"You spend so much time trying to bring balance to the galaxy, that you forget your first priority."

She took his hand into her own, and Anakin felt a shiver run through him, the sensation forcing his hairs to stand on end. It vanished just as quickly as it had come, and in its aftermath came…peace. Total peace, in the slump of his shoulders, the deepening of his breath and the low hum of the Force in his ears. He had never felt so connected to it, so calm and composed.

It felt like he could move mountains, draw water from the driest of planets, and raise a city from the earth itself. Anakin slowly opened his eyes, regretful at having to lose the feeling so quickly. It was the first time he had come to her for guidance and despite his initial doubt (he personally didn't think he needed her help), she had a way of making him feel at ease. It wasn't half bad, she was incredibly perceptive and even though it made him wary at first, he had grown used to it.

Now she was teaching him in a way he had never been taught. It was refreshing, and considering his curious nature, she had held his attention quite easily.

"What was that?"

"That was your first priority. Forget the galaxy for a moment, it survived long before you entered this world, and it will survive long after you have left it." She smiled reassuringly. "For now, bring peace to your own mind."

"Will it always feel like that?"

"In time, yes. The question, is whether you are willing to give it time." He had spent this long learning the ways of the Jedi already, and he would continue to do so.

It was something he could definitely get used to. Not only did it make him feel stronger, but the serenity allowed him to think clearly…something he had struggled with for a long time. He often let his emotions get the better of him, granted, he didn't want them to rule his mind, but he couldn't always help it. He meditated (or at least attempted to) more often than he would have liked, but feeling first hand what it could be like…if it felt anything like that then maybe it wasn't so bad.

Yes, he was willing.

"How long did it take you?" Anakin asked, looking more and more curious the longer their session stretched.

"A long time. It took your Master longer still." She laughed softly at the memory of a rebellious Obi-Wan in his younger days. So different from the logical Jedi she now knew, but looking back on the old memories, she was proud to have seen him grow into the man he had become.

"Really?" Anakin cocked a brow.

It was strange to see Obi-Wan not excel at something. He always seemed to get himself out of every mess, one way or another. He was talented with a lightsaber and made all the right choices where his missions were involved - even if Anakin didn't always agree with those choices.

She nodded slowly. "From a young age, I have experienced a stronger pull to the Force than most."

"You're stronger than my Master." It wasn't a question, merely an observation, but he almost squirmed when she turned her unreadable gaze onto him. He hadn't meant anything by it, Obi-Wan was an excellent Jedi, but some were better than others. Like Master Yoda, for example. He only wanted to compliment her.

And perhaps she would have thought little of it had he not thought the same of himself.

"Tell me, have you surpassed your Master?"

"I-I…" His brows furrowed, unsure of how to answer such a question. It was easy for him to complain to Padmé, but the Senator wasn't part of the Jedi Order.

This was a Jedi Master, one who knew Obi-Wan far longer than he had, and even thinking he was better than his Master felt wrong now. Sure, he could complain as much as he wanted in the heat of the moment, but there was a reason Obi-Wan was a Master - he really was a great Jedi. More importantly, he was Anakin's friend too, a mentor and confidant who Anakin should not have been speaking ill of. He felt guilt flood him, avoiding her knowing eyes much like his Master did when he was trying to hide something.

"I am rarely sent out on missions, though I do specifically remember the first time I left the Temple." She bit her lower lip lightly to hide a bittersweet smile, ignoring his clear confusion at the sudden change in subject. "I was captured by a bounty hunter, and my connection to the Force was blocked the moment my hands were bound. Had it not been for your Master, I likely would have died."

"How?" He frowned at the thought, before quickly adding, "If you don't mind me asking!"

She chuckled at his consideration.

"You see, while I'm proud of my strength in the Force, I'm significantly weakened if my connection to it is lost. Obi-Wan does not share this problem, he is skilled with a lightsaber and I am not." She shrugged her shoulders, as if it didn't bother her at all. And Anakin soon realised that it didn't - that was her point.

Her weakness was one of his Master's greatest strengths, regardless of how well she manipulated the Force, it would remain that way and she was okay with that. Similarly, Obi-Wan could never best her without a lightsaber. So who was superior?

The weight of her next words was something he would never forget.

"I sense you will be strong in both, and that will make you an excellent Jedi. But being an excellent Jedi means nothing, if you are not also a good man." Squeezing his shoulder reassuringly, she continued.

