Summery -When he left, I felt like it was the end of forever, and then I met my sun, the light that broke me out of the darkness I was encased in. everything was great, he was my best friend, and then the love of my life, until they came back and everything changed.
Hard goodbyes
laying on the cold forest floor his words run through my mind like a broken record, each time making the hole in my chest bigger and deeper.
Bella I don't want you anymore, im sorry that I kept it going on this long but your just not right for me
"You don't love me?"
"Bella, it was all just a game, and im board with you, I've moved on this will be the last time you see me"
And just like that he was gone without a care in the world, he found someone else to love. Probably someone as cold as he was someone who was a vampire someone less breakable.
Sobs shook my body as I laid on the hard damp ground he was gone and I was never going to see him again, or the people I hade came to think of as family.
The night grew darker as I laid there a prayed that death would come quickly, and then I felt arms wrap firmly around me and someone was whispering in my ear
"It's going to be okay Bella, I've got you" they said but the only words I could utter out of my mouth were "he's gone" Just like a broken record until darkness came rushing toward me.
When I woke in the morning all of last night came back too me and I felt like my body was going to rip in half. The hole in my chest was bigger and I clutched at my sides too ease the pain but it only became worse. Silent tears were streaming down my face and soon my body was shaking with them. When they finally stopped I buried my self under the cover and tried to close my eyes, and that's when the flash backs of last night started. The pain was so bad that I screamed and tears were again falling from my eyes. Charlie barged into my room and was at my side trying to calm me but it barley helped. And soon after I had ran out of tears darkness gracefully swept over me.
(4 months later)
The dreams came more often and so did the pain im my chest when ever I thought about them. I could tell that Charlie was worried so I tried to pretend that everything was okay but I knew that he heard me at night and I knew that he could tell. I was a zombie, or at least that's what it feels like, I don't really see anything anymore. My so called friends at school snicker at me as I pass. Say things that I don't even bother to care about. When I got home from school there was a note on the counter, Charlie had gone to the Black's house and he wanted me to drive over. Walking upstairs to my room I garbed a sweat shirt and a pair of pants and followed the map to a little house by first beach.
The house that Charlie was at was merely just a red shack I walked up the muddied path to the door and before I could knock I heard a mumbled "come in".
When I walked into the house I was welcome with its warmth, Billy and Charlie were sitting in the living room watching the game.
"Hi dad" I said as I walked over too Charlie and kissed him on the cheek.
"Hey Billy, how you doing" I asked trying to start a conversation.
"Im good, you" he asked and I heard the real question behind what he had said.
I swallowed the lump in my throat and answered.
"I—im good" I said but I knew he could tell it was a lie.
"Well Bella I know you don't want to sit out hear with us old farts, Jake is out back" he said and I smiled and walked out the door and followed the path to the garage.
Walking into the garage I was greeted by two warm arms rapped around my waist and I yelped in surprise.
"Bella, I've missed you" Jake said as he spun me around.
"Jake, can't breath" I said and he set me down muttering im sorry.
"How have you been bells" he said and I smiled at the name.
"Well, I've been better" I said and he looked at me with pitiful eyes. And I felt the tears start to form and I tried to pull them back but they just kept coming. And soon I was sobbing my body shaking with them and I felt jakes warm arms wrapping around me as I cried onto his shoulder.
"Shhh, Bells I wont let anything hurt you" was all I heard before I drifted off to sleep.
(Jake)
When bells fell asleep in my arms I could help but want to rip the throats out of those bloodsuckers for what they did to her. I carried bell into the house getting looks form Billy and her father.
"She just cried herself to sleep, im going to put her in my room and let her sleep it off" I said and they both nodded there hear in understanding. I laid Bella on my bed and left the room.
"Dad, Im going for a run, I need to blow off some steam" I said and I rushed out the back door striping my clothes to run on all fours.
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