You pray to your Gods
Hoping for change
You cast away your pride, your arrogance and your name
You crave destruction of yourself
Needing, feeding and deceiving your mind
But you don't think about it
No, you never stop and contemplate
Why suddenly I stop and bow my head
Face as white as china plates
No, you only think of your homophobia
The sickness that I bring you
When I'm the one that should say something
Since my soul's practically shredded in two
You never stick around
You're always hiding away
At first I thought it was alluring
But at least, tonight, you must stay!
You've had my heart
You know that it's true
And I have yours, you know
But you treat it as if it's a flu
An illness, disease
Pestilence of the mind
Oh why have you changed
What happened to your humor? How you were so kind?
But I suppose those days are over
Since you never let me through
Perhaps I need to take the initiative
To find something new
Someone who won't croon 'Oh Isis' out of desperation and fear
That comes out so clearly
But you don't think I hear!
I'm not an idiot
And I'm not deaf
So please, think more of me
As I take the right and you the left
Because we're splitting apart
The card games don't matter
We've saved the world and my grandpa
All that's left is the tatters
My remains of who I was and wanted to be
So, if you're willing, set me free
I don't want to do this anymore
I don't want to have to look at a locked door
Inside of my mind, next to my spirit room
And have my tears hit the carpeted floor
You're the one that needs help
And I can't help but wonder why
What happened to you
Why do you always lie?
But I think I've given up
You finally broke me
I don't even have the will
So go ahead and choke me
If I'm such an inconvenience
Then please, do your part
End me and my pain
After all, saving the world is your art
So goodnight, young Pharaoh
I hope you rest well
And find what you're looking for
Under the temple and its bells.
