CHAPTER 2

We just couldn't wait D:

sorry 8D

.. okay so sorry the last chapter was a bit short.. this one as well..

But we still love you? 8D

AND BIG TIME RUSH OF COURSE 3

James pov

We came back to the apartment after the match.

"LOGAN, YOUR MINE!"

Carlos looks so sad.

"If you hurt him, I'll kill you." Carlos looks so serious.

I get where he is coming from. We both love Logan very much.

I walk away. I've already made plans on the way home from the ice hockey track. I'm going to take Logan out on a date. Everybody else, but us, will be gone out to a party. We couldn't go because Gustavo wants us to be at Roque Records at 6 in the morning.

I take my phone and call Guitar Guy.

As soon as it starts to get dark I walk up to Carlos.

"I'm going to take Logan out. Please do as if you're busy and make Kendall do something, I don't want it to be too obvious."

Carlos' eyes look sad. His big dogeyes are a bit teary.

"Ok."

"Sorry Carlos."

I can't stand him so sad. It makes me wanna hug him and say "Ok Carlos, Logan is yours now." But I can't. I'm in love with Logan too.

Then we see Logan and Kendall come back. They had to go out shopping for Kelly. Carlos walks up to Kendall and asks him something. They both walk away.

"Oh god.. Erhmm.. Logie? I left something at the pool. Would you mind going with me?"

"No of course. Why not?"

Oh Logan, you're such a gentle person.

We both walk to the pool and Logan starts to look a bit confused.

"There is no one here?"

"No there is that party remember?"

"Oh yeah. Haha. Of course." He laughs so damn cute.

I just want to kiss him, right here right now. But I can't.

I walk up to the campfire place and sit down. I sign Logan that he has to come and sit next to me. That is the sign for Guitar Guy to start playing.

"James, what's going on?"

I just sit there. Enjoy Logan, this is all for you. This is the feeling you give me all the time. You are beautiful like the stars, as bright as the moon, as peaceful as the unmoving water and as soft as the music. I want to tell you how much I love you, but it would ruin everything.

I'm still not sure whether I'm 'him' or not.

Slowly I take his hand. He looks a bit uncomfortable.

I start to kiss his hand, and slowly move my face closer to his. He blushes and turns his head away.

"James, don't… We shouldn't."

Softly I push his face back towards mine. Slowly I lean over and start to kiss him.

He is the softest, sweetest, best, gentlest kisser I've ever kissed!

Guitar Guy continuous playing and the moment feels perfect.

Until Logan pushes me away, softly.

"James.. James we should go to sleep. I'm tired and tomorrow…"

"Yeah, I know." I whisper back.

Logan stands up and lends me his hand to get up myself. I thank Guitar Guy and give him his money. Logan is already inside, waiting for me. His face looks neutral. Is he happy? Angry? Sad? Mad? In love?

I hate it when I'm so insecure!

Carlos pov

"Ssssssht, don't wake Kendall and Carlos." James, you're terrible with holding your voice.

"Ok."

Logan sounds a bit weird. Did something happen? I'm going to hurt James if Logan is hurt!

After a night without any sleep my alarm goes off. 5 in the morning. I hate you, Gustavo!

I get up and walk to the bathroom. When I look in the mirror my face turns pale. I'm covered in bruises! Kendall and Gustavo are going to be pissed again. Hooray.

"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED TO YOU?"

"Goodmorning… Logan? What are you doing here?"

"Sorry for coming in without permission, but seriously Carlos: What did you do?"

"I guess James"

Logan turns pale. Something did happen last night! That son of a bitch!

"That ice hockey match?"

I nod.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry Carlos. I didn't know… This is all my fault!"

What is he talking about?

"I should never had brought it up. You guys were so bussy trying to find something you both could do for a match… You must have been arguing about something really important! I'm so sorry!"

"What are you talking about? It's not your fault at all!"

Why is he so nice and thoughtful.

"What was the match about. What could you win?"

I decided to keep quiet. He had no idea. Basically he really was the cause of my bruises, but not directly.

Suddenly Logan's face is close to mine. He is checking my facial bruises. I feel my cheeks turning red. I turn away. I lost to James

James won Logan.

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