Destiny

Chapter one

Sitting on a bar stool in a random dirty bar, that I don't even know the name of. I downed another shot of whiskey. It burned my throat as it went down and settled in my stomach giving my body warmth. Looking straight ahead I saw my reflection in the dirty cracked mirror behind the bar. I can't believe that fucking bastard! It's not enough that, that dickhead cheats on me with my now ex-best friend. He has to go and give me fucking HIV. Willing myself not, I think about the day my world was shattered.

I wonder what he'll think of the new haircut and the new underwear I bought to show him tonight. I noticed that he has been upset and distant lately, hopefully I can cheer him up. I thought this to myself as I smiled and unlocked the front door to the one bedroom apartment that I shared with my fiancé. As I walked into the kitchen to place my Victoria secrets bags on our kitchen table I heard a muffled noise coming from down the hall. Hmmm, what is that he shouldn't be home for a couple of hours. I even left work early so I could get everything ready. I began to walk slowly down the hall toward where the sound was coming from. Which was coming from our room, but as I got closer I wasn't liking what I was hearing. He couldn't be, could he? Then I heard a loud feminine throaty moan. Ughh, no. I walked up to the doorway and as I stood in the doorway I saw the love of my life fucking my best friend. I stood there in shock as I felt my body go cold. A wave of sadness went through my shocked system which was soon replaced with rage. Taking in a deep breath I walked away from the door and went to the living room where he kept his precious car models that he spent so much time putting together. Then I grabbed as many as I could fit in my arms. Walking back to where they were still going at it I stood in the doorway and started to throw the model cars at him and her.

"Get the fuck out of my bed!" they both scrambled to cover themselves and tried to plead and beg.

"Baby its not what you think."

"Oh so she tripped and fell on your dick?!"

"Come on baby.."

"Don't you baby me. Now I want you both out of my room and out of my apartment."

"Bellie, it doesn't mean anything I don't want to get between you two so I'll leave." I was starring at my best friend in shock. Then the shock disappeared as I stormed up to her and smacked her across the face.

"Well I don't want him. You can have him." I noticed that we had somehow gotten into the living room. I walked over to the window and opened it.

"Baby what are you doing lets work this out." As he said this she left.

"I told you not to call me baby." I grabbed his xbox360 and chucked it out the window. It felt so good that I started to grab anything that was his and threw out the window. All the while ignoring his pleas.

After I kicked him out I crumbled to the floor and started to cry I stayed in the fetal position and in that spot for hours as I cried myself to sleep. Downing another shot wishing my brain to completely erase James and Victoria from my memory. I stood up from the bar and decided to walk the two blocks to my apartment in Seattle, Washington.

"Hey maybe you should call a cab, miss?" the sexy blonde bartender offered.

"Don't worry. I'm walking." I smiled back at him as I climbed off the stool that I had been occupying for the last few hours and grabbed my purse. "Thanks for the whiskey." I said as I walked through the door and out into the cool night air. Surprisingly it was not raining. Wonder how long that will last? I was walking through a dark alley and looking up at the sky when suddenly two sets of rough hands grabbed my arms and pushed me roughly against an old dirty brick wall.

"Hey lady what are you doing out this late?" the first one with dingy and stringy brown hair asked while looking at my body like it was made of gold. Which that made me shiver involuntarily. I thought to myself that my day could not go any worse.

"So what do you say about the three of us having a little fun?"

"I say that your both disgusting and it'll be your funeral. Trust me you don't want what I've got to offer." they both laughed not thinking anything I said meant anything. Then they both gave me a look that my heart jump out of m chest. "Look I'm sorry I'm having a bad day. Why don't you two find some nice girl."

"We don't want nice." The one with the dingy brown hair said. Then the other one with the buzz cut chimed in too.

"We want you."