chapter two is up! it's shorter than I wanted it to be.. I hope that this chapter is content in the hearts of my readers, Please, don't be shy, Review!
I'm working on the third chapter, but alas, between gifted, pre-AP, classes and marching band practice, I barely have time to write, and when I do, it's for a new story.
It'll be ShikaKiba, for my friend's birthday, and I will be in need of some inspiration. other than that, please proceed in reading this really short chapter, I'm afraid that this story is going to end up in the garbage. So, don't get attached so quickly. I'm probably just going to finish this off.
For the first time in quite a few hours, Toshiya felt the increasingly warm rays of sun on his face, he saw the fleshy red that was the inside of his eyelid also. His eyelashes where sticking together from sleep and pupils were still, most probably, dilated from the dark, so he didn't try to open them. Toshiya felt the throbbing headache he had acquired at some point in the last few minutes that he was conscious, and his whole body was sore. Toshiya began to wonder about where he was, and how he got there, although a part of him knew that he wouldn't want to know. His torso shivered slightly, he noticed that his arms weren't next to him as they usually would be, his legs were also in a queer position. Toshiya opened his eyes and saw blurry light, it stung his eyes. He saw dark purple walls and part of a dark four poster, immediately knew whose home it was, and his mind snapped awake at the realization; He had slept with Kaoru, or at least slept in his bed. Frightened of what could have happened, toshiya pulled his arms and legs from their current position, stretched out, and found that he couldn't. Toshiya always had somewhat more self control than everyone in the band. He was lucky he had so much self control too, or else he would have screamed the moment he found out that he was chained to the bed in that position.
Toshiya, being the critical thinker he was, decided to look at his surroundings. The sunlight illuminated the room, therefore the windows were open, Toshiya deduced that much. He also found out, by simply looking around, that Kaoru must have been awake for a while, because the room was spotless, except for the bed's comforter lying on the floor next to the bed. Toshiya knew that he was lacking clothing, he just didn't know where they could possibly be. The thought of Kaoru bursting into the room at anytime frightened him greatly, It was quite embarrassing. Trapped in Kaoru's room naked while Kaoru was somewhere around the apartment, Toshiya's thoughts drifted to happened the night before, just what exactly happened?
Soon after getting to Kyo's party Toshiya was practically forced to be the drink free host while Kyo was somewhat intoxicated, plus he was talking to the men from the record label, and talked to all the fans, mostly women. After around thirty minutes of talking, anyone would be thirsty, the nearest fan, an obnoxiously loud girl, got some fruit punch for him, he had to smile and thank her politely. One cup of fruit punch turned into two, and two to four. Soon enough, Toshiya was almost as smashed as the rest of the band, and his personality seemed to do a 180.
" Kaou! I love joooouuu!" Toshiya shrieked from across the room, Kaoru wasn't at all freaked out by the outburst, in fact he expected it and played it off as if it was fan service. Kaoru walked towards the parting crowd and wrapped his arm around Toshiya's waist, Toshiya smiled brightly and laughed when he tripped over himself. The fans knew that Kaoru was joking, and Kaoru knew that he was joking, Toshiya, being the drunken idiot that he was, thought that the actions that took place were Kaoru and the fans being serious. " Kaou! Tell me you love me!" Toshiya whispered loudly into Kaoru's ear, Loud enough for the fans to hear.
" Later Totchi," Kaoru joked, when the fans gawked at him, Kaoru felt increasingly uncomfortable holding Toshiya's waist, it was too weird. Toshiya's mood suddenly switched from playful to something dark and lustful. He wrapped his arms around Kaoru's shoulders and kissed his cheek, something that made the fans go wild and Kaoru blush. " Toshiya, that's taking it a little too far…" Kaoru whispered into Toshiya's ear, using a soft voice to make sure that the fans wouldn't hear. Toshiya shook his head and kissed Kaoru's cheek again, this time the proximity was much closer to Kaoru's lips. To the fans it seemed like Kaoru was whispering sweet nothings into Toshiya's ear, encouraging him to kiss him. The fans shrieked again, Kaoru started to walk away, but Toshiya's hold on his shoulders stopped him. Normally, Kaoru didn't take crap from anyone, especially his friends, when Kaoru said " stop", he meant stop. The only thing making Kaoru unable to punch Toshiya was the emotion synonymous to love he felt for him. Kaoru sighed deeply and turned around to have toshiya kiss him square on the lips, as the fan girls went wild. Toshiya, if he was the real Toshiya, would have been aghast at even suggesting that action, and now, he was doing it. Kaoru was dumbstruck; His brain wasn't functioning at the normal pace that anyone's would, He wasn't sure which pace it was going himself. Kaoru decided to take action and pulled away from a still-puckering-his-lips toshiya and pulled him into the bathroom, which was isolated.
