father is sometimes really hard on them. Bella in particular has a hard time not giving in to his needs for their safety. She'd give up her happiness for someone else's in a heartbeat, plus she doesn't normally stay out too late unless she's hanging out with her best guy friend Jake, who she's known since they were toddlers. Charlie prays to god every day for them to be together, but I always get a bad feeling when I'm around the damn dog. My instincts are usually correct so I make sure I keep an eye on him and so does Jazz.
I need to get my thoughts straight. Should I tell Emmett? Will he want to know? Of course he'll at least want to know, it's not like I'm telling him he's going to be a father and has to help take care of the kid. I guess I'll tell him. Oh god, my mom. She's going to notice. I wonder what she'll say. And so I fell asleep thinking about my life and all the things that would change so very soon.
SO WHAT DID YOU THINK? CRAPPY OR GOOD JUST LET ME KNOW IF I SHOULD CONTINUE THIS...
