!WARNING!
It's rated Mature for a reason, and contains content that isn't suitable for some ages. There are sexual scenes that are non-consensual. Aisha is a prisoner and there will be torture. This by no means suggests that I endorse anything non-consensual such as rape, it is only a story with fictional situations and characters. I do not own Star Wars.
Part two! Editing this part, I've realized that it's gonna work out into three chapters. So look forward to the next part. And review please.
Description:
When the Resistance learn that a group of captured men are being sent to Starkiller Base to become slaves and their informant has gone missing they decide to send in a rescue team to get them off the Finalizer before it's too late. But things turn south and Aisha is captured by Kylo Ren. Her History is revealed and a battle of wills begin. Pre + Through TFA. Mature.
Not So Hidden Anymore
Part Two:
I woke lying on my side, head pounding like a Hutt decided to sit on it and my left leg burned. My arms were restrained behind my back with what felt like large wrist guards melded together. The most stressing realization was that I could not mold the force. My first instinct was to access the great energy and make sense of my surroundings, then free myself but I could not mold the energy, it seemed to just slip by my grasp. I could feel it but that was all. I forced the panic that rose in my chest aside, in the Close Wars years ago there were bindings used on Jedi prisoners, suppressing their link to the Force. As soon as I get these things off I'll be ok. I turned my attention to my surroundings, it was more like a metal cage in the middle of a dark room. A single light focused down on my head and the bars of the cage even continued below my feet. I stood and tried to locate a door in the dark but I couldn't see anything.
Maybe if I meditated I could try and find a way to get the cage open and the binds. I was sure that there was some sort of trick to get them open. But before I could get a proper hold on the relaxed state a sharp electric shock vibrated through my system. Not expecting it I screamed out in pain as it travelled up my legs. I soon collapsed against the side of the cage. Each touch just added electricity and pain. Finally it disappeared and I collapsed onto my butt, panting and limbs shaking. The stolen uniform was smoking slightly.
I wasn't alone for long, light flooded the room from somewhere behind me and I felt Kylo Ren before I painfully turned around and got to my feet shakily to look him in the eye.
I have had trouble sensing people in the force with so few sensitives in the galaxy, but now I would never be able to forget the foreboding presence that surrounded him.
"Comfortable?" he strode right up to the bars and the door closed behind him, casting shadows across his blank mask.
"Bastard" I spit out, every inch of my body was sore but I stood defiantly strong.
"I had this built especially for you" his hands were clasped behind his back "it's been so long since we have had a Jedi guest, even if it is only a half-trained one"
He knew I was scared. There were so many things they could do with a live Jedi, I was no use to them dead, unless I provoked Kylo Ren to kill me. His volatile temper was known far and wide throughout the galaxy, anyone who had angered him were swiftly killed.
"It's not like you are a master of the art yourself" I smirked
Another round of electricity crossed through my body, I was ready for it and kept my mouth shut but couldn't help my legs giving out underneath me.
"Insolence will not be tolerated" he said sharply.
I gasped and panted, the metal binds had heated up with that round and were burning the flesh on my forearms. "Why don't you just kill me then? If I'm just a half trained Jedi as you say"
I wasn't expecting an answer, but the man seemed belligerent "My master seems to think that you will be a great help with growing the Dark Side, such great force potential you have" He got right up close to the bar "I'm going to enjoy turning you little Jedi"
"I won't turn!" I snapped back "I would kill myself before that happens!" I could feel the light side around me, unable to touch it but it was there, comforting.
The man turned his back "If that's the case, there are other ways you can help make the Dark Side stronger, you are a woman after all" he waked out without another word as my heart dropped.
I couldn't even be left alone with my thoughts, ever so often randomly, whoever was at the controls shocked the life out of me. They couldn't tell if I was meditating or just trying to mull over the situation I was put in. I was shakily standing after a partially long shock, blood dripped down my fingers, the skin around and under the binders were very burnt and sensitive. Time seemed to blur together, I hadn't been fed and exhaustion from lack of sleep was messing with my head but I refused to let in the blackness of unconsciousness. I couldn't take the chance that they might continue with the second threat if I was vulnerable.
The sound of the door opening made me look up in defiance, Kylo Ren walked in looking just as he did the last time.
"Let's see if time had loosened you resolve" Without another word the dark force crashed into my mind and over my consciousness. Anger, Fear and the promise of strength raged around me, feeling that were not my own. It seemed to last for an eternity before I managed to push him out, the effort made sweat bead down my forehead and my heart raced. Not being able to use the force for help made the task nearly impossible.