" what the hell was that toshiya?" Kaoru yelled once they were sure they were isolated.
" what the hell was what?" Toshiya asked, placing his index finger on his cheek, his mouth opened and puckered to make an 'o', all together this looked quite innocent and coy.
" the ki- Goddamnit Toshiya! You know what the hell I'm talking about!" Kaoru was about to fall into the trap of explaining what Toshiya clearly already knew, figuring out this trap Kaoru was beginning to get quite irritated.
" you mean this?" Toshiya said, leaning in for another kiss, Kaoru moved away, and cussed at him.
" don't you like me Kaou?" Toshiya said making an obnoxious 'cute' voice. Kaoru looked at him in confusion, Toshiya never acted this way, 'it's probably the alcohol', he thought ' I mean, Toshiya was always shy, maybe he's coming out of his shell.' While lost in his thoughts, Kaoru failed to notice Toshiya move towards him slowly, even though he was in plain sight, and kiss him softly on the lips. Kaoru pushed Toshiya away from him, quite flabbergasted and angry. No one kisses Kaoru Niikura without Kaoru Niikura's permission.
" Toshiya, why are you doing this?" Kaoru yelled quite angrily.
" I looove you Kaou, that's why" Toshiya said grabbing on to Kaoru again, most likely to keep from falling down.
" you don't." Kaoru said plainly, his aura seemed dark before, now it was deadly. Toshiya looked at Kaoru dead in the eyes, and repeated the three words that Kaoru didn't believe the first few times said. That time, in the bathroom, Kaoru believed Toshiya, and kissed him.
Toshiya sighed when memories failed to play in proper sequence for him. He couldn't understand how memories from just a few hours ago couldn't come to his brain. He felt like pulling out his hair, if only he could use his hands, anything but his torso lay useless tied by chain to the four poster bed. He dreaded the point in time when Kaoru would have to walk in and see him naked and in such a vulnerable position. He remembered everything up to the point where he was talking to a fan girl. At which point something happened, something that Toshiya couldn't quite place his finger on. Toshiya thought about the night and how he spent it, and came up with a blank also. 'It's a conundrum' , he thought.
Kaoru rummaged through the laundry, he had left it for last, like an idiot, and was now stuck surveying the cooking food and checking the washing machine and dryer for his ,and Toshiya's from yesterday, clothes. The wash was quite annoying for Kaoru, that's why he always planned it to be first, and always left it for last, being the procrastinator he was. Last night was something that Kaoru was quite busy thinking about. He and Toshiya had slept together, and Toshiya was a completely different man, much more outgoing than he normally would be. Also, Toshiya would have never done anything like that if he had been sober, it was something that made Kaoru quite angry, terrified, and sad and everyone knows that a conflicted Kaoru is a dangerous Kaoru. He wondered about Toshiya, and if he was awake at the moment, something which he was sure of. It was past noon and Kaoru left the windows unblocked by the curtains, the light would hit Toshiya and he would wake up. Kaoru was, at the moment, contemplating opening the door and talking some sense into Toshiya. Kaoru remembered how Toshiya was calling out his name and got shivers. Kaoru refused to fall into temptation and go into his own room, instead he continued to look over the constantly moving clothes and water. It annoyed Kaoru, how Toshiya acted so strangely, and even so, Kaoru was feeling the attraction he for the regular Toshiya for this queer Toshiya too. Kaoru checked his watch and decided that at two o'clock he would release Toshiya from his bindings and talk to him, at the moment he would play coy to the existence of a hung over and naked Toshiya in his bedroom.
