CHAPTER TWO

Lillys POV

Really out of all the days for Scorpius Malfoy to find me, it had to be today. I must look like a total mess and he must be loving it. I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of watching me cry.

" Scorpius get out, just leave me alone"

He looked at me shrugged his shoulders and turned to leave. But just has he reached the door he stopped shook his head and turned around. Awkwardly he ran his fingers through his hair and looked at me.

"Lilly are you ok?"

He seemed sincere and I just couldn't work out what his angle was. I couldn't speak I just pulled my knees to my chest and put my head in my knees to cry.

Scorpius POV

I hated it when girls cried, I couldn't stand it. I felt so awkward, but I couldn't just leave her there crying. She was my best mates sister… well my ex-best mate. But that didn't matter I was trying to be a better person, so I walked over and sat next to her. I put my hand on her shoulder and she immediately shrugged it off. So, we just sat in silence, until I remembered the summer after my third year when I stayed at the potters and I knew exactly what I needed to do.

Lilly POV

Scorpius just sat there, and I just wished that I would open my eyes and he would be gone. But I could feel him next to me and I could hear him breathing. I thought he had given up when I felt him stand up, but then I heard him clear his throat.

"I believe I can fly, I believe I can touch the sky."

He started to clap the beat as he sang

"I think about it every night and day, I spread my wings and fly away"

I looked up and started to smile. I can't believe he remembered. Years ago, after my first year at Hogwarts my father played us one of his old muggle CDs that play music and this song had come on. All of us danced around and sang all afternoon, it was the most fun we had all summer. And as we went up to bed I told Albus and Scorpius that if I was ever upset they should sing me that song, to remind me that muggles can only sing about flying but I can actually fly. The boys thought it was the dumbest thing they'd ever heard.

Now, for some reason Scorpius Malfoy was standing in front of me, singing at the top of his lungs.

"I believe I can fly"

He finished the song by soaring around like an owl. By this point I was wiping away tears and starting to laugh. He smiled and plopped back down next to me.

"please tell me that made you feel better, because that's probably the most embarrassing thing I've ever done"

I just turned and pulled him into a massive hug. It felt unnatural since we had never hugged before, but it still was nice. He seemed confused as I pulled away.

"Thank you, that was nice that you remembered"

Scorpius POV

I felt my cheeks go red, so I just looked down and smiled.

"so, are you going to tell me what happened? Last time I saw you, you were walking off all loved up with Mr. Perfect"

She just looked at her feet and fidgeted with her shoe laces.

"Yeah I guess I just found out he wasn't Mr. perfect. Kind of the opposite actually"

"What did he do? Forget your birthday or something?"

I said with a smirk on my face

she rolled her eyes and folded her arms.

"Whatever Scorpius just go away"

"Potter I was just joking. Tell me what happened"

"why do you even care? Why should I even tell you?"

"I care. Just tell me Potter before I turn 80"

She smiled at that. and then looked back at her feet.

"Well Phillip and I were spending time together on the lawns, and he told me that he loved me. That was great, and everything was going fine"

There was a long silent pause

" but then he tried to get me to.."

She trailed off and suddenly I felt a hot flash of rage. What had this boy tried to make Lilly do. My mind raced through all the worst options and I could feel my heart rate rising.

"Lilly, what did he do?"

I said it more sternly then I had intended but I could feel my blood boiling.

"we were just kissing and then he started to button my pants…."

I clenched my fists.

"and then he tried to take off my bra and when I told him I wasn't ready he told me that if loved him I would have sex with him and that he didn't need me he could have any other girl in the school."

Lilly just started to cry and all I could do was out my arm around her and stroke her head as she cried. I felt so protective of Lilly, it was like the past year never happened and I was still part of the potter clan. All I could think was that Phillip Montgomery was a dead man.

Lillys Pov

Scorpius had never been so caring in his life. He sat and listened to me and held me when I cried. We must have been talking for hours. He made jokes to cheer me up, we reminisced about the old days and told me stories of how he embarrassed himself over the summer in front of a cute muggle girl at a coffee shop. He then continued to tell me how his father rebuked him for even talking to a muggle girl.

"It's just like my parents want to control every part of my life. They are so obsessed that ill embarrass the family name they literally tell me multiple times a week to not be myself. It's like they don't even like their own son."

I'd always figured that Scorpius and his parents didn't have the best relationship, but this was the first-time I'd ever heard him speak about it. It was heart breaking.

"well your parents are insane if they can't see what a great son they have"

As soon as I said this I saw the smirk plastered on his face, and I instantly wanted to take it back

"you think I'm great do you potter? I always knew you were obsessed with me"

I laughed and pushed him lightly

"shut up Scor, how do you go from wonderful to idiot in 3 seconds flat"

I was laughing, as I glanced over and he just smiling at the ground

"what are you smiling at?"

"you called me Scor. I haven't heard that in a long time"

I looked up and my eyes caught his. They were green and bright. He held my gaze for a moment and then looked back down at his feet. Suddenly I felt my hand cup the side of his face and pull it closer to me. I kissed him. He seemed taken aback at first but after the shock he kissed me back. I pulled away.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that"

He looked up at me, shook his head.

"bloody potter"

And then his lips were back on mine, he pulled me up onto his lap and I straddled him. I ran my fingers through his hair as he nibbled my ear. I couldn't think straight all I could think about was his body on mine. His hands ran up and down my thighs, pulling me closer. He started to kiss my neck and my collar bone, I couldn't stand it I needed more. I started to unbutton his shirt and revealed his chiselled chest and I ran my hands over him. His lips were back at my mouth and he picked me up as I wrapped my legs around him and he pushed me up against the wall. I raised my arms and he slid my shirt off over my head, I kissed his chest as he unhooked my bra. Soon we were on the floor, and I don't know how it happened, but my first time was with Scorpius Malfoy, on the floor of the Bell tower.