"Strong" he said as the room around us came into focus "But I will break you in time" he marched out and as the door closed behind him the electricity was turned on. Exhausted I couldn't have but scream and collapse into oblivion.
Time passed like this, when I woke up after the first session I had some food waiting for me, since I wouldn't eat with my hands I felt like a dog eating scraps. Every day there was session, my resolve didn't change though. And after each time I would collapse. I was sure the force was healing me the best it could because it was the only way I could have lasted this long.
Kylo Ren came in one day, I stood with defiant eyes, locking them in place where I thought his were located behind the mask. This time was different, two Stormtroopers were with him, on either side. I prepared myself for the dark side wave but it never came. Instead the wave of his hand opened the cage. The two troopers were quick to enter, one held me still while the other clasped a thick collar around my neck. I glared at the masked man but said nothing as a sharp pain cut into the skin of my neck, something from the collar had attached. The trooper holding my arm then marched me out, Kylo Ren said nothing but turned and exited the room. I was forced to follow.
Through winding corridors I tried to look around and memorize the directions but a quick but sharp shock made me lose my footing. The Stormtroopers didn't break stride and just dragged me along. The collar was a portable shocker, I realized quickly not to try and look around again. I kept my eyes to the floor until we stopped at a set of doors that opened into a small medical bay. A Droid came up to our group and before I had a chance to even try to jerk away it had stabbed me with a needle. I watched the unknown liquid be pushed into my system, almost immediately I could feel the effects take hold on my mind. Keeping my eyes open became the hardest thing, as the chemical muddled my thoughts and fuzz filled my vision.
"A strong dose, for a strong women" I heard Kylo Ren say, just as everything went black. It seemed like no time had passed before awareness snapped back. My eyes flew open and I sat up straight looking around wildly. The Medical Bay, still it was empty but for Kylo Ren standing in the corner, just staring at me. I looked down at my hands, they were clamped in front of my body now, but the stinging burn was gone, replaced with cool Bacta Gel and gauze but the bindings were still securely in place. The rough medical sheets crinkled under my body as I slowly sat up more comfortably.
"You resolve is still strong" Kylo Ren stated, his arms crossed across his chest. "I'll have to consult my master, other means must be tried"
My heart sped up without my consent, thinking of the second threat and he noticed. "You should be scared. I never give up" he approached the side of the bed in long strides. I glared as he grabbed my chin, making me look up at him. I could tell he was smirking behind that mask.
"Neither will I"
A quick tug and my head snapped to the side painfully. "Return her to her cell, if she struggles… you know what to do" he strode out, and the Stormtroopers descended. I was going to get out of here, one way or another. I just didn't know how.
Kylo Ren stood in front of his master's holo form. Head bowed and helmet discarded.
"So, your method is not working is it" The form drawled looking down on his apprentice.
"No my master, her resolve is strong and cannot be broken" it hurt him to relay the uselessness of his plan, he had failed but not given up "I have other means"
"Then try it! And find out how she has been trained, the second purges have not been so throughout as it should have been." He paused for a beat "if her link with the force is as great as you say. Her offspring will surely be stronger, especially ones with your blood. Do what you wish with the girl"
"Yes my master, as you wish"
"Now tell me, how goes the search?"
"We have found it, on Jakku the ships are getting ready as we speak"
"Good"
As we marched through the base back to the cell I had tried to pull away, which had been met with a shock that coursed through my entire body. I was still shaking by the time we got to the cell. "Hope you enjoy the new set up" the trooper on my left laughed as the door opened. Now inside of the cage a chain was hanging. "Kylo Ren thought you've had too much freedom in there" as they dragged me near it I managed to struggle free and head-butt the one of my right. It knocked him back, though did more hurt to me than him with his helmet in place.
"You bitch!" he roared, and the electricity that coursed through me was stronger than anything before. "Kylo Ren gave us this to keep you in check" the one that was on my left held up his hand which held a remote as I screamed and shook on the ground.
Finally it stopped. I heaved and gasped while glaring up at the two. I had curled myself into a ball on my side. Muscles ached and a few shakes rippled torn ligaments.
"That was a struggle right?" one asked the other.
"Yep" the one I had head-butted pulled back his armored leg and swiftly kicked me in the face. I felt my nose break and blood gushed onto the floor. The force knocked me onto my back and I pulled my arms up to cover my face, trying to stem the blood flow. I didn't see the other boot come slamming down on my stomach.
