i decided to upload one more chapter today i don't know really why but i did :) sorry for my grammar. i do not own ˝austin and ally˝ or lyrics
Sun is comin out and the birds are singing. Through my window I can see that there is not a single cloud in the sky. This day is perfect maybe a litte too prefect but I dont care write now. My room is full of boxes and my walls are empry. I´m sleeping on the floor on my back and watching the ceiling.
-its sad how this room is empty now,there are no collors or pictures. Boxes are everywhere and I did not know that i have so many things in my room. Yea,this room looks realy sad- I think to myselfe before I grabbes my diary and started writting down.
Dear diari
Its been 5 days since my dad told me that we were moving. So,we are movin today just 3 hours before i say goodbay to my old house and literally my whole life. I been here since I was born and its kinda sad I´m moving and i need to move on but I´m happy that I´ll start a new life and hopefully forget about my past. I haven´t been writing any songs lately so I´m goona write something now.
Heere we are noe
Everything is about to change
We face tomarrow as we say goodbay to yesterday
A chapter anding but the stories only just begun
A page is turning for everyone
This is what I got so far. Its kinda hard for me to write songs right now becouse I´m a little confused. I´m moving away and going to new school uh that is all I can think about latly. Today is the day so I nedd to get ready I will be writin again when we are going to be in the car till then
Lots of love from ally.
I got up and lookt around my rome again feeling a little bit homesick already.I walked in the bathroom and got in the shower.I started to sing some song. The water felt so good I feel so free i loved cold showers. Eventually i got out and took my clothes that were on the box. I put on hot pink tank top and black skinny jeans. This in not usualy my stile but today I fell like a new girl that is just fine and has no wories and I like that. I looked in the mirror and i liked what i saw. I didn´t wear any make up but i was pretty there was something in my eyes a sparkle,a sparkle of happynes and confidence I liked that and i haven´t seen that for a very long time. I went down and found my dad aready up. He was mackin pancakes and singing some random song i do not know. I sat on the chair waiting for pancakes. He looked at me with a bright smile and open his mout to speak.
˝hi,honey are you ready for today? I see you are wearing new clothes. I like them,when did you buy them?´ he asked a tittle confused
˝ I had them for a realy long time but i have never wore them. And yea I´m are we going?˝i asked smiling and i swear he saw that sparkle in my eyes because he was looking deep in my eyes before turning his attention on the pancakes again but his smile never leaved his face and it was brighter than before. If that is posible.
˝we are going to go as soon as we eat pancakes and put the boxes in the car. We are going to drive for 5 hours so we are going to stop to eate and rest if that is ok with you?˝ he said taking a big bite of his pancake full of chocolate syrup and I need to say that his pancakes aren´t so good but today I' m going to eate them.
˝yea, i don' t mind if we stop but that is going to be a long drive.˝i said finishing my pancakes and standing up.˝I´m going to put my boxes in the car and then we can go˝he didn´t say anythin he just nodded. Walking to my room some images flash before my eyes and I could se my mum hugging me and kissing me on the cheek. My eyes were tearing up and soon I could feel two tears going down my ceeks but I wipe them immediately and continue to put the boxes in the car. I got my last box from my room and my dad was already waiting in the car ready to go. I looked around my room one more time. It was silent,dark and empty. It riminded me of myself and that was scary. I closed the door and go downstairs and stopped by the door. Turning around to look one more time sround the house and like my room it was empty,full of scars,happynes and sadnes. I felt scared living this house becouse this is where we liver with my mum and when I felt when I was here she was too and now I´m livin but I know she would be happy we are moving on and she is going to be with me no matter where I go. I loked the door and put the box in the car and sat in the baack of the car. I looked at the house one more time before my dad brought me me back from my toughts.
˝are you ready? We got 5 hour ride ahead of us and you can sleep if you want I will wake you up when we you take ewerything?˝ He asked looking my sad face.
˝yes I' m ready and i got everythig I´m sure. Thanks dad,for everything you are great.˝I say with a tear in my eyes but I was ready to go,to move just nodded and start the car. I watched the house till I couldn´t see it anymore. I open my diari and I started to write.
Dear diari
This is it,we are on our way to the new,fresh start and I hope that everything is going to be fine.
Sha la la la la, sha la la la la
You used to call me your angel
Said I was sent straight down from heaven
And you'd hold me close in your arms
I thought of the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I wanted you to stay here holdin' me
I miss you, I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear every once in a while
And even though it's different now
You're still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you, sha la la la la
I miss you
