"um.. im sorry i paused hoping she would say her name but nothing"
a small pixie like cheery girl walked up behind the blonde and gave me a slight hug "im alice cullen and u just met my sister rosalie, you are at our table but we can share have a seat bella"
"How did u know my name"
"ive heard it mentioned a couple of times"
"Bella this is jasper my boyfriend he was blond and very uneased like being near me upset him, and she pointed to a big muscle but friendly looking dude as rosalies boyfriend emmett then she pointed to the most beautiful god known to mankind she said his name was edward"
My heart was racing but i also knew.. and was screaming my head no bella not another person to love u need this thought gone before you go falling for someone who obviously hates you
i looked at alice and said "thanks alice ill sit with you guys tomorrow if thats okay but i need to go do something."
"bella are you okay" i heard from jasper who looked at me to interested now as i quickly spoke i said yes i just need to clear my head bye"
i had made it to the bathroom and in a stall when i heard the door open up and hear two people talking i believe there names was jessica and lauren "did u see that new girl isabella she is so ugly no wonder her mother ran her here, now we just need a reason to run her somewere else.
That was the last strike i bent over in my bookbag and grabbed a razor i had stashed in case of emergencies and began to slice into my arm at that same moment i heard alice and rosalie enter
"Bella we saw you come in here are you okay" alice said "Bella we know whats going on you cant keep doing this to yourself rosalie said i wont help you forget"
all i was thinking was i cant let them know they might now i have to lead them away i cant let them close enough to hurt me more i cant let them take my only life line away so the only form i could think of how to get out of there was to be angry.
i stormed out of the stall "you do not know anything about me" "leave me alone" and ran out the doors only to run straight into someone elses arms it felt like a brick wall.
i looked up only to see my angel looking down at me.. "bella" "whats wrong"
"nothing u should be concerned with i can handle this myself bye"
"bella please let us help tell us what has u so scared at anyones touch"
he reached out to get a hold of me cause i had gotten out of his hands and i flinched and backed away
"there is no need to be afraid of me" "i wont hurt you"
Thats what you all say then u do it i screamed
I had to get out of there my fix was wearing off.
I have to go edward ill see you tomorrow bye and i stormed off.....
