The Morphagus
Chapter 2
By Cathy-Ann
Thirty six years before Harry Potter was born, there was a halfblood inheritor of the Walker line and the Lakota Shaman line. Those in the Walker line who inherited their supernatural powers were always female. Those in the Lakota Shaman line were always male. So how did one person inherit magical ability thru both lines at the same time.
In the second great war or the world war two as the mundanes called it, a event happened in which fraternal twins merged in the womb. Thus 'two became one' which meant the female twin inherited the Walker lineage and the male twin inherited the Lakota Shaman lineage, even though both embryonic twins merged into one embryo.
When fraternal twin embryo's merge they become a mosaic hermaphrodite, with two DNA structures: one for each of the twins they came from, that merge in the womb.
Nevertheless the baby's parents were not thrilled. However the doctor in the city told the parents the best thing they could do was to move to a big city where it was more likely there would be a doctor who could try and treat the baby as presently in there was no treatment.
age 2 to age 5
Years later even though the kid had 80 of the female organs and 40 of the male ones, the dad found a doctor that agreed with him, hide the female invoke the male. Fold inside, close up and sew shut the external female labia and inject male hormones to cause the female organs to be partially absorbed and cause the male one to develop enough so it looks masculine.
Years later 1949 - 1952
By age five the kid showed signs of mental abilities not normally associated with people. She/he showed the ability of Levitation, telekinesis, elemental genesis [changing one element into another, Teleportation [going from one place to another place instaneously, control over the wind, fire, water, gravity and even bodies in space like meteoroids.
They were few and far between such instance. Yet even so they were mind boggling and scary to those without any such ability. While it was not considered to be magic, it was the foundation from which magic came forth from due to the 'Sons of God who came down from the heavens', the Nephlihem who married the daughters of man and had children by them.
Perhaps the kid who at age 3 had spoken to God in a church caused it, even though the kid was promptly removed from the church. Some adults do not want their kids speaking in tongues at an early age, especially when they do not believe in it.
His dad told him, "You cannot do that. It is impossible to do it." and so in time that which he could have done became impossible for him to do, because he came to believe it was impossible for him to do it. He realized he had better not tell his dad anything else or he would lose the ability to do that also. He lost his abilities in time due to the educational systems at that time that taught the kids not to have faith/trust in anything you could not prove nor see or feel.
Years later 1952 - 1957
NEGATIVE REINFORCEMENT-be a man or be in pain
The first 8 year pass without too much incident other than a lack of trust in his dad. After that puberty begins to emerge and to prevent the child from developing into a girl, the parents take her to a doctor and have her injected with male hormones to make sure she turns into a boy. Yet the child still behaves as though he were a she and not a he, so 'she' has to be trained to behave like a boy instead of behaving like a girl.
Whenever the child acts like a girl, the dad make fun of 'her' and calls the child a sissy and says boys do not act like that, only girls. 'Gee, well of course, you idiot I am a girl.'
One day the dad cannot stand it anymore. His freak son is still acting like a girl. He tells the kid he has to choose as he cannot be both, he has to be either a male or a female, but not both. The kid being too smart for herself asks why she has to be a 'either or'. If she becomes only a he or only a she, then she would only be able to use one half of her brain. As both she can use all of her brain. That was not what her dad wanted to hear and he says so as he gets angry. Finally the kid says then if she has to choose, then she would prefer to be only a girl instead of only a boy.
BAM, her dad slaps her face and knocks her out cold. He drags her to the front yard and lays her out on the lawn. He tells at his wife to bring out the shears. She wakes up and her dad is sitting on her chest and waist, pinning her arms to her side., She tries using her legs to kick him. She tries moving her head wildly. He slaps her again, after he has sheared off half of her hair. Then he takes her to the barber shop and has her hair butched off her head. Now she looks like a boy.
From the kids 8th to 11th birthday the kid was spanked by his dad with a leather belt. It seemed the kid could not do anything to please his dad. What was worse was that his dad was gullible. He believed his wife Pat whenever she told him that his son had been bad. So he belted him with the leather belt. The kid was whipped with the belt about once a week.
Then the neighbors and her brothers got into the act. About 90 of the time she got whipped for someone lying about her and her gullible parents believing the liars. She comes to the understanding that adults believe and adult before they will believe their child.
While the whippings did not kill the girl, it sure hardened her into behaving like a boy. Only 'he' displayed all of the negatives of masculinity seeing as how that was all he was shown. He learned his dad was a coward and cowards are not capable of showing compassion or mercy because they have none. Cowards only have their cowardice and they know it.
One of the first things to go was his A- grade average. From the 2nd to 6th grades his GPA went from 3.95 down to 3.0. From his 7th to 9th year it plummeted down to 2.0. After that it sank as low as it could get. It is hard to study for your classes, when young men are trying to murder you.