"I have only ever known one who truly managed to be both." She shot him a knowing look, one that spoke volumes without her uttering a single word. She knew he doubted Obi-Wan, but he would have to recognise the error in his ways on his own. She would only give him a push in the right direction.

"You wonder why you have not yet been Knighted." His eyes snapped up to give her his full attention, this was a sore spot for him. "It is not because you have more to learn as a Padawan, but rather, because you have more to learn as a man."

Anakin didn't know whether to feel offended or relieved. In a way, he was happy to hear that he had excelled as a Padawan. For so long he had assumed that Obi-Wan was holding him back for no reason, and while her words confirmed that he was good enough in that respect, they also offered him the explanation he had been seeking for months. He knew what was holding him back now, and if he could prove himself in those aspects, then they would Knight him.

"So, I will ask you again…have you surpassed your Master, Anakin?"

"No. I have my strengths and he has his own, there is nothing to surpass." He recited, nodding in understanding. It earned him a small, but proud grin. She knew there was a long way to go for him, but it was a start.

"Patience. Trust. Humility." She tapped his forehead with each word, her grin dying down to a light-hearted smile, and he felt a bashful one of his own form. "These are things that can't be taught, things you must learn on your own. Do this, and you will be a Jedi Master, of that I am sure."

"Thank you." He bowed his head but she could hear the sincerity in his voice. It's what he needed to hear, and it wasn't simply to placate him, she was being honest. "If it's not too much to ask…" He trailed off hesitantly and her lips quirked up.

"I meditate high up on the south side of the temple, you may meet me there at sundown if your Master allows it."

"Oh, he'll allow it." Anakin snorted with a cheeky smile that turned into a full blown grin the moment her calm expression melted away in surprise.

Anakin shrugged. "He never talks about you…except in his sleep." He slyly added, and was pleased to see that she was avoiding his gaze for once. His eyes softened.

"My Master, he mentioned that you…knew." She hummed in acknowledgement, recollecting herself.

"He's never approved before." Anakin frowned. "Whatever you said to him…thank you."

She waved a dismissive hand, as if telling him to think nothing of it. He didn't think she understood just how important this was to him. But then, when she turned her eyes to the horizon longingly, he realised that maybe…maybe she did.


Obi-Wan noted how late it was getting, and still Anakin had not returned. At first, he thought that his Padawan had snuck out to see his Senator, but that soon changed when he remembered that Padmé was away on Naboo for the time being. So there was logically only one other place he could be, and if that was the case, Obi-Wan would have a much harder time scolding him for missing their meeting with Master Windu - the same meeting that Obi-Wan had specifically reminded him not to miss.

Sure enough, two voices could be heard from the small balcony that overlooked the night sky of Coruscant. He didn't want to disturb them, but he was also curious as to what they were discussing this time. He hadn't missed the fact that Anakin was showing more and more control of his emotions, and it was almost concerning to see a calm disposition take the place of his usual outbursts when something inevitably didn't go his way.

"Titles mean nothing if you do nothing to earn them. Simply being called 'The Chosen One' is not enough to make it so. If you spend your life believing it is, then it will never be."

"I think I understand. Even a Sith has the power to save a life, but they are not a Jedi, because that's not what they use their powers for."

"Very good." She smiled her usual warm smile, the contagious one that always had his Master grinning like a fool. It was a chain reaction really, Obi-Wan would smile whenever she smiled, and Anakin would grin out of sheer amusement every time. "I think that's enough for today, you've done well. I'm proud of how far you have come in the past few months, Anakin."

Anakin bowed his head in respect, a bashful smile on his youthful features. It meant the world to him, hearing that he was making progress. He felt better with each of their sessions, like a piece of his mind and heart were cleansed every time he learnt something new. She wasn't unnecessarily vague like some (most) of the other Masters.

It was only when he turned to leave that he saw the true reason for the conclusion of his lesson. Obi-Wan's shoulder was leaning against the stone archway of the balcony, arms crossed as usual and his eyes lingering over Anakin's shoulder a little too long, before finally meeting the gaze of his Padawan.

"Master." Anakin greeted with a nod and a sly smirk, receiving a half-hearted glare from the man in question.

"You will go and find Master Windu to make up for the meeting you missed earlier."

Anakin bit back a grimace. It wasn't that he didn't like Master Windu, he was just a lot more difficult to get along with than most. The last thing he wanted to do was meet with him alone, but Obi-Wan hadtold him not to be late.

"Yes, Master." He nodded, shoulders slumping in defeat.

