Alright, so this is the SECOOOND chapter to mai story, In My Head. This chapter shall be told from Sasori's POV. I love changing it up a bit!

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Okay, so I am a little worried. One of my good friends is in the hospital =( she cracked her skull. I got to see her yesterday...! She looked so bad

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Oh, yes, *AN= Sasori is mostly human is mai story. Like his stomach and chest are puppet but his arms, legs, head are all real. =D That means mooore yaoi! ha

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Sasori POV

I was in the kitchen making toast for Itachi. How I got stuck making him toast, even I'm not sure.

Other than the noise of Itachi constantly MEOWING at me and the muffled TV from the other room, the headquarters were finally quiet. Hidan had found his bible and Kisame had calmed Itachi down. He was the only one who could do that, after all.

As I reached for the butter Itachi grabbed onto my arm, meowing in my ear.

"Wha-at?" I cried, shaking him off.

He didn't reply and went to circle the kitchen.

I shook my head and finished buttering the toast. Itachi was really starting to get on my nerves when I heard a loud "thump" from the other room. I curiously made my way to the sitting room and nearly gasped in shock.

There was Deidara, passed out on the floor. Kisame, Hidan and Tobi were all surrounding him, their faces more surprised and curious than worried.

I rushed over and nearly yelled, "Deidara! Wake up!"

Hidan smirked and said, "Deidara, you idiot."

I stopped paying much attention after that and picked him up. I did hear someone say something along the lines of "what happened", but ignored it.

Once I got to my room, I slammed the door shut with my foot. Reaching my bed, I laid Deidara near the wall. He was breathing rapidly and his face was pale. His eyes were shifting back and forth under his eyelids and he was sweating like mad.

It pained me to look at him, but I just took his hand in mine, squeezing it.

I knew if he woke up to find me holding his hand, he'd freak out on me. He was a bit immature, but I found it utterly cute.

I'd never admit it out loud, of course.

Deidara's grasp on my hand tightened and I could tell he was in pain. I didn't know why he had passed out, all I knew was it was something serious.

It wasn't long before the sun would come up. It was already about four in the morning and everyone was awake. I was tired, but I wasn't deadly exhausted. Even so I decided to lay next to Deidara and take a nap with him.

I never once let go of his hand.

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"What the fuck..." I heard him mutter. I opened my right eye halfway to see if he was awake.

His face looked disturbed, his mouth was hanging open a bit. His hair still looked pretty, even after sleeping these last... few hours. His hand had mine gripped tight. He was, from what I could tell, asleep.

Opening both of my eyes, I realized the sun was up. Little rays of sunshine were leaking through my curtain. It wasn't a very bright ray of sunshine, almost a dull one. Looking to the window, I realized it must be storming.

Listening closely I could hear little droplets of rain against the side of the house and the roof.

I smiled slightly, knowing Deidara loved the rain.

Turning back to Deidara, I realized his breathing rate had changed. When I faced him again, his eyes were open and face was red.

Blushing?

I didn't say anything, just looked at him worriedly. I still didn't know why he'd passed out, but I was determined to find out.

But that could wait, for now.

"Are you okay?" I asked, my voice but a whisper.

His eyes widened and he nodded slowly.

I tried not to look too upset, but figured it probably wasn't working. I could feel the sickening feeling.

I heard his stomach growl and smirked.

He started to sit up and I stopped him.

"I'll get you something to eat," I said, getting off the bed, "You just rest."

He looked at me weirdly and then nodded.

I hurried to the kitchen and thought of what to get him. What did he like, anyways?

I grabbed sushi from the fridge and some left overs from the night before. I also grabbed a two liter of pepsi and walked back to the room. The only person I passed on the way there was Hidan, who paid me no attention.

I entered my room and laid the food on the little table next to my bed. Deidara grimaced and tried to smile.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I asked again. He looked pale again.

He waited a moment before answering and said, "I'm fine, un."

He sat up and grabbed the sushi from the table. His hands were shaking and he looked almost sick as he popped the first bite into his mouth.

I grabbed him arm and studied it intently.

"You know, you've got a girl body," I commented.

He looked at me oddly, chewing the raw fish.

"W-what do you mean?" he tried sounding angry, "I'm a man, un!"

"I just mean, your arms are so skinny. I've only ever seen girls with such a delicate body."

"It's not delicate!" he defensively said, his face just getting paler.

I shook my head and sat down on the edge of the bed. He quickly shoved the sushi back into my hands.

"I can't eat a lot when I first wake up, un," he said, getting off the bed.

He wouldn't look at me.

I didn't say anything and just watched him leave.

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"SASORI!" Hidan cried, kicking open my door and running in. Unfortunately, Itachi was following, also screaming, "SASORI!"

"What?" I snapped, not looking up from my puppet.

"SASORI!" Itachi cried.

Hidan walked over to me and frowned, "Leader wants you."

I sighed and dropped the puppet on the floor.

"SASORI!" Itachi screamed again.

I ignored him.

"Alright," I mumbled and followed Hidan out of the room. Itachi followed us, screaming my name again(1).

We got to Pein's room and Hidan knocked on the door.

"Come in," Pein's voice said through the door.

We entered to find Pein sitting on a chair with Konan standing profesionally next to him.

"Sasori, Hidan, Itachi," Pein nodded to all of us, "You three will be going on a mission to the land of snow."

I lifted my head sharply and nearly glared at him.

"Why am I not being paired with Deidara?" I asked sharply.

"Because, as you may have noticed, Deidara is somewhat sick," Pein snapped, and pointed to the door, "No arguments, just be ready to leave by tomorrow!"

I stormed out of the room, leaving Hidan and Itachi behind. It was wrong to pair me with anyone else. It was ridiculous. How was Deidara going to get better if I was on a mission? And without him?!

As I walked angrily down the hall, I noticed Deidara's door was slightly open.

I peeked in and saw he wasn't on his bed, and heard sounds from the bathroom down the hall. As I walked down the hall, the noise in the bathroom got louder. Fortunately for me, the door was cracked open a little bit. (Yes, I'm very nosey.)

I saw Deidara hunched over the toilet and heard the disgusting sound coming from him.

Oh, man.

I turned away, feeling sick. I hated seeing Deidara sick. It hurt.

I stood there, not sure whether to announce my presence. But then Deidara walked out of the bathroom, passed me and avoided looking at me. I reched out and grabbed his hand, and he stopped.

"Yeah...?" he asked harshly.

Ouch.

"I..." I didn't know what to say.

"Look, I'm still not feeling good, un. I'm gonna go lay down."

I let his hand slip away from mine and felt my heart twist as he walked away.

I don't want to love him anymore...

1. No dirty thoughts were included in the making of this sentence. Plus, I'm just not into Sasoita. or Itasaso... or whatever. SASODEI ALL THE WAY. I even support Itadei, but not Itasaso/Sasoita. I've never even THOUGHT about it xD

UUUUGH I'm so sorry guys my chapters usually don't take this long! I just had a LOT of shit, what with this being the first week of school, friend in hospital, hitting my head, getting kissed. Weeeell, that last one was actually today... and it was just on the forehead. But still! It was sweeet xD.

And I'm sorry this chapter was short and probably SUCKED. Sasori POVs apparently aren't going to be as humorous, but more romantic. And maybe painful =) So... just deal with it. And sorry if it sucked. I was uninspired, headachey and depressed. But I'm mostly better now! Except for the headache. Bleh.

I WILL update soon, but only if you push the green button and review =)