It aint mine to own so I don't know why you would even think it

#2: Some Place in a Rabbit Hole

When I wake up, I'm lying on a huge, white couch, in a really big yet strange room. It doesn't really scare me but the thought that some random guy that I might, might not like just kidnapped me is just a little bit creepy. What the hell, its better than home, right? Well now all I have to do is find someone who'll tell me where I am and who I'm with and why I'm here. That would be great, I think.

I am fully awake now and my brain has never in function. My strength is back and besides the achy feeling of my entire outside body, I feel fine. Right, the whole outside of my body hurts and I say I feel fine. I feel like I got hit by a truck, but that's normal for me. I always feel that way and my arm dose throb a little but that's just my little secrete. Well now Edwards too. I hope he didn't tell anyone. I've been keeping that secrete for like, four years now and I don't think anyone knows, except for one of the girls at my school which I hardly go to and Edward. The girl was an accident, I was having a really rough day so I made a detour to the bath room on my way to my first biology class and she walked in and I just stood there stuttering like an idiot. Her name was Jessica and now she never looks at me. What? I hardly see her anyway. And I remember what I told Edward anyway.

I hear some footsteps and I think there are two people but I can't be sure. Maybe three; When I sit up there's already a person sitting there looking at me with sad eyes. She's short with black hair in a pixy cut and she's as white as Edward. She's really pretty; wonder why I didn't notice her when I looked around? Oh well. Her eyes are sad and she just keeps looking at me. Do I really look that bad? I look down and myself my hair is up showing the bruises on my neck and I think my face has the bruise I was going to inspect and now I see what he's looking at. I can see the array of color on my body, must be six different shades of reds, browns, purples, and yellows. I've seen them all before and many more before those. I'm looking at my arms and leg as I always do in the morning. I look up one arm and down the other. I do the same for the legs then I pull up my shirt and check the bad one on my stomach. It hurts to breath hard. I feel my sides and part of my back and I have to touch them gingerly because they hurt if I touch them too long. That's when I feel the tears in my eyes, I can't stop them and they always come. Every time I looks at my multicolored body that only has like 30 regular skin, it makes me cry that I can't do anything about it and I hate it and I wish I could die right then because someone else has seen and it kills me for the looks I get. I look up into the girls eyes and they look like they want to cry too but can't.

'Wonder why' I think to myself. We stare at each other for a little before I have to look down at my disgusting arms and sob to myself. Then I feel a presence. It is sitting right next to me. I look over to see the girl. She's sitting looking at me and I can't do anything about it. Then she leans into me and carefully rests her head on my shoulder. It feels comforting so I turn to her and cry into her shoulder. She wraps her arms around me and is shaking with sob s as well. It feels good to have someone to cry on I haven't had that for a long time like in forever. When I finally get control of my emotions I sit up and look thankfully at the girl and wipe away my tears wincing at the bruise on my cheek.

"Thanks." I say softly to my hands."I'm Bella. "

"Your welcome and I'm Alice. I didn't mean to make you cry though." Her voice is like a tinkling of wind chimes blowing in the Baja breeze. Funny I've never been to Baja. Now I look up into the living room thing to see Edward standing there with another older looking man with a black bag in one hand. They both have shocked looks on their faces and they're staring at me mostly but Alice some too. She just shrugs her shoulders and Stands up.

"I'll be back in a little while I have to calm down and let you get checked out."

I look at her with confusion and the glance at the guys who I do not want to be checking me out. And as if reading my mind Alice says "Carlisle is a doctor at the Hospital and you all ready know Edward I hope you trust him."

Then she turns and walks out of the room stopping briefly by Edward and looked at him seriously in the eye. His face shows signs of shock then he notices me watching and changes his mood. Alice leave and I'm left looking at two of the most gorgeous men I've ever seen. I already like Edward more though.

"Hello, I'm Carlisle and this you already know is Edward. I hope you don't mind if I check and see you in my office to see, what on earth has happened to you." His face shows concern and I trust him like a real father.

"Hello Bella" Edward says softly, but I catch some anxiety in his voice.

"Um . . ." I don't think I can walk well. My whole left side hurts a lot and I don't want to fall on it.

"What is it dear?" Carlisle looks concerned.

"I, well, I don't really think I can walk very well right now." I say sheepishly. Anger shows on Edwards eyes but I don't see it directed towards me and Carlisle has a very shocked expression

"Oh . . . Well . . . Edward would you mind?" He trails off but then Edward strides over towards me.

"Oh" that was surprising. I'm lifted off my feet and am now in Edwards arms bridle style. Quite comfortable I might add.

"Do be careful with her though we don't want to hurt her any more than she already is." that makes me look down in sham at my horrid body and tears start to swell in my eyes. Stupid Charlie he did this to me I hate him so much I wish he would just die!

"You made her cry!" Exclaims Edward!

I'm so sorry I know it's not your fault Bella I know."

Then Edward leans down to my ear and whispers

"It's okay Bella you don't have to cry any more I'm here. I'll protect you forever and Charlie will pay for what he has done to you. You don't have to worry about that."

Okay, wow did he, just like, read my mind that's cool. And his soothing words did stop my crying.

We entered Carlisle's office and Edward set me down gently on a doctor bed thing. You know with the paper on it and everything.

"Edward you might want to leave this doesn't look as though it will be good." Carlisle says.

I look at him then, at Edward and I don't want to be here by myself it will scare me to death. Edwards face changes to shock and then,

"No I'll stay she wants me to anyway." Gasp that little Devil read my mind again. It looks like it shocks him maybe; he can only read some of my stuff or something. If I think on only that one thing I want him too now then I'll be able to tell him. COOL!

"Bella, are you okay with that? You will have to be in your underwear." I'm looking at the face of a very concerned doctor and I know he cares.

I nod my head "I don't care...anymore." I say the last part with sadness. And they both catch on.

"Okay then will you please take off your shirt and shorts?" I nod and they both turn around.

It's easy to take off my shirt with at least movement as possible and the short I can just let them fall to the floor without having to move hardly at all.

"Okay" I say quietly and they both turn around. And stare in shock at my colorful body.