His paintings changed from light and airy outdoor scenes to rooms filled with red an black shapes with yellow explosions. By the time he could nearly finish such a dark painting he would rip and tear them apart. He hated what he felt inside. He wanted to destroy the world or at least all the people he knew because they were insane. He wanted them all dead. A earth cleansed by nuclear fire. Later his dreams consisted of nuclear attacks wiping out entire cities.
However from his 11th birthday onward to within about 3 months of the kids 14th birthday, his dad used a 'switch' on him. The switch was a newly grown green branch from the pepper tree in the front yard, those little branches that grow near the base of older tree's, nice and green and flexible.
The kid did not act manly enough according to his dad. The kid could sculpt with clay and best of all he could paint pictures, because at age 8 he won a painting contest. The principal of O'Melveney Avenue Elementary School was supposed to return the painting at the end of the summer of 1952. He never did. When the kid came around to collect his painting, they refused to give it to him. He never got it back. He was an artist and a very good one, but his dad considered artists as being queers and sissies. What can you expect from a dad growing up in a farming community with only an 8th grade education.
As if the beatings were not enough he had nightmares, terrible nightmares where a dark evil creature was attacking him. The strange thing though was that in the dream he was a girl and the evil dark creature had his dads face. These nightmares began after his 8th birthday and proceeded until a few months before his 14 birthday.
Then his dreams changed. He was in the back seat of his parents car, doors locked to keep him in the car. The rest of his family was inside a church building singing and having fun. He was not allowed to enter a church. Probably because the one time he was allowed to enter a church around age 3, he fussed and fussed until his dad picked him up and put him on his shoulders. At that time the kid raised his hands over his head and began speaking in an unknown language. He was promptly taken out to the car and locked in the back seat. Maybe that is why he had dreams where his parents never let him go to church. Adults are not endeared by three year olds speaking in tongues.
A lot of the kids in the neighborhood were talented. To prevent their sons from being queers or sissies they started up a cub scout pack. They became Cub Scout Pack 116 of the Mission District in San Fernando Valley. His dad became one of the first Pack Leaders. This way the men had a chance to meet their kids parents. The kids were taught all the things to be a nice manly cub scout. They had weekly meetings so as to learn how to do craft things, the kinds of things that KIT CARSON allegedly did when he walked thru the Sierra Nevada mountains into California in the early 1800's. KIT CARSON was considered to have been the first white man to enter California. He wasn't.
The Spanish were in California before the Mayflower sailed to what is now known as Plymouth Rock, Mass. The Spanish founded the missions in San Diego, San Juan Capistrano, San Fernando, Santa Barbara, San Luis Obispo and San Jose. This was long before any white man from the american colonies walked into California. Wgile the spanish were 'white men' the non-spanish did not consider them 'white'.
Kids always like to get together. When he was in the cub scouts he had friends, but by the time he was around his 11th birthday, the kids began to change, except for him. By his 11th birthday he was in the Boy Scouts Troop 116 of the Mission District of San Fernando Valley. The manliness of the boys meant you learned to lust after girls wile pretending to serve God and country. The older boys would make jokes about some part of a girls anatomy, but not in front of their buddies who had sister's.
His dad told him about a camping trip they were going to be going on. His dad forgot to mention that they would be walking a mile uphill carrying all their belongs with them. Their dads drove up the hill to the campsite. After that weekend the kid was of the opinion that while camping trips were nice, hiking was really bad especially if you had to carry all your stuff on your back. He liked the trips but they were becoming more of a 'boys club' thingy. If you did not act like the rest of the boys then they made fun of you and called you 'queer' or morpho. After that whenever a camping trip was to start, after his dad made him get ready for it, he would feel nauseated and throw up.
Back to square one. No matter what you do, if you are not 'one of them' they will know it'.
The way to make manly men really mad at you is for them to see you are gifted with animals. So they do the dumbest thing ever and they teach you to use a gun. Once you understand the the ungodly viewpoint of such men and those who deny the existence of God and that man is an animal then it become really easy to transpose killing animals as being a manly thing. Same for humans who are after all, animals. Hence in the transposing it becomes just as easy to kill human animals as a manly thing to do.
Fortunately the kid already knew about God, whom had revealed the presence of HIS mind to the kids mind in a dream. The kid knew who GOD was yesterday, today and tomorrow, when the kid was 8 years old. Besides there was no reason to kill an animal. Most food could be purchased in a store unless you were living out in the countryside and were not near a store.
So now the dad who got you involved in the manly arts of scouting, is back to whipping you again, only this time he does it every other day. To make sure you 'act like a man' he makes sure your school electives are all in the working trades. No art, home econmics nor theatre arts classes.
You are going to be a manly man even if it kills you, which it does not do even after you are electrocuted a few times. There is nothing like a good electrocution to relax you and help you to sleep and not feel so depressed.
