Amy's POV

Ben hasn't talked to me all day, and he hasn't come over either. I hope he didn't mean it when he said he wasn't going to come over so often. Even though he annoys me, I still don't want him to be mad at me. He

shouldn't be mad just because Ricky's over here. Maybe I should call him. Right now it's eight o clock, and Ricky left about an hour ago. Ben should be home. I decided that I should call him, but he didn't answer, so

I'll just leave a message. "Hey, Ben, I just wanted to talk to you. Um, call me later I guess. Bye." I hung up the phone and threw it down on my bed quietly. John was sleeping, and I didn't want to wake him. My mom went out with David right after Ricky left, so she's not here. I looked down at my phone, Ben was calling. I don't know why, but I hesitated before answering the phone. Was he calling to yell at me about Ricky, or did he just get my call and decided to call me back?

"Hello?" I answered.

"Amy, hey!" Ben said clearly and excitedly into the phone.

"Hey Ben.."I said.

"Umm, is everything okay? I just got your call."

"Yeah, I just wanted to talk to you." I told him.

"Oh, are you sure? Everything's fine with John?" He asked me, sounding a little worried.

"Yeah,"I said, cheering up,"He's fine. He's just sleeping. Ummm, Ben, is everything okay? I haven't seen or talked to you all day. I just thought you were mad at me or something?"

"What? No, I'm not mad at you,"He paused,"Oh. Amy, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have over reacted, since Ricky's the father, he should be over there. I shouldn't have intruded."

"It's okay, Ben. You can come over whenever you want. I was just tired, I guess. I'll talk to you later, okay?"

"Oh okay. I love you." He said.

"Me too." I hung up the phone. I realized when I had said that that it wasn't true anymore. I don't think I love him. I want to love him, but I just can't anymore. I don't know what to do. I can't be falling for Ricky, can I?

Besides, Ricky doesn't like me anyway. He only comes over here for John. Not for me. I could always call him, I guess. But, I wouldn't know what to say. 'Hey Ricky, this is Amy, and I think I like you'. Yeah, that's

not gonna happen. I mean, I can't really like Ricky. I must just be confused because of John and everything. But maybe if I called him as his friend then he would come here as my friend, and he wouldn't be here just

for John. All right, I have decided. I'm going to call him. I picked up the phone and dialed the number, and as soon as the phone ring, I began to panic. "Hello?" Oh no. He answered. I was in complete confusion of

what I should say to him. "Amy? Is everything okay?" Ricky asked.

"Ummm.. yeah,"I said,"Uh, um actually I just called to ummm ask you if you wanted to come over here. Uh, my mom is out with her boyfriend so i'm kind of... alone." I was amazed by how much I struggled to get

the words out right.

"You want me to come over there?" He asked, surprised.

"Well, only if you want to."

"Okay. Sure. I'll be there soon." He hung up and I listened to the phone for a while before hanging up. Had I just asked Ricky to come over here because I.. want him here?

Ricky's POV

My phone rang. It was Amy. Why would she be calling? I hope everything's okay with John; I answered almost immediently. "Hello?" She didn't say anything so I started worrying. "Amy? Is everything okay?"

"Ummm.. yeah. Uh, um actually I just called to ummm ask you if you wanted to come over here. Uh, my mom is out with her boyfriend so i'm kind of... alone." She wanted me to come back over? She actually

wanted me there, and not because of John? Because she was... lonely? I couldn't believe it.

"You want me to come over there?" I asked her, bewildered.

"Well, only if you want to." She said. Yes, I do want to see you very much.

"Okay. Sure. I'll be there soon." I said and hung up the phone. I guess she just wanted me there because she has no one to talk to and she wants help with John or something. Well either way, I'm going to go.

I pulled out of the drive way and drove to her house, wondering why Amy Juergens would want me there.