Sorry for the huge gap between updating. It's been a month since I updated it, shame on me.. Anyway, I've been busy with stuff and Christmas and blah blah blah.
Please review. Enjoy!
Kristen POV:
"So what have you been up to these days?" Taylor asked. "Um, well I've been promoting The Runaways with Dakota recently. How about you?" I said. "Not much. I got my script for Abduction, so I've been reading a lot." Taylor said. I nodded and smiled.
The strange feeling I got every time I was close to Taylor or thought about him startled me. I mean, I am dating Rob and I'm absolutely fucking not supposed to be feeling this way! I've known for a while that Taylor secretly loves me – not as a sister – but as a "girlfriend". After shooting the kissing scene in Eclipse with Jacob and Bella, I started realizing my love for Taylor. But none in this entire world are going to know about this, because I'm an actress and I'm good at hiding shit.
After a short ride, we finally arrived LAX. This time without any paparazzies waiting outside. That calmed my nerves down. "You're not gonna smoke a cig?" Taylor asked jokingly. "Unfortunately I don't have time for a smoke break right now and I'm trying to quit." I said and felt the urge for nicotine swell inside me. We checked in quick and went through the unnecessary security check. I'm Kristen Stewart, do I look like Osama Bin Laden or? Hopefully not. They better know I'm not a terrorist, but I know they have to follow the rules. I've been ranting a lot today in my head. My period is probably on its way.
"You look mad." Taylor said when we finally got our seats in first class. "I'm not. I'm just.. never mind." I lied. "Yeah, I'll probably miss Rob as well." Taylor laughed. He could see right through me and lying was not a good idea. I just hope he won't notice my love for him. "Sure," I said with sarcasm.
I fell asleep instantly because of the lack with sleep. Taylor had waken me up a few times when our food arrived and so, but the rest of the flight I had just slept. On his shoulder. Taylor seemed to enjoy it, so I didn't mind moving my head away.. This was our first stop in the Eclipse world promotion. We've never promoted here before so I'm a little bit excited to see how the fans are here.
13 hours later we arrived in Sydney, Australia. We went to our hotel in down town Sydney. I went straight to my room with my luggage and decided to take a nap. I gave up 2 minutes later considering Taylor wouldn't disappear from my head. I walked over to his room which was across from mine. I knocked on his door, and before I got to move my hand away, the door was already open. Taylor looked at me with his eyebrow furrowed.
"So Tay.. Do you wanna hang out or something since we have the evening off?" I asked. Taylor hesitated for a moment. "Um yeah. Sounds nice!" He smiled lightly. "We could eat at some Chinese restaurant if you want." I said and bit my lip. "Sure," he said and turned around to pick up his jacket. On his way out of the hotel room his hand accidently touched mine. I got this strange feeling again and sighed a little too loud. "What, can't I hold your hand?" he said and smiled. "We're done shooting New Moon, so no need for pulling a line." I laughed and shook my head. "I actually mean it, but okay," he said jokingly.
To be honest I wanted to hold his hand and just forget the world. But I knew it was a decision I would never make since I love Rob more than anyone.
After eating some Chinese wok at the restaurant, I felt like drinking something to get on other thoughts.
"Hey, I'm going to some pub. Wanna join me?" I asked Taylor even though I knew he would say no. "You know I'm not really into Alcohol.. but.." He hesitated. "Aw c'mon. Just some vodka or Heineken. If you don't want anything you could just drink some Coke." I begged him. I needed someone to stay with me at the pub because I was definitely going to be wasted and I didn't want HBG aka John to join me. "Okay, if you say so," Taylor smiled. "Great!" I almost yelled.
Taylor POV:
Holy Shit.
Kristen just asked me if I wanted to join her at the pub. That means she'll definitely going to be drunk and do shit I'd appreciate. I remember back in April 2009 when we shot New Moon in Vancouver. She went to a pub with me, Rob and some other from the cast. She and Rob both got drunk and started making out. She was still dating Michael Angarano at that time, but that didn't seem to bother her. A month later she broke up with him and instantly started dating Rob. I was such a pussy back then and didn't even touch anything Alcohol related. I just joined them to the pub and ended up sitting there in a corner like a loner watching them smoking weed, getting drunk and making out. Jackson told them to get a room, and so they did. They went to the restrooms, and God knows what they did there.
Anyway, the fact that Kristen is bringing me to a pub makes me a little bit curious. Maybe she'll be as wasted like she was with Rob and then start making out with me. My dream would come true to just kiss her passionately like we did for Eclipse. But she will definitely not kiss me if I'm sober. That means I have to get drunk too. I'm not a fan of Alcohol, but I'd do anything to get to kiss Kristen again.
I'll update soon, probably right after new year's eve.
Please review what you think about this chapter or something.
oh and thank you for reading my fanfic! It means a lot :')
