So again, all the same old shit, added Welcome!

Warning of a bit of ('wannabe') smut


Jeff's body felt paralyzed, just by the slightest thought about Nick's returning – So when the day came, Jeff was softly said, one big mess. It came as a shock, when someone knocked on Jeff's door, and when he slightly opened the door, it wasn't Nick he saw, but the serious face, with no sign of a smile, of the school principal – Within a minute he was gone again, with only one message for Jeff. "You have to build it all up again", he'd said, letting all of Jeff's questions, hang in the tin broken air.


Jeff honestly couldn't understand how he managed to go to classes that day, but when the school day was over, and he got back to his room, the door stood slightly open. And then, one sound made Jeff's heart literally skip a beat, a well-known hum came from the room. Jeff automatically bit his lip, forcing himself to stay strong.

Before he could even realize, somebody opened the door from the other side. "Oh, I thought I heard something", the brunet chuckled. It felt like Jeff got swallowed into a dark hole, as something ripped his body apart, hungrily saving his heart for desert. And when Jeff took courage to meet Nick's eyes, his heart cracked into the available number of pieces, and flew away with the wind. "Hi, I'm Nick!" - It took some seconds before Jeff could force a smile, and reply halfhearted "I'm Jeff…", and I'm your motherfucking boyfriend, now, I'm sorry I've fucked up your memories, but please remember me… Please?

Nick was just as friendly as always, and he almost dragged Jeff into the room. Jeff made sure to walk straight over to his bed, because he knew he couldn't hold his hands for himself, if Nick got to close.

Nick started to ask Jeff about normal things, to break the ice… The ice, which shouldn't be there in the first place. Jeff answered quite automatically, until Nick raised an eyebrow and smiled teasingly, even though there was seriousness in his voice; "So which team are you on?" Jeff knew exactly what Nick meant… Because it was the exact same question Nick asked the first time they met. Jeff couldn't hide the smile coming up, as it felt like he fell in love with Nick all over again. "Team gay…" Jeff said, licking his lips, making sure for Nick to notice, which caused a lightly red color over Nick's cheeks, but it quickly got forced away. Jeff already knew the answer, to the question he was about to ask, but he asked anyway; "And you?"

You could see it in Nick's eyes that he was flattered by the question – But the look quickly turned into something teasingly and calm. "You'll guess it on the way…" he chuckled, before dropping the calm attitude and smiling softly. Jeff reached out for Nick's hand with a smile, starting to pull him closer, and intended to place a kiss on that cute smile, but Nick quickly stepped away, confused. Wh- oh… Well Fuck. For a second Jeff actually forgot all about the whole 'My-boyfriend-doesn't-remember-me' thing, and everything had felt fluffy and normal... Jeff quickly looked away, avoiding Nick's confused eyes. "I guess I'll do"

A nervous laugh escaped Nick's lips, and Jeff felt kinda bad for him…His memory lose wasn't his fault after all. Jeff couldn't stay annoyed and turned around to look at Nick again, starting up a conversation softly, and Nick seemed to be relieved – Quickly taking his part in the conversation. It was weird, but it didn't feel awkward to talk to Nick, because at some points, it was just his Nickie talking casually with him again… But when Nick moved to more personal parts of Jeff, parts Nick should've know all about, Jeff felt the anger blushing up inside him, hand-in-hand with sorrow, love and guilt.


After some time none of them said anything, and Nick cleared his throat, "So, emh… Are you seeing anybody?" Nick asked, trying to sound casual – But it wasn't, not for Jeff. "I am", Jeff answered coldly, and you could see the tone had hurt Nick, the tone… or the answer. "oh, okay, who?", Nick asked, in a brighter tone, forcing it to be optimistic. Who... Who was Jeff was dating? What the hell was he supposed to say, 'I'm dating you, you idiot!'? Jeff couldn't do that, and he knew it. In anger he rose from the bed, and started to walk around the room in frustration, growling, before stopping to slam his fist against the wall, sending a crack through it – as a scream of pure anger, mixed with a frustrated growl escaped his lips.