Likely you do not feel as depressed because you have suffered memory loss and forgot that you were depressed.
In time, from the 8th grade onward as the end of each year approached the kid would pray on the way to school asking God to keep him alive another year as the kid was very afraid of getting murdered by the guys from school.
So much for friendship's. By this time the coach in gym class has pulled the kid out of the class and placed the kid into a class that does not exist. The kid gets to exercise during class, then leave early and shower when no one else is in there, then get dressed and get out of the locker room before the rest of the gym class goes into the locker room for their showers.
A few years later in high school after the coach find out the kid is ditching taking a shower, he orders the kid to take a shower. The kid does so and the coach watches the kid closely. After that he tosses the kid several towels and tells the kid never again shower in his locker room as they want men in the locker room, not freaks. He also pulls the kid out of the gym class and the kid get the exercise routine, again. The nice thing about exercise is that your muscles get stronger and so do you.
In the summer of 1956 the kid and his brother were walking across the campus of San Fernando Jr. High School on a saturday afternoon, when 12 blacks came up to them. The oldest one told the kid they were not sure if he was a boy or a girl, but they were going to find out. If he was a girl then they were going to use her like boys used girls, but if he was a boy then they would use him like men use boys.
Whether it was magic, or the kids knowledge of Ju Jitsu or the intervention of GOD: of the 4 who pulled knives only one managed to slice his arm from wrist to elbow. Those with knives died with their knives still in their hands, with their knives shoved thru their chests where their hearts were located. Of the others, 4 had broken distal femur fractures and 3 had broken larynx's and one managed to run away. His name was James Morehead. He hated white people. Maybe it was because he was half black and half white.
The kid and his brother ran home like 'the blue blazes' never so afraid in their lives. The event fades from their memories.
Year 1957
A camping trip to Bass Lake, over the summer of 1957 when the kid was 13 years old. He met some girl scouts and traded comic books. Someone lied and said he had been having sex with the girls, which he had not done. The girl scout Lady came down to talk to the scoutmaster, his dad. He was accused of having sex with all the girl scouts in the cabin. He said someone was lying because he did not have sex with any of them. He only swapped comic books. His dad hauled off and hit him and knocked him to the ground. He got back up as his dad grabbed him by the collar. He stood up and his dad told him to apologize to the lady scout leader.
He said, "I have nothing to apologize for, because I do not think of girls like the rest of the boys do." [ the 4 'F's joke. find them, feel them, fornicate them, forget them at which time as his dad tried to hit him again the kid scooted out of the way of his dad. He ran down to the other end of the table. His dad told him to apologize for his behavior. The kid shook off his jacket and ran and dove into the lake. He swam out a few hundred yards, then stepped up out of the water to walk on the sandbar just under the surface about a 1 1/2 miles across Lake and then swam the rest of the way to the boat dock at the general store. He dried off the best he could, but considering he was wearing a t-shirt, shorts and tennis shoes there was not much to dry off.
He walked inside the general store to the cafe to get something to eat. His paper money was wet. He was sipping a coffee and eating a burger and fries when the assistant scoutmaster showed up. He told the kid that a boy has confessed to lying about what had happened.
The assistant told him that his dad sent him over there to bring him back. The kid said he had to finish his food first. The cafe owner asked the kid where he swam in from. The assistant scout master said the kid swam in from the scout camp about a mile away. The cafe owner said it was at least 1 1/2 miles across the lake. He could get a swimming merit badge for distance swimming. The Assistant Scoutmaster managed to get the kid to go back with him. He drove the kid back.
Once they got back his dad was around there, but did he apologize to his kid. Adults do not apologize to kids even when the adult is wrong, which is why the kid never trusts that adult again.
During the child's youth from her to him, he was told time and again as his dad whipped him, "you will get arrested and go to jail. when the cops call me on the telephone, i will tell them to keep you." His dads all time favorite was, "I want your promise you will act like a man". Usually he shouted this at his kid while he whipped him. He would whip the kid while the kid curled up into the fetal position and put his arms over his head to protect his face. His dad would not stop whipping him until the kid promised. His brothers were forced to stand there and watch him get whipped.
So, after taking all the pain he could handle he would tell his dad 'i promise' even though he knew it was a lie and he knew his dad would be whipping him again for lying to him. This happened every other day. In a few years he got used to the pain. His mind changed too. Instead of begging his dad not to whip him his temperament changed to one of anger. The kid understood that people like his dad had no mercy in them and they deserved none in return.
You could beg and plead and they would never quit hurting you. In time you no longer collapse on the ground from the pain. Your mind has 'steeled' itself against the pain. Your rage and anger has provided the means to over ride the pain.
Your rage and anger provides the fuel to strike back, perhaps by picking up the truck transmission off of the ground and throwing it at your dad, over handed. Even if you miss him he will understand you are not a weakling anymore.