"Rebel Bitch" he spat as I coughed and tried to pull air into my lungs. That was going to bruise I was sure, and had possibly broken a rib.
"Why don't we have a little more fun…" he suggested "it's been a while…"
"Don't touch me" I coughed, turning back onto my side and unable to do much but glare and hold my throbbing stomach as blood dripped to the floor.
"He'd kill us if he found out" the one with the controller said. While the other bent down to my level "only if the bitch tells on us, you wouldn't do that now would you?" he grabbed the controller roughly and cranked it up.
I screamed and wriggled around, the collar was getting hot and black was creeping into my eye sight as I couldn't catch my breath and everything burned.
"That's enough, just get her on the chain" I didn't even notice Kylo Ren walk in, my whole body was convulsing wildly even with the electricity cut off. I was hoisted up and the chain hooked onto the metal force blocking bindings. Uncomfortably pulling my arms with my entire weight, I wouldn't notice until later when the numbness of my nerves disappeared. The soldiers left quickly without another word and I watched with blurry vision as he approached me. "Next time, I might not stop them" A cold shiver raced through me, he was serious. Black robe swished as he left and I succumbed to unconsciousness, my whole being sore.
I woke up groggy, someone was yelling me name. How long was I out this time? Blurry vision straightened somewhat and I could see two Stormtrooper had a man held between them. "Aisha!" he yelled. That was Poe. When was the last time I saw him? His hair was a mess, there was a cut on his cheek and sand nearly covered him head to toe.
"Poe…" my voice was pitifully weak, and whole body still sore. "Aisha!" he yelled again as the troopers dragged him away, but listening to his yells he was placed next door. My mind defogged as I had to listen to him being tortured for information. I was proud of him, when he finally quieted down hours later he still hadn't given up anything. Then my door opened and Kylo Ren walked in.
"You've met our other guest I presume, Aisha" The way he said my name made me gag. "Let's give him a good show shall we?" I resolved myself, he was using me to get Poe to talk, then possibly the other way around. The on slot of Dark Side was usually a quiet fight of wills but this time it prayed on my sore body, expanding my pain. While trying pushing the Dark Side away Kylo Ren would place a hand on my body, every touch would make me scream out in pain as the force honed in on it and multiplied the pain and soreness.
Every touch pulled my attention from fighting, promises of relief if I just gave in were strong. I could feel the bindings work as I tried my hardest to get the force to help me. But there was no light I could reach for help.
His gloved hand moved down my cheek, the path flared as I gritted my teeth "never" I muttered as a chant, using it as a crutch "never". He roughly grabbed my chin, pulling my pain filled glazed eyes to meet his covered ones. I was just so tired.
The darkness pulled away and the pain subsided to an ache. "You are so interesting" I heard him say "and you're mine"
Possession, greed, want, anger, lust. Feelings that can pull you to the dark side. I remembered my father telling me this, you don't have to throw those feelings away but always be careful of your actions and don't let them take over your life, and you can be lost. He heard the story from Skywalker about someone who was so immersed in the Dark Side but found the light and returned. It just didn't seem possible after witnessing the Dark Side though this man in front of me. It is needy, it is greedy and it didn't like to let go after it's got a hold on you.
I woke to Poe screaming again. I couldn't hear them hitting him though, was this a different type of torture? The Force told me that it was Kylo Ren that was in there with him, I couldn't imagine what he was doing with his mind, ripping out the information he wanted without a care. It didn't seem like Kylo Ren bothered with going through my mind, too busy with dousing me with the Dark Side's energy. Poe's screams died down and I heard Kylo Ren exit the room. "It's in the Droid" I could hear him say through the walls. I couldn't bother to be curious as to what the droid had, or if they were talking about Poe's cute little BB-8 unit. I could remember that thing being cute and too smart for its own good.
My arms were cramping. It had been a while since a last shock which was a relief, maybe I could try for the Force again. I closed my eyes, pushed the pain away and sunk into meditation. I was so close to the force when someone on the camera's probably noticed that I was too still. The electricity wrecked my train of thought and I screamed out with sore vocal cords as my whole body bussed. I slumped, my muscles were angry with pain again and I think I had torn a shoulder from the tensing. I closed my eyes and tried to calm my panting breath and steady my sore heart. A thought passed, maybe the collar was monitoring my heart rate… but it wasn't going to change anything. I'm not going to crack and then be used to pump out Dark Side using babies.
I looked up as the door opened, Poe was standing there, leaning up against a dark skinned Stormtrooper without a helmet. The soldier was looking around nervously.