Obi-Wan's lips twitched in amusement as he watched his Padawan all but drag himself away. He knew Anakin didn't really need to see Master Windu, it wasn't an urgent matter and it could wait until morning…but he hadn't seen her in over a week and he couldn't bring himself to pass up the opportunity. It was selfish, and the knowing look in her eye when he turned his attention to her, was enough to tell him that she knew it too. But she seemed to not mind, if her welcoming smile was anything to go by.

"It seems you have stolen my Padawan." Obi-Wan cocked a brow in amusement, lips quirking up at the corners.

She shot him an apologetic look as he made his way over to stand beside her. It was a familiar situation, the both of them standing side by side overlooking Coruscant. There was no setting sun this time, but he had long since known that she looked just as beautiful under the light of the full moon.

"He is eager to learn."

"I can't say I blame him." The words had slipped out before he could even realise what he was saying, and more importantly, admitting. Obi-Wan felt his heart stop and somehow race at the same time. He had complimented her plenty in the past, but never had he flirted - not with her. He always told himself that if he didn't admit his feelings then she couldn't reject them, he was aware that it would make moving on impossible…but he didn't want to move on. He was happy staying in that grey-area if it meant keeping her in his life, in one way or another.

Despite the slip of his tongue, she -as per usual- showed him mercy. "He reminds me a lot of you, actually. When you were a troublesome Padawan." She beamed at the the indignant scoff he gave her, and bumped her shoulder into his own affectionately.

They said the full moon brought out the wilder side of a person, well Obi-Wan certainly thought he was losing his mind when he carelessly threw his arm over her shoulder and squeezed her into his side in retaliation. All thoughts of rejection evaporated the moment she burst out into laughter and wound her arms around his waist.

The moment he looked down into her shining eyes he knew he had made a mistake. He was already being uncharacteristically bold around her that night, not that she seemed to mind - in fact, he hadn't seen her that happy in a while. Seeing her so content and carefree brought such peace to his mind that Obi-Wan wished he could always be there to put a smile on her face.

But looking into those beautiful eyes just reminded him of everything about her he loved, and he loved her so very much. He was always so rational, pushing his emotions to the side in order to do what was needed of him. So when he looked at her and felt every euphoric emotion a being could feel…he knew he was beyond rational thought.

Perhaps the grey-area wasn't enough after all.

"I have…what I mean to say is, that for a long time I-I…" He sighed in a mix of frustration and disappointment in himself, his grip slackening around her. But she just smiled that smile that melted away all of his concerns and tightened her hold on him - both literally and figuratively.

"I know, Obi-Wan." Her voice held a softness he hadn't anticipated. He didn't really know what he anticipated in the first place. Did he expect her to withdraw the moment he crossed the unseen line between them?

"You…do?" He cocked a brow, shoulders slumping half in defeat and half in relief.

"I have done since you were a Padawan." She admitted.

"Why didn't you say anything?" He asked softly.

He supposed it was good news. The fact that she hadn't pushed him away for so long after knowing of his feelings, reassured him that they could continue as they were regardless of him finally verbalising his thoughts.

"You did not know then, what you know now. You would never have questioned the Code, you would have distanced yourself." She couldn't bare the thought of losing him, and that alone had been enough to silence her in the past.

"I see." He nodded slowly, running a hand across his beard as he so often did when he was deep in thought. "I'm sorry, I know it is not right-" His gaze dropped to the ground in shame.

"Isn't it?" And just like that he was staring at her wide-eyed again. There were no signs of humour on her face, and he realised that she was being entirely serious.

"Sorry?" He all but held his breath.

"Does it feel wrong?" She placed a soft hand against his cheek, her thumb slowly brushing against the short hairs of his beard. "This?"

His eyes slipped shut, and he could not remember a time where he had felt more at peace than there, in that moment. A strong, but gentle hand came to rest upon her own, and hairs tickled at her wrist as he pressed a kiss to her palm.

He finally opened his eyes, that emotion he had previously refused to acknowledge swimming in their depths as they connected with her own.

"No. No, it doesn't." He whispered.

"Because it isn't."

Her soft hand cupped the back of his neck, gently bringing his lips to her own, and the thought of resistance didn't cross his mind once. Right and wrong went out the window the moment he felt her fingers in his hair, and Obi-Wan couldn't have been happier about it. How long had he waited for this moment? How long had they both waited?

With a strong arm wrapped snuggly around her waist, he pulled her closer into his warm embrace and deepened the kiss that he'd been imagining for years. It was only when he remembered that her lips were not a suitable substitute for air that he forced himself to pull away and rest his forehead against hers. For the first time in his life, he realised that he could feel her…not only in the physical sense, but the emotions he had never before been allowed to feel.

