Episode 2: I won't fall forever
Hate me when I'm gone, I'll make it worth your while when I'm successful
But when I'm here I need your kindness cause the climb is always stressful
Clumsily gassed myself by thinking I'll be better off alone
I'll leave my peace in pieces all around the decent people back at home
The next day in school was just like the ones before. Nagisa has been worried about how his class mates react or if they would talk to him about his suicide attack. But no one did. So he just agreed with himself to accept it and move on. He even planned another attack with Sugino, one of his oldest friends. As the ones before, the assassination failed. But that wasn't a real problem. It seemed to be more dramatic when Koro-sensei accidentally ruined the flowerbed in front of the building. Seeing his teacher trying to plant new flowers while five girls shouted at him was actually quite fun. It made Nagisa forget his dark thoughts, his worries and insecurities for one moment. He felt better. It distracted him from rethinking his plans and actions. It helped the whole class, everyone was laughing and feeling pleased. Nagisa looked around, finding his friends in the crowd. He smiled to himself. It will get better.
Cause I'm a big boy an adult now, well nearly
If I pull the wool back from my eyes I can see clearly
The world is at my feet and I am standing on the ceiling
And I fall, fall, fall, when it all comes down
And I won't be crushed by the weight of this town
I fall from the sky but I won't fall forever
I fall but when I'll rise I'll be stronger than ever
Of course Nagisa couldn't get away with it that easily. Sugino walked up to him during lunch break, sitting down beside him and biting into an apple. "Wow, Sugino-kun, I can't remember the last time I saw you eating fruits", Nagisa spoke with a big grin on his face. His friend gave him a little push. "Now you're overwinding. Maybe it just seems like such a long time because we don't hang out that often lately, which isn't my fault by the way" Sugino responded. Nagisa turned a little to face him. "I know, Sugino-kun. And you know that I'd really like to meet you more often. It's just… since I'm in E-Class, my mother thinks I don't have anything to do except studying.", he added. "I get that, Nagisa-kun. I'm just a little worried about you", the dark-haired boy mentioned incidentally. "Everything will be alright, you'll see.", Nagisa said, staring in the distance.
Actually, he was right about a future change. It started with two government employees on their way to another student of the Kunugigaoka Junior High School. Karma Akabane was watching TV when he heard the doorbell. He stood up in order to open the door. After his visitors informed him about the removal of his suspension and explained him the situation about killing his teacher, Karma was confused, but not repining. Violence against others has never been problematic to him, and assassinating a teacher would be a whole new level. He even felt kind of exited about it. He also was keen on finding out who his new classmates would be, probably some already known faces. He definitely was motivated to prove his skills.
He had no idea of what was awaiting him.