Nick shrunk together on the bed, with several squeaks, as had he'd been the wall.

Jeff stood there in anger for some seconds, before looking back at Nick. Nick had risen from the bed as well, and now he walked over, to stand in front of Jeff. "I-I'm sorry..." he whispered, looking like he was getting ready for Jeff to hit him. Jeff would never hit him, just the simple thought of Nick hurt, made him squeak himself. Right now Jeff couldn't care less about the hospital, the principal's order or everything else, fuck it all. In a quick and harshly movement Jeff grabbed Nick's face, and pulled him closer, ignoring the confused whimpers he was making – As he tried to move away, but this time, Jeff wouldn't let him.

Jeff pressed his lips against Nick's harshly, he knew he wasn't hurting Nick – But Nick still tried to back away, but Jeff kept his grip in him – He gently pushed Nick up against the wall, making sure Nick couldn't escape the kiss – Jeff needed this. Jeff breathed against Nick's soft lips, before starting a new kiss up, placing one leg between Nicks, pressing his thigh against Nick's bulge, with made Nick whimper under him. Jeff completely melted, and his heart pounded hard in his chest, when he suddenly felt Nick's soft lips replying the kiss, lust-fully, and small moans escaped his wet lips.

Jeff took the kiss further and slipped his tongue over to lick Nick's bottom lip, as he pressed his thigh harder against Nick's bulge, which made Nick moan lighter – And as Jeff saw his opportunity, he slipped his tongue inside Nick's warm mouth, meeting the brunet's tongue, moving his own against the other, skillfully, making an explosion. Nick started to resistance again, and Jeff tightened his grip around Nick's arm a bit – And lifted them up above Nick's head. Nick seriously started to whimper now, as small moans constantly escaped his wet lips, but Jeff wasn't going to stop, not as long as Nick replied the kiss, which he kept doing.

Jeff kept his tight grip in Nick's arms, with one hand, as his free hand started to travel down Nick's chest, caressing the fabric, before reaching Nick's pants. Jeff caressed the hard bulge teasingly which appeared, before his hand started unbuttoning Nick's tight jeans – Knowing how good he looked without 'em.

Nick's tongue completely froze against Jeff's, which still lustfully moved around, as he tried to get away again. "Je-Jeff, stop it, stop it! Jeff!" he started to yell, between moans, as Jeff's hand reached Nick's hard member, and he grabbed it in his hand. Nick leaned his head down on Jeff's shoulder, giving in to pleasure, as small whimpers escaped his wet lips. Jeff started to stroke Nick's member lazily, before his hand got stronger and faster. "Nickie…" Jeff groaned in a whisper, but he shouldn't have.

Nick completely froze, and first after he managed to slap Jeff, he got fully out of Jeff's hands… Tears were actually running down his flushed cheeks by now. "Wh-What are you doing, idiot?" he screamed, and ran over to hit his fists into Jeff's chest several times, still crying in frustration. Jeff stood there, his mouth slightly opened, lost for words… He wasn't sure what to do, but his instincts made him wrap his arms around Nick, quietly hush on him. Nick just stood there, frozen.

Suddenly the door slammed open, and Nick almost jumped out of Jeff's arms. Jeff sighed irritated, as Blaine, David and Trent stormed into the room, sending a killer look at Jeff. "What happened, we heard you scream?" Trent asked Nick concerned, though his eyes were on Jeff.

Nick just stood there, opening his mouth a few times, glaring at Jeff, and hoping he would come with an answer, rescuing him… But Jeff just stood there, with a smirk solid planted on his lips, watching Nick.

"Nothing", Nick whispered, with an unbelievable quiet voice, before tears streamed down his still lightly flushed cheeks, again, and he ran out of the room, while he burrowed his fingers into his head, giving small whimpers of pain.

Blaine, David and Trent all as one sent Jeff another killer look.