You pray to your Gods

Hoping for change

You cast away your pride, your arrogance and your name

You crave destruction of yourself

Needing, feeding and deceiving your mind

But you don't think about it

No, you never stop and contemplate

Why suddenly I stop and bow my head

Face as white as china plates

No, you only think of your homophobia

The sickness that I bring you

When I'm the one that should say something

Since my soul's practically shredded in two

You never stick around

You're always hiding away

At first I thought it was alluring

But at least, tonight, you must stay!

You've had my heart

You know that it's true

And I have yours, you know

But you treat it as if it's a flu

An illness, disease

Pestilence of the mind
Oh why have you changed

What happened to your humor? How you were so kind?

But I suppose those days are over

Since you never let me through

Perhaps I need to take the initiative
To find something new

Someone who won't croon 'Oh Isis' out of desperation and fear

That comes out so clearly

But you don't think I hear!

I'm not an idiot

And I'm not deaf

So please, think more of me

As I take the right and you the left

Because we're splitting apart

The card games don't matter

We've saved the world and my grandpa

All that's left is the tatters

My remains of who I was and wanted to be

So, if you're willing, set me free

I don't want to do this anymore

I don't want to have to look at a locked door

Inside of my mind, next to my spirit room

And have my tears hit the carpeted floor

You're the one that needs help

And I can't help but wonder why

What happened to you

Why do you always lie?

But I think I've given up

You finally broke me

I don't even have the will

So go ahead and choke me

If I'm such an inconvenience

Then please, do your part

End me and my pain

After all, saving the world is your art

So goodnight, young Pharaoh

I hope you rest well

And find what you're looking for

Under the temple and its bells.