Waiting Wanting
Chapter 2
Sitting alone on her bed Lizzette flipped through her history book, but her mind kept going back to that morning when she ran into Dominic. She didn't want to admit to herself the feeling she had and she tried her best to keep herself busy so those thoughts wouldn't creep up on her. She was pretty much alone in the family apartment because Katherine had a date with Josh and her parents were both still at their offices. The only people there were Georgia who lived with the family during the week as she had done for the past 16 years and the maid who was just finishing up and was about to leave. Lizzette got up from her bed and walked over to the window and looked outside. She let out a sigh and suddenly she heard her name being called.
"Miss. Lizzette!" called the maid's voice. Lizzette walked out of her room and down the stairs into the living room where the maid was. "I am about to leave and Georgia has gone for a walk, but you have a visitor."
Lizzette then turned to see Dominic sitting on the couch with a smile. Suddenly she felt like her heart was stuck in her chest as she stood there. "Thanks Rosetta. Er- Hey Dominic." She said.
"Bye Miss. Lizzette." Rosetta the maid said as she went out of the front door closing it behind here.
"You are really bad at avoiding me." Dominic said with a laugh.
"Is it that obvious?" questioned Lizzette who sat on the couch across from him.
Dominic let out a laugh. "It really is." He said with a smile her way. "I really just want to talk to you. We haven't done it like we used to. I miss talking to you."
"I miss it, too." Lizzette said with a smile.
"Then why don't we talk anymore?" Dominic asked.
"Too much has happened and it scares me." Lizzette said.
"Lizzie I understand." Dominic said.
"No you don't I feel so stupid." Lizzette said as a tear fell down her cheek. Dominic then hurried and sat next to her on the couch and he wiped her tear away and put his arm around her. "I should have listened to you. It's all my fault and you warned me about him."
"I warned you, but none of us had any idea he would do anything like he did." Dominic said as he held Lizzette close to him.
"I was stupid enough to let it happen." Lizzette said.
"It's not your fault, it's all his. We knew he wasn't the best guy in the world, but there was no way to know that we was going to….going to…going…" Dominic couldn't finish his sentence.
"Going to rape me." Lizzette said as she began to sob onto Dominic's chest.
"Hey Lizzie you've got me alright, but have you told your parents?" he asked.
"No way, they would freak." Lizzette said.
"Of course they would Lizzie, but they should know. So you can get real help." Dominic said as he ran his fingers through her hair.
"I'm doing fine Dominic, I don't need help. I can get through this myself." Lizzette said trying to make her voice sound strong.
"No you can't Lizzie." Dominic said at once looking her in the eyes. "If you don't want to get real help then just talk to me."
"Alright then." Lizzette said as she tried to not have her eyes meet his. "Thanks though, for everything."
"Lizzie you know you are always welcome. I love you and I will never let anything happen to you ever again." Dominic said.
"Dominic please." Lizzie said looking at him. "Let's not talk anymore." She said with pleading in her eyes.
"Your wish is my command." He said as she pulled her to him and held her close where they sat in silence together.
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Katherine was extremely excited to spend the evening with Josh because she needed to do her best to not seriously think about William and her feelings for him. She had reconsidered her plan of dumping Josh and decided that being with him should help the pain. She did love Josh, but in a totally different way that she loved William. She sat waiting for Josh wearing a dress that she knew he would love to see her in. It was a black dress that clung to her curves and was very low cut and very short. She then heard a knock at the door and she smiled happily as she walked over to the door and opened it and Josh was standing there holding roses.
" Kat you look amazing." He said with a smile as he handed her the roses. Katherine gave him a smile before closing the door behind him and setting the roses in a vase that she had waiting due to she predicted he was going to bring flowers. "Thanks." She then walked over to him and wrapped her arms around his neck before kissing him. "So dinner is here, but I was thinking about skipping that bit and heading straight for desert."
"Sounds like a plan." He said before he pulled her body close and started to plant kisses on her neck and pulling her towards the location of the bed.
Katherine started pulling at his clothes starting with unbuttoning his shirt and pulling it from his body and she then worked at unbuckling his belt. She struggled to keep her lips with his as she worked on undressing him. She finally had finished his belt and was pulling at his pants. Josh had taken hold of the zipper on the back of her dress and pulled it down unzipping the dress. He pulled it from her shoulders and Katherine let it slip off her body revealing her very full breasts. She hadn't worn a bra and she was left only wearing a pink thong. Katherine then pushed Josh down on the bed, but his hands still held onto her waist and she was pulled on top of him. Their kissed were extremely rushed and passionate as she finally finished undressing him and he in a swift motion had removed her thong leaving them both completely naked.
