Disclaimer: So, I'm going to be here at the beginning of each, and every chapter. And, you can't do anything about it. :3 T.B does not own Furuba or anyone from the anime.
Ritsu: a-and….Twisted Badger-san said that…that…it was okay to be in the d-disclaimer because…I wasn't going to be in the story….
Disclaimer: …Because, I guess I can't do it myself now.
Ritsu: …AHHH! I'M SORRY! I DIDN'T MEAN TO BE A BURDEN! I'M SORRY! SOOOOORRRY! I DON'T DESERVE TO EXIST! I'M WASTING PRECIOUS PAGES OF A STORY! PLEASE FORGIVE MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! –Flails arms and runs around the room-
T.B: …Is it just me, or is that just fun to watch?
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When I woke up, I realized a few things.
One: my radio was still playing.
Two: My radio was still playing old music.
Three: The song happened to be 'I was made for loving you-KISS
You know, the one that goes,
"Tonight! I want to give it all too you.
In the darkness, so much I wanna do,
And, tonight, I wanna lay it at your feet,
Cuz' girl, I was made for you,
Girl, you were made for me."
I sighed; don't ask how I knew all the lyrics, to all the crappy songs.
The fourth thing I realized, was, I was completely alone.
I gripped the sheets tightly within my fingers, and felt my throat tighten.
…He'd left me?
"I was made for loving you baby,
You were made for loving me,
And, I can't get enough of you baby,
Can you get enough of me?"
Deep breaths.
Maybe he'd just left to get some breakfast….
My eyes tightened.
"…Why?"
He whispered.
He wasn't expecting someone to answer.
"…Why what, Kyou?"
He jumped, right after yelping.
"…H-HARU! WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ON THE FLOOR!"
The younger teen looked up at him, with a blank expression.
"…I fell."
Kyou looked at him, his mouth hung open, like a fish out of water.
"…You didn't answer my question."
"…Huh?"
Kyou asked, looking at him skeptically.
"…You said 'why', 'why' what?"
Kyou glared at him, before mumbling something incoherently, and pulling himself underneath the covers. When he'd jumped, they'd fallen off. And, he didn't want Haru to see him naked………………..again.
His face went red, as he remembered last night, and not one single detail went missed. And, as he looked down at himself, he blushed even more.
…Why was he hard?
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This was definitely the best morning ever…Even if I did wake up on the floor, with a sore shoulder. Seeing Kyou wake up in the morning was something I would never regret.
Even though, he seemed somewhat depressed after…
I stood up, and walked over to Kyou.
I pulled the covers, and crept beside him.
He jumped, as I wrapped my arms around him.
"..Kyou…Calm down."
I whispered. He could be really jumpy at times, it was annoying.
But. It made him look cute.
He turned to look at me, and the look on his face clearly said,
'…What're you doing?'
I smiled, I couldn't stop myself from bringing my lips to meet his.
He pulled back.
Weird.
He wasn't this distant yesterday.
He enjoyed himself.
…?
Didn't he?
I looked over at the radio, this song was weird.
"-Guitar Solo-
I was made for loving you baby,
You was made for loving me,
And, I can't get enough of you baby,
Can you get enough of me?"
After that part, I lost interest.
The man was obviously trying to win a girls heart, and, failing, trying to convince himself that she wanted him.
I refocused my attention on Kyou.
"Kyou-kun? What's wrong?"
I whispered, again.
"…WHAT THE FUCK, DO YOU MEAN "WHAT'S WRONG!" YOU FLIPPIN RAPED ME YESTERDAY, AND NOW, YOU EXPECT US TO BE LOVERS?"
"…Raped?"
I questioned. He really thought I…Raped him?
"FUCK! FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T LIKE BEING CALLED STUPID YOU SURE ACT LIKE IT."
"…Oh."
I didn't really know what to say to that.
It didn't seem like rape last night.
He enjoyed it.
"…WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN 'OH'!"
"…I thought you liked it?"
Kyou stopped his ranting, and blushed, before looking downwards.
"…W-Well…I-It felt good….BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANTED IT!"
I just sat there on his bed, finally realizing what I had done. Did he…Think I used him? Did he just…Why would he let me do that to him, if he didn't want it?
Unless he needed the comfort…
"…Kyou?"
"What?"
"…I'm sorry."
"………Huh?"
"….I took advantage of you, and, I'm sorry."
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I looked at him awkwardly, I could think of many things to say back to what I had said.
'I'm sorry…'
Was definitely not one of them.
No one had ever apoligized to me, and, actually meant it.
It felt weird, and something began to pull at my chest.
"…Haru?"
"Yeah?"
"…Thanks."
He looked at me curiously, before smirking.
"Anytime."
My face heated up again, as he wrapped his arms around my waist, and pulled me into his lap.
"Wh-What the fuck do you think y-you'r-Mmph!"
His lips met my own, and…
It wasn't that bad.
It felt good…
Hmm…I guess I wouldn't be useless, if somone was using me.
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Ritsu: -has finally calmed down-
T.b: Ritsu! Guess what?
Ritsu: …?
T.B: …I was born in the year of the monkey too!
Ritsu: Oh, that's good Twisted Badger-chan.
T.B: …Aren't you going to flip out because I know your family secret?
Ritsu: Nah.
T.B: …
Ritsu: ….wait.
T.B: …?
Ritsu: YOU KNOW THE SECRET! AHHHHH! I'M SORRY AKITO SAN! I DON'T DESERVE TO LIVE! IT'S MY FAULT! IT'S ALL MY FAULT! AND I'M SORRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! I DON'T DESERVE TO BREATH THIS PRECIOUS AIR! –holds breath-
T.B: O.o BREATH!
Shigure: -sweatdrop- Review!