Her walls had come tumbling down, and the sudden outpour of emotion had almost knocked what was left of his breath out of him completely. He knew those feelings and he knew them well, he felt the very same ones, and it was for that reason that he also knew that he was ready. Ready to finally cross the line he had drawn long ago, the line he struggled to stay behind every single day from the moment he had met her.

"Show me." His breath ghosted against her lips.

"What?" She sounded just as breathless as he felt.

Obi-Wan slowly pried his eyes open and met her own. "Everything."

His eyes fluttered shut once more as her feather-light fingers traced down his temple and across his bearded jawline. Then, he was travelling through time.


"It is advice you seek, hmm?"

"Yes, Master."

"Talented and powerful, you are. Prone to the Dark Side, is one who holds emotion above virtue."

"I have loved him all my life, Master. Not once have I allowed my feelings to stand in the way of my morals. Whether we are together or apart, my feelings will not change." She quirked a small smile as he old Master hummed somewhat disapprovingly. It was the first time she had admitted it aloud to anyone but herself, and it felt liberating. She loved him, and she was proud to admit it.

"Approve, the Council will not."

"I am not asking the Council, Master." She pointed out, even though he very well knew it. He studied her for a long time, closing his eyes and searching for the right direction within the Force. Soft hands cocooned one of his own, and he felt her familiar presence instantly.

His already wrinkled face scrunched up in concentration, and as the Force guided him through the timeless journey within her mind, he knew exactly what his answer would be. For it was not a young Obi-Wan he had seen giggling in this vision, nor was the waddling toddler beside him his old Padawan despite the resemblance. It was something she had seen long ago, and it brought her more peace than anything else.

"Long now, your Master I have not been." There was a hint of pride in his voice as his wise eyes slowly opened. "Secret, your union you must keep."

She understood that and even felt a tinge of guilt. How many others had wanted the same thing but had always denied themselves? It was hardly fair and could lead to conflict if anyone found out, but they had waited so long for this moment. For the first time in her life, she would be selfish.

"Thank you, Master." Her voice was thick with emotion and she squeezed his hand in gratitude. He knew how much this meant to her, and for all she had done, and all she had yet to do, he knew she had earned her happiness.

"Go now. Anxious, your Obi-Wan is." He sounded amused by this.

She blushed at his words. Your Obi-Wan…if only. She may have convinced Master Yoda to accept the idea of their relationship, but first she had to convince the man himself.


The vision faded the moment she felt his lips pressing against her own, but he had seen all he needed to see. She felt his elation, his disbelief and his fulfilment. No words needed to be said for her to understand just how heavily the vision had hit him, it was there in the shudder of his breath when he finally pulled away. Even if he wanted to say something right away, the lump in his throat wouldn't allow it, because all he could see when he looked into her eyes was a sweet little boy and his baby sister. They were his, theirs, and they were everything he never knew he wanted.

They both took a deep breath to compose themselves, and Obi-Wan was somewhat relieved to see he wasn't the only one shaken by the revelation. Tears had gathered in her eyes, making them shine even brighter than usual, and Obi-Wan cupped her face in his hands.

"You already know this, but I'll say it anyway." He teased with a soft smile, knuckles tenderly brushing over her cheek. "I love you, with everything in me. And I would very much like to spend the rest of my life proving it to you."

"That sounds an awful lot like a proposal, Master Kenobi." She gave him a watery laugh, sniffling lightly. Just the way he was looking at her was enough to make her throat tighten with emotion. No one had ever looked at her the way he did, so passionately.

"It does, doesn't it? And what would you say if it was?" One of his hands moved to rub soothing circles across her back, unaccustomed to the overwhelming display of emotions he was witnessing. How had she kept it all bottled up inside for so long? knowing what she knew, and waiting so patiently until she could share it with him…

"I'd say…" She trailed off with another laugh, the sheer joy of it bringing a smile to his face. "I've loved you for this long, what's a few more decades?"

He didn't give her time to laugh again, kissing the smile off of her face instead.

It was not how Obi-Wan thought the night would go at all, but it reminded him that the best moments in life were those that came unexpectedly. For never had he predicted that he'd get the chance to wake beside her every morning, or experience how wonderful a mother she could be…and never did he think that he would spend the rest of his own life right there beside her.

It wasn't easy, and it had taken them a long time to get there, but anything worth having was also worth waiting for.