She didn't know how she should react . Teresa felt conflicted, part of her wanted to kiss him but the other part wanted to slap didn't do anything, she
couldn't move or breath properly.
After couple seconds she moved away from him for couple inches.
"Teresa, say something please" for the first time in his life silent felt uncomfortable.
Lisbon was trying to stay calm and think rationally .
"Why now? You had almost 6 moths , you could say it even before I met Pike"
That wasn't the best thing to say but she couldn't came up with anything was looking at
him , waiting for an answer . She could see that he was scared and nervous.
" I was hoping that you won't go with him. Stupid .. I know. I was living in denial. I didn't say
anything earlier because I wanted to gained your trust again , rebuild what we had two years ago.
If you still want to go with him, it's okay. I know if I wouldn't come here I'd regret it for the rest of
my life"
She wanted to cry so badly . She couldn't remember when was the last time when she felt so helpless.
" What are you trying to say ? Jane, stay with me is not enough "
She crossed her arms in front of her chest and looked at him.
"I'm trying to say that he idea of coming to work and not seeing you makes me wanna drop to my
knees. I can't imagine my life without you Teresa. I love you but I'll understand if you will go to DC
with Pike. He's good for you. I'm broken , I lie and I trick people to avoid the truth of how I feel but
the truth is I love you so much and it scares me."
She realized that her cheeks are getting wet, she was crying. She wasn't sure if it was because of
happiness of her helplessness .
" What do you want me to do ? You know that I feel the same way about you but we missed our
it's too late Jane, it's too late."
She could swear that she heard his heart breaking into million pieces. Jane was trying to stay strong
but he couldn't stop his tears anymore.
"Maybe, I understand. You have no idea how good it felt to say it out loud. You deserved too hear it.
Well, I hope you will be very happy in DC"
He came closer and wiped her tears with his thumb.. He kissed her forehead.,before he left he'd smiled warmly at her.
When he was gone Lisbon started crying. She was crying for almost ten minutes, she even had a
problem with breathing for a moment. All her doubts became even more overwhelming. Lisbon knew
that what happened today didn't go in the way it supposed to. She decided to quit crying, she took her
keys and go to her car. She went to one place when she could start resolving her problems.
Hmm where did she go ? ;)
