This'll be ALL in Barrett's POV -point of view-. Just because I can. The POVs might change every so often. I hope ya'll don't mind. I think I'm better at writing POVs, anyway. Enjoy the fanfic~
His house... Is so warm... But maybe it's because... I'm around him.
I can't just look at his back. I need to look at him. Just to see him smile like he always does.
It's not fair. I'm so jealous of Mana. But she'll never feel the way I feel for Kyle. I would have walked out into the snow just to see him. And I did. So what if you get a little cold, it won't matter. As long as your with the one you love, nothing matters.
I put my elbow on the table and rest my head on my hand. I sigh.
Kyle... If I stay here any longer, I won't be able to hold back anymore. Please. Hury up. So I can go to sleep. And forget everything for a couple hours. You don't know how much this hurts. To see you with someone else. To see that you've had a child. With her.
Kyle, it's been 7 years. 7 fucking years. Why...? Why..? Why didn't I tell you how I felt when I frist met you?
I put my other elbow atop of the table, and hid my face in my hands.
When I lifted up my face back up, I saw Kyle looking at me, with that smile that I wanted to see so badly. He put a bowl of soup on the table in front of me with a spoon in it. He gave the same to his daughter. Then put one in front of an empty chair that I guess he'll be sitting in.
"...Thanks..." I said, in a rather quiet voice.
"Sorry, Barrett. I didn't think you'd be coming. I would have made you fish or something. I hope you can settle with vegetables and broth... Ehehheh..." Kyle said, with a nervous smile now. Kyle, I don't care. As long as you made it, I'll eat it.
"It's ok. You didn't know... Not your fault..."
We ate and talked a little with each other.
When we were all done, Kyle took the dishes and washed them.
I'm so damn tired right now... I just... Want to sleep... And forget... Everything...
I could feel my eyes start to close.
I crossed my arms on top of the table, and hid my face in them. I closed my eyes, and thought of Kyle. He was the only way I could sleep at night. This is why I love sleeping; I get to see my beloved. Even though it's just the thought of him, it makes me happy. I can at least think of how it would feel to be with him.
Before I knew it, about an hour has passed before Kyle woke me up.
He shook me a little bit. I turned my head to the side and opened my eyes.
"You must be really tired, Barrett," Kyle said, looking at me with his beautifull eyes, "I'll let you sleep in Aria's room or something. Me and her can share. Right, sweetie?" He smiled and looked at his daughter. She smiled right back and said, "Ok!" while coloring in a picture of a duck in a coloring book.
"Thanks..." I said, trying to hold back a yawn.
Kyle looked at me. "We can go upstairs and I'll give you some sleep wear or somethin, K?" He got up. I got up as well.
I'll finally be alone with him... Maybe... I can tell him... Or maybe I should just... Be Quiet
Humming Witch: Yeah, I know, there are no "ducks" in the game, but... Oh well. Aria just calls it a duck. Yup. Well, sorry this chapter's a bit short. They'll be more words in the chapters to come. :) I hope you don't mind the POVs switching places all of the time. Most of the time it'll only be Barrett and Kyle's POVs, because they are the main characters in this fanfic.
