"What? My glasses..?" I tried to get my eyes to look clearly, but I was horriblely shortsighted. Even though I knew I couldn't see what had happend, I could still feel the intense pain in my damaged left foot. I could then feel Tamaki's grip lossen as he s atepped away from me. "Does mommy's foot hurt?" He saids if he hadn't even noticed anything yet. "Of course it does you braindead idiot. Could you actually try to think for a second before you open your damn mouth?!" I couldn't hold my anger inside anymore and said that directly to Tamaki. "Oh I... See.. Sorry for asking stupid questions. it seems you're bleeding now...huh?" Tamaki replied giving me a sad smile. "Seems I'm always causing other people trouble, never the opposide. I guess that's why Haruhi left me." He suddenly began talking about Fujioka again. Seems like she's always on his mind. I sighed looking annoyed. "Well you do really get on people's nerves very easily, Tamaki."
I noticed Tamaki looked at the floor as soon as I had told him my comment, that's to be expected when people feel guilty. "You know Kyoya.. I was so happy when you told me that you'd stay with me." After he said that, Tamaki smiled in a more truthfull way. "Huh? What did you just.. say?" I was surprised he would say something like that at a time like this, even though I shouldn't be surprised at it at all. This was Tamaki after all, our sweet Idiotic Prince of the Host Club. "I said I was happy you stayed with me! Actually, thank you Kyoya!" His smiled in his usual happy-go-lucky way. I wasn't really sure wether or not this smile could be fake or not. "Think nothing of it, I was simply doing my duty as a part of the Ootori family."
Even after my, almost negative comment, Tamaki still continued to smile like an idiot. "What's with that goofy smile?" I asked him, grinning a bit. "I was wondering if I could make you smile! Appearently, it worked!" Tamaki laughed in a sorta calm way. I quickly, stopped smiling, I wasn't going to give him that satisfaction. Tamaki also stopped smiling and looked silently at me with a small gaze. "Why did mommy stop smiling when I told her how pretty she looks when she's happy?" He did it again. Asking completely obvious dumb questions. "Well why should I?" Theres nothing to gain from smiling at all right now. Then I noticed something I had overlooked. "Tamaki, you never told me I was pretty when I smiled?". "Oh you finally noticed it. Took longer than I had expected from someone as smart as you!". And just what was that supposed to mean?! Well anyways, I choose to ignore him. "Fine, say as you might but I won't pay attention if it's not something intelligent. Now Tamaki, if you mind, I need to stop the bleeding." Tamaki laughed. "Oh yeah! I forgot. Does it still hurt?". Sometimes I wonder if he'll ever think before he speaks, of course it hurts. "Well I wouldn't exactly say it didn't hurt at all anymore." I tried to give him a fake smile, though it didn't look that real, but it shouldn't matter when it's just an idiot like Tamaki. "Oh I see! so it doesn't hurt at all anymore? Great!" He said smiling happily. "What?! That's not what I said you dumbass!". I didn't even know why I said that, I had such a great control over things, but now it all seemed long gone, I knew that if I continued to insult Tamaki like that, we wouldn't be friends anymore. I wouldn't let that happen, he was important for my family bussiness. "Kyoya.. do you really think that way about me?" he said. "Ah! not it's not like that Tamaki, I just.. I just had a bad day, so I am kinda angry right now, I apologize Suoh". "Why are you acting so distant suddenly?" He said, and that's where I noticed it. I just couldn't bear to call him Tamaki anymore. Not after hearing Haruhi call him by that name all the time. I didn't want to be reminded of her. It made me so annoyed to see how well their relationship was, how cute, how romantic they could act at times.
I felt so jealous. I didn't know why at that point in time, and I didn't know what exactly I was really jealous about in the first place. Did I like Haruhi? Or was I perhaps just mad at being pushed out more and more from Tamaki's mind, his heart. I couldn't help but think that, and that just made me even more upset. "I'm not acting... distant?". "You did.. Mommy called me Suoh. Oh! Maybe Mommy has a secret twin! And that's why you're calling me Suoh like some stranger!". Yet again his stupidity surprised me. Even though I never really showed surprise on the outside, I did get suprised a lot, but I hate admitting it. "No, I don't have a twin brother, I only have two brothers, you do know of that right?" I sighed after delivering that line. "Oh I know! I just wanted to see if it would make you laugh. I remember the first time you laughed infront of me. Ahaha~ such a cute laugh you had back then, I hardly get to hear it you know. So I'll cherish it." He said smiling. I decided just to ignore his annoying comment and lead the conversation in a diffrent direction. "Well I'll return to you in a second, I suppose.". "Why Kyoya? are you mad at me now?" he asked. "Do I look mad?", "Well actually you seem kinda upset over something." I wondered how he could tell that I was upset, I didn't think I showed my real feellings, did I?". No Tamaki I am not upset, I just need to stop the bleeding, I told you that before but you kept talking to me so I couldn't." I the walked away without even waiting for a response, and then left Tamaki alone in the room by himself. As I walked away, Tamaki just sat down silently, looking like someone thinking very hard, which I don't think seemed like him. At all.
