Finding Eternity in Your Arms

Chapter Two

"I can explain!" Tom promised, trying to calm me down. He knew I was about ten seconds away from slapping him and walking out. I wouldn't take another controlling man in my life, I had had enough of that shit to last me forever.

"You had bloody better be able to!" I snapped, my fear and awe at who he was long gone now as my anger hit. I squared up to him, ready for a fight. "I won't have another man fuck with my head! Been there, done that, worn the tee shirt out, so you better start talking if you don't want me to kick your ass seven ways to sunday."

"I will Justine, I promise my sweet lady. But I can't do it here where there are other people. Please trust me a little while longer and come with me." He begged.

I nodded curtly, "You have 15 minutes and then I am walking and I will rip the head off of anyone who tries to stop me."

"Understood." Tom answered, and I allowed him to lead me away through the set to his trailer.

"You THINK I am going to go in there alone with you?" I demanded, "A strange guy, who's acting weirdly and you expect me to enter an empty trailer with you?"

"Please Justine, I am begging this of you." Tom said softly, "Do you want me to get down on my knees because I will."

Reluctantly I entered the room and let him shut us in. The room was spacey and comfortable, homely. A bed and sleeping area curtained off, a kitchenette, bathroom and living area with a huge tv and games console. Shelves covered in DVDS and games. A desk littered with scripts and papers with a mini bar underneath. "Would you care for a drink?" He asked.

"Keep the pleasentries to yourself and tell me what's going on!" I snapped.

"Very well, I am sorry if this is a shock to you. I had hoped to break this more slowly." Tom answered. He picked up the laptop resting open on the sofa and punching in the password handed it over.

The computer was open at a fb page, a conversation between Justine becca James and Loki Odinson. I looked at it in horror and then at him. "YOU?" I demanded, "A whole year, and it was really you?!" I shoved the laptop back at him. "This is a sick twisted joke, you played with me like an animal. Letting me think you were a normal guy!"

"No, it isn't I promise. I started the rp account to relax and be normal, and I met so many people there. Had such a good time online, getting away from the stress and pressures of the job, but not one of them touched my heart in the way that you did." He answered.

"You told me that you were a lorry driver, that your name was Brad! You lied to me! I cared for you, more then I should have and you betrayed me!" I tried to move past him towards the door.

Tom caught my arm, and held me there. "Please believe that I never expected this to happen. I never thought I'd fall in love with you, but I have. You have such heart, such fire and kindness, hiding away from the world the sweet and vunerable person you are underneath."

"You don't know anything about me!" I snapped, my emotional shields dropping fast into place.

"But I do, look!" Tom pulled an over flowing folder of papers out of his drawer and pushing them over. "See I read every single one, and I loved them."

I looked through the paperwork, every single one was mine. Printed off of my fanflicks site. My supernatural works, my avengers, the original vampire stuff, even my naughty slash flicks. "Oh no you didn't!" I exclaimed, I could have died.

Tom smiled, "You show such depth of characters, you honour our roles."

"Those weren't