"Oh, Aisha" the pilot stepped forwards to enter the room but I tried to stop him "they've got cameras, they'll see you come in"
"And they probably had some in my cell too" Poe just walked in "help me get her off" the cage wasn't even locked, they got in easily and the trooper gently grabbed me around the waist and hefted me up while Poe worked on the chain. His face was bloody and bruised but he was standing alright. Once free, my arms flopped down lifeless as the blood rushed back to the tips of my fingers. The movement aggravated the torn shoulder as well but I didn't cry out.
"Can't do much about the collar or cuffs" said the trooper "need tools, or keys"
"We can worry about it later, let's just get out of here" Poe said as he slipped an arm though mine and the trooper did the other. We made our way out slowly. The halls were nearly deserted. "How long?" I asked quietly, unsure of the date.
"Months" said Poe "they pronounced you dead a week ago, none of the informants knew where you were or if you were alive. We didn't hear anything after that last Com…"
"Yeah" I remembered back, I had been Force frozen, cut off from what I was saying. They probably though I got shot.
We travelled down corridors and were getting close to a landing bay when the collar began to buzz. We stopped and the Trooper looked down at it, while I couldn't tell what was happening.
"It's got a tracker" he said quietly, starting to freak out "they know exactly where we are"
My heart sank. "Leave me here"
"Aisha!"
"I can't run" I snapped back "we can't get these things off. If we continue we will all get caught!" they were heartbroken, so was I "Put me against the wall" they did so and I sighed as Poe knelt to eye height.
"I'll come back for you. I'll tell everyone and come back!"
After this stunt… I don't think anyone would be able to find me If Kylo Ren had become as possessive as I thought he was. Without a thought I leant forward and softly pressed my lips against Poe's. I didn't have any feelings for him that way, but it was more of an apology and a selfish cry for some positive connection. "Thank you" I whispered "now go" the buzzing had grown. "Go!" Poe was startled "Get him out of here" I yelled at the trooper, who nodded quickly and pulled Poe away. They disappeared around a hallway in a few heart beats.
I sighed, and rested my head against the wall, letting a tear slip by my lashes. The sounds of marching feet could be heard, this was going to hurt.
Once they were in sight, the electricity activated and I screamed.
FN-2187 had never seen that prisoner before, but it was rumoured that someone had caught Kylo Ren's attention. It kept him bust and away from hurting the soldiers so they were relieved it wasn't them. But as he and the rebel abandoned her and quickly made their way down the hallways, they could hear her scream and it vibrated though his entire body shaking him to the very core. The First Order were monsters. The rebel Poe beside him had silent tears, and he wondered if there was something going on between them.
I was getting sick of waking up in weird places. Instead of hanging in my cell, I was lying in a bed. My arms were secured above my head, attacked to the wall. This was it. I thought quietly and noticed Kylo Ren in the corner of the large room. His helmet wasn't on his head, in the dim light it was hard to see his features. But he noticed that I was awake and stepped forward, and the light shown on his pale skin. Brown eyes that had a hint of yellow seemed to glow. Dark black hair, combed back from his face, it was a tad long. He looked slightly older than myself, maybe 26 or 27.
"Who is Poe Dameron to you?" he asked. Voice tight and controlled, not at all inhibited by the helmet.
"A friend"
"Oh really" he dove into my mind like my shields were mere water. The memory of the kiss came to mind, it replayed slowly. Then to a meeting day where I had admired his butt in uniform. The room came swimming back to view suddenly. "Did I not say that you are mine" he was suddenly on top of me. Face inches from mine "you are never getting away" he said softly, a hand gripped my chin when I tried to look away. His lips crashed to mine. It was a rough and needy kiss, out teeth mashed together and I closed my eyes, waiting for it to pass. "You will come to know this soon enough" he broke away, hand moved down my neck and over my breast before stopping at my still sensitive stomach. His hand went under my shirt and brushed over the bruise. A beep over his Com was a thankful interruption and he left the room quickly to respond to something. I spotted an officer on the other side of the door. It was a more comfortable room, but a prison non-the-lest.
I dare not relax in the room, I had tried to meditate again but was responded with a sharp warning. This only cemented my thoughts that the collar was triggered with my heartbeat. That also meant no sleep unless knocked unconscious.
So I just laid there, my shirt exposing my stomach and still reeling from the encounter with Kylo Ren. Trying to ease my sore body with rest.