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Lizzette closed the door after Dominic had gotten a call from his ever demanding mother. She was happy that she got to spend the time with him, but it still didn't heal and wounds that she had from what had happened to her. The entire thing was still in her mind and she figured it would always be there. She had found articles on the internet that helped her a little bit with trying to cope with the rape, but she still hadn't fully dealt with it. The hardest thing was to be at school and see the guy who raped her. Whenever she saw him she would freeze up and it was like she didn't have control over anything the same way she felt that night it happened.
She found herself sitting in the kitchen eating a slice of pizza that Georgia had brought back for her when she came back. She knew she was going to have to finish it before her mom got home because she was going to go crazy with talking about the fat content and what not that Lizzette seriously didn't care about. Finishing up the slice she disposed of the box so Kaelyn didn't have to find out. She then heard the front door open as she had just opened a diet coke.
"Whose home?" called a voice and she quickly noticed it to be Chuck's voice. Lizzette made her way into the living room where Chuck was taking off his coat.
"Hey Daddy." She said happily.
"Hey princess where is your sister and mom?" Chuck said as he hugged Lizzette and kissed her forehead.
"Mom is still at the office I guess and Kat had a date with Josh tonight." Lizzette said.
"You have dinner yet?" Chuck asked.
"Yeah Georgia brought me some amazing pizza." Lizzette said happily.
"Sounds amazing, Your mom would freak if she knew." Chuck said with a laugh.
"She would so freak." Lizzette said.
"Well since your mom isn't here we can sneak out for some ice cream and you can tell me all about your first day of school. I guess Kat is going to miss out on the awesomeness." He said with a laugh as he put his arm around the shoulder of the youngest of the two girls.
"Sounds like amazing fun." Lizzette said happily.
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Katherine was completely upset. Even though the sex with Josh was amazing she could only think about William and how much she wanted to just simply hear his voice. She tried her hardest to just vanish those thoughts as she lay in bed with Josh. Her head was on his chest as she felt him drawing circles on her bare back with his fingers and she let out a sigh.
"That was fun." She said with a little giggle.
"Very fun." Josh said.
Katherine moved her head to where she was looking up at him and she gave him a smile. She then moved up so that her face was level with his. She planted a kiss on his lips and closed her eyes as he strengthened the kiss. Katherine let out an instant moan as his tongue went into her mouth. She then felt his hands start to roam her body.
"You are so sexy." Josh whispered against her lips as he ended the kiss, but then went back to kissing her. He held her body tight against hers as he gripped her waist and reached towards the nightstand and Katherine immediately knew what he was reaching for.
"Wow, again?" Katherine asked biting her lip as she saw the condom in Josh's hand.
"Of course." He grinned down at her brightly. Katherine smiled up at him, but she was really dreading it. After the first time she just really wanted to be with William and really the thought of sex with Josh made her ill, but there really wasn't anything else since she and William apparently were never going to be.
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Lizzette laughed as Chuck told her about something that happened in his office while they made their way back up to the apartment. Even though there were times when Lizzette felt different she still noticed that she was blessed to not just have 2 parents, but 3 that included her biological father who she did see on occasion. Times like these when things were happy was when what happened to her went out the window and she could hand on to the things that made her happy even though she knew the thoughts would still creep up on her at anytime.
The two of them made it through the front door where Kaelyn was sitting at the living room table going through what looked like finance records. "Hey mom." Lizzette said happily as she walked into the living room and sat on the couch opposite of Kaelyn who closed her leather folder.
"Hey you two, where's Kat?" Kaelyn asked.
"Out with Josh." Chuck said as he sat next to Kaelyn and pulled her into a quick kiss.
"Figures that girl is head over heels for him." Kaelyn said happily. "So Lizzie how was your first day of school?"
"Awesome. All my teachers this seem great and I even got into AP Stats." Lizzette said happily. For Lizzette it was pretty much weird being the youngest in all of her classes including her AP classes that there were only seniors in an there she was a Sophomore who had skipped a year of school. When she was supposed to start the 5th grade the teachers suggested that she could go up a year because she had amazing test scores and that is what she did. She went to junior high a year earlier than all her friends and got to be at school with her older sister who was in the 7th grade.
"That's good." Kaelyn said happily. "If you aren't busy this weekend Damien called for you to visit him at his place upstate so you can call him and work that out only if you want."
"Umm okay." Lizzette said. "Well I am tired from the first day and all so I am going to get to bed." She said as she stood from the couch.
"Alright sweetie sleep well." Kaelyn said smiling up at her daughter.
"Good night pumpkin." Chuck said to Lizzette who smiled at them both before heading up the stairs to her bedroom and going straight to put on her pajamas.
