A/n: again I own nothing but the plot. This chapter is really short but was struggling for inspiration how to end this tragedy. Again please r&r much appreciated. Enjoy.
I finally after what seemed like forever got myself to sleep, trying to get away from the hurt and the uncertainty, even if only for a little while. In my sleep I dreamt of him. Dreamt of a family, ours. Me and Dean, mom, Sam and even Ash. I saw a little girl. She couldn't have been more than 5 years old, but the moment I saw her I knew she was ours. She had long blonde wavy hair, a cute button nose and her eyes. Oh they were just like Deans. Gorgeous olive green eyes you could just melt into. She was ours and she was perfect. She ran into Dean's arms and as he twirled her around her laughter filled the room. It was magical, almost like bells and all I could think was how happy I felt, that this was all perfect. The life I never knew I wanted until I met Dean.
When I woke up the early morning sunset was shining through the motel window. I looked around the room searching, trying to hold back the tears. But there was no sign of him. There was no sign of anyone, no Dean and no Sam. my knees rose to my chest and my head fell into my arms. Where are they? He promised me he'd come back to me. I can't live without him. I pulled out my phone ringing him. "Pick up pick up pick up. Please pick up baby."
"This is Dean's other other phone so you know what to do"
"It's Sam. Leave me a message." I rang and rang and rang and all I kept getting was their voicemail. My heart was pounding out of my aching chest. Hours went by and still no word from either of them. After what felt like an eternity, I heard the impala's engine stop outside the door, but only one door slammed. Sam walked through the door, covered in blood, clothes ripped to shreds and tears down his cheeks. My heart sank and I fought the tears that threatened to break free. "Sammy where's Dean? SAM!" I shouted looking through the window to see if I missed him. He just pulled me into a hug as he cried against my shoulder.
"Jo…I'm so sorry. She knew we were coming and she set a trap. All three of us cornered ourselves in a room and put salt around the windows and doors but before we realised, Lillith had managed to get into Ruby's body and she blew it all away…." He looked at me now with those innocent sorrow filled eyes. "She sent the hellhounds after him and they ripped him to shreds." That's when I broke. Not caring anymore. Not strong enough to fight the sobs. "I couldn't move. I saw my brother die right in front of me and there was nothing I could do." We were both crying uncontrollably now and I pulled him in for a hug. This was it. He'd left us. The image of our family slowly started to fade from my mind as reality hit us that we were alone.