Time passed and he would return again a few times a day, to touch my body and force kisses. Sleepless and hungry I couldn't fight a few times I just accepted the electricity to knock me out, even if that meant he would come and I didn't know.
Food was brought to me, I think it was the third day. I had to sit through a slave spooning a soup of some sort into my mouth, though it was better than eating like a dog.
Then he burst into the room.
The poor slave made himself scarce quickly "HOW!" the man raved "How could she, with no training push me out!" he glared and paced the room "you can't block against my mind!"
"I'm also hurt, tired and hungry" I said sarcastically, not understanding much of his rambling, the quip though earned me a sharp slap and some electricity. I clenched my teeth as the shocks passed.
"There's something happening" he continued pacing the room, I had never seen him like this before, so riled up. Might be good, bight be bad for me "He is involved…."
I watched him carefully as he stopped and eyed me. It was unnerving but I stared back, he grinned and I didn't like the look of it. "Something to help me think…" suddenly he was on top of me, lips crushed against mine, hands roaming my body.
I squirmed but couldn't move under his weight. Teeth nibbled my lip, one hand moved from my side and pinched my nose. I held as long as I could but when his other hand moved low I gasped and he took the chance to slip his tongue though my lips.
I bit down, which made him growl and pull back "oh no, we can't have that" the lust in his eyes were overpowering
"Don't touch me" I spat weakly.
"I can do what I want with what is mine" his hands crept to my shirt and easily tugged it up, covering my head and blocking my view but giving him free roam. I tried to twist under his weight with no luck. Rough hands roamed everything, my bra discarded I could feel his wet tongue move slow over my breasts and down my stomach. Hot breath skid across my skin. I closed my eyes and tried to tell my body to not respond to his touches. I could tell he was looking at me, with both my force sight and my eyes blocked I was blind and to my hopelessness, vulnerable.
My hips buckled as his tongue flowed down the inside of my thighs. My body was responding. I quickly tried to calm my mind and meditate but that caused a sharp jolt that only added to the heat of my body. "You're enjoying this" he said as hands massaged my breasts. His voice was deep, muffled from being fully immersed between my legs.
"n-no"
"Do you want me to stop?"
"Yes" I ground out
"Too bad" my head was getting foggy. It was too much. His fingers replaced his mouth, an involuntary gasp escaped my lips before I bit down on them. Frustrated tears welled up. This shirt moved from my sight, replacing with a smirking Kylo Ren before he crushed my lips again. His body lay flat along mine, pinning me down as I continued to squirm. I could feel his erection along my leg. Fingers were quick and precise. Another gasp as my body rocked violently the strokes didn't stop until I stopped moving. Exhausted and feeling used, frustrated tears escaped my lashes. Kylo Ren smirked above me "See, that wasn't so bad" I looked him right I the eyes, anger that I couldn't help bubbled. "Anger is good, hold onto that"
It played out exactly as he wanted it to. The anger was there, and it was hard to control with his smirking dace looming over me.
His Com beeped, he answered with a scowl which only grew angrier "I'll be back to finish this" he promised and marched out of the room. Once he was gone I pushed the anger aside to work on later, and instead focused on shimmying my clothes back into some sort of order. Pants were somewhat on, and I got the shirt to cover my chest. Then I just laid there. The feeling of being used was in the forefront of my thoughts. It was awful and it hurt. I did what I could to work through the anger, but I knew that without the light of the Force it was going to be 10 times harder. I cursed the binds, and was trying to rip my hands free, using my feet when the door opened suddenly. I slammed down onto the bed and looked up, shocked to see a girl around 19 standing in the door way, a blaster in hand. She wasn't wearing a uniform or any sort of slave garb. The guard was slumped over on the ground at her feet.
"If you want to stay hidden you'd better hid that guy" I pointed out.
"Oh right!" the girl jumped and grabbed the soldier by his shirt, dragging him inside and shut the door. She then just stood there and stared at me like she was thinking. I could tell the force was around her like myself, this must be the girl that got Kylo Ren all riled up.
"Are you just going to stand there or help me out of these…?"
"Oh right, sorry" she put the blaster down and approached the bed.
TO BE CONTINUED.
Next time!
She took a second to think, staring at the metal in concentration. A heartbeat passed before a loud click echoed though the room and the metal fell away. Immediately the force rushed to greet me, swirling around in greeting. A small thought and the collar fell away, leaving a small drip of blood where it latch onto my skin.
"Good god, this feels so good." I called on the force, filling my body with energy and wiping away many of my pains and exhaustion.
