A/N: Hello to all! Thanks for the reviews! And especially my friend xxruthlessxx! for being the first to review! Here is chapter 2! And no I don't own them L
He slowly made his way into the lair. If it wasn't for his heart beat and breathing you'd think he'd be dead, but he wasn't that lucky.
The funeral had been hard. Looking at all of his family… all of them gone forever and there wasn't anything he could do to ever see them again didn't make it any easier. Master Splinter had been the last one driving him and keeping him from falling into udder darkness, keeping him from going insane, but now he was dead…
~Flash Back to Funeral~
Everyone had gathered and mourned the lost of a great man who held such respect, honor, someone who will never be forgotten, and to be kept in their hearts forever. After cremating the body it had been spread near the other graves of his sons. Words had been said from everyone how they would miss Master Splinter. Ancient one had broke down crying through his speech losing such a good friend had taken its toll on him. Everyone had said something everyone had said their good-byes everyone all except one.
The young turtle stood, silently through the whole funeral even when asked if he would like to say a few words he didn't speak. Everyone said there sorry for his lost and he even received hugs of comfort, but he didn't feel anything. The numbness had claimed him once again and everything around him felt as if it wasn't real.
After everyone had left or retire for the day in the farmhouse he stood in front of graves with Klunk in his arms.
All of his family gone and they were never ever coming back.
"I-I… why'd you have to go?" He asked as tears slowly streamed down his face, "We spent our entire lives protecting the innocent and this is how we end up?" He started to get angry this just wasn't fair.
He heard footsteps coming closer to where he stood bringing him back to reality. He wiped his tears away with one hand while Klunk meowed up at him starring up at his master.
Casey had come up from the farmhouse to talk to him hoping he could help even if it was just a little.
"Hey man we no it's hard, but remember were always here for you." He said placing a comforting hand on his shoulder.
All he did is stare at the graves not even turning to acknowledge Casey.
Casey sighed at this nothing seemed to touch him anymore.
"Look man I don't want to see you like this April is worried sick about you… I'm worried too you know we'll always be here."
'We'll always be here' those words hung in the air. He clutched his fist trying to keep himself together. His brothers had each said that and look at them now.
Casey's attempt was hopeless nothing could touch him anymore.
"You should go now and just… just don't talk to me anymore you need to move so just forget it." He said his voice ice cold, holding no emotion.
"W-what? What the hell? Why-"
"Just go! I don't want you to suffer through this so just go!" He yelled out suddenly. He took a calming breathe. He lowered his voice and tried to stay calm. "Please just go." He turned and faced Casey. "You guys have done enough and I… I just don't want to be in this world anymore." He slowly started to hand Klunk over to Casey. "I'm just gonna disappear… just forget about me and don't worry about me I made a promise to live."
Klunk was in Casey's arms now. "Take care of Klunk will ya?" he asked.
"Man you can't do this were here for you and- and" Casey tried to get the words out but he wouldn't listen to it anymore.
"Casey I don't ever want to see you again so just move on and live your life ok? And just forget I ever existed…"
With one last glance at his family's graves he strode of and left Casey standing there holding Klunk.
"It's for the best". He whispered to himself.
He knew what he was doing was hard, but it just seemed like it had to be done.
~End Flashback~
He dropped his bag on the floor and slowly mad his way towards the dojo. He stood there the numbness taking over his pain once again.
They were all gone and he was all alone, there was no one, Casey and April had moved at his request and besides they needed to raise their son and all of this was just too much for them, it was better off as if he never existed , and Klunk would be better off living with them.
He just stood there he didn't know what to do anymore his drive was gone he just…
He turned and ran out of the dojo, out of the lair, he ran as far away as he could, trying to escape, but he didn't know from what.
Everything blurred around him as he ran through the sewers and before he even knew it he was on one of his favorite roof tops staring up at the dark, starless night.
The air was damp and clouds where starting to form. A storm was coming and it was going to be big, but nothing mattered anymore.
He sat down on the ledge and just stared out at the city, the place he's lived in his entire life. He let out a long painful sigh. He leaned back on his arms and looked up at the sky again.
Everything had changed for the worst and everything he ever cared about was gone…
He closed his eyes and remembered every good moment's with his brothers, every smile, every joke, every prank, and until they took their final breathes. Memories flooded his mind, the numbness was gone and he was engulfed in emotions.
After all these years he finally had the courage to think of them and their deaths…
Chapter 2 is done! so still any guesses on who this is? Vote on one of my poles for who you think it should be! reviews are always welcome!