When Kaoru kissed Toshiya, his brain stalled. His entire body tensed and froze. Toshiya however wrapped his arms around Kaoru's neck, hands entangling in Kaoru's dark hair. Kaoru felt shocks of electricity shoot up his spine, Toshiya tasted like fruits and alcohol, and a hint of something else, something Kaoru couldn't find a place for in his brain. his hands, which were stationary at his side, decided to grab hold of him. Kaoru then decided to push Toshiya to the nearest sturdy object to regain balance, which just happened to be the sink, and began to kiss him almost ferociously. The sensation of being pushed up against the sink wasn't quite comfortable, however being with Kaoru had a calming effect on him, so Toshiya tried not to think awfully hard on it. His thoughts however, betrayed him; he kept thinking about substituting the sink's faucet with something currently residing in Kaoru's pants. Kaoru's hands moved from Toshiya's hips to his backside. Toshiya's first reaction was to gasp at the sudden change of weight distribution, and it was Kaoru's instinct to stick his tongue down Toshiya's throat. Kaoru smiled when Toshiya's tongue played along with his own, trying to invade the older man's mouth. The war was waged and lost by Toshiya, Kaoru took his victory and decided to explore Toshiya's mouth.
Minutes passed by quite slowly for the two of them. It was something like traveling at light speed, the two of them remained impervious to anything that would affect them normally. Kaoru, who was the only one in the room who was thinking properly at the moment, decided to stop the current actions taking place to think. First of all, they were in the bathroom of Kyo's apartment, anyone could walk in. Secondly, Toshiya wasn't thinking clearly. It just made too much sense to stop the foolishness that Toshiya had unknowingly started with a sip of deadly venom that isn't so venomous. Kaoru panted as if to catch his breath and when he stole a glimpse of Toshiya, whose chest was also heaving up and down with each breath, his anger for leaving the dark haired specimen was rising quite rapidly. Toshiya looked at Kaoru with a feverish look, his rosy lips were parted and, as it seemed to Kaoru, anticipating a kiss. Kaoru, however, looked at his pants instead of taking any chances with Toshiya.
" Kaou…Why'd you stop?" Toshiya said, his voice dripping with false innocence.
"I was enjoying what you were doing, Kaou."
" we're in Kyo's bathroom, and your drunk." Kaoru said, and wondered if anyone was aware of the fact that Toshi and Kaou had disappeared.
" I'm not druuuunk!" Toshiya said and wrapped his arms around Kaoru's neck and kissed his cheek. " so what if we're in Kyo's bathroom? I want to show my love for you Kaou!"
" I'm taking you home, and you're going to sleep off the alcohol. You may love me, but you're drunk as hell and not available to elaborate, and I'm sure as hell that I'm not going to take advantage of you." Kaoru pulled Toshiya's arms off of him and walked him out of the bathroom and ,to the displeasure of the fan girls, out of the apartment. The hall was crowded with people who wanted to get into the apartment, although no one important ever waited. The walk was somewhat embarrassing for Toshiya, although he was too busy trying to loosen the grip on his wrist to notice the many stares burning holes onto the back of his head. The trip back was significantly more time consuming without Toshiya's cooperation, but Kaoru didn't seem to mind. Toshiya wrapped both of his arms around Kaoru's neck, effectively tripping himself. Kaoru sighed and lifted the taller man into his arms, bridal style, and walked the rest of the way to his apartment. Toshiya laid his head on Kaoru's shoulder and hummed his part of Dir En Grey's newest song. Kaoru sighed as he walked into the elevator with the drunk bassist, and pushed the appropriate button. The elevator ride was actually quite short, Toshiya had actually stayed put in Kaoru's arms and decided not to talk or to do anything stupid. The walk to his apartment door however, was quite aggravating for the lead guitarist. Toshiya started to fidget and began to whisper vulgar things into Kaoru's ear.
The clock struck one and Kaoru sighed as he took the darks out of the washing machine and loaded them into the dryer. The self invoked waiting period was passing by slowly, He wondered about the bassist's thoughts on the ordeal; was he embarrassed? Ashamed? Proud?
Kaoru shook his head and continued to watch the clothes spin inside the washing machine's drum. His thoughts drifted to the night before again.
His hands shook as he attempted to push the key into the lock, anyone's would if they were trying to convince a drunk man, and very attractive, man NOT to have sex with him. Kaoru was really trying to avoid any eye contact with the younger man, but it was going to kill him if Toshiya kept purring, slurred, sweet nothings into his ear. Kaoru's pants were also much too tight for him at the moment, in the end he'd soon have to " finish" that. Finally the key fit into the lock, Kaoru thanked the gods in his head, he turned that sick bastard and opened his door.
Toshiya wondered what the time was, he wondered why the hell Kaoru wasn't in the room yet, and most of all, he wanted ANSWERS.
at the moment, that is all, Please be ready for more to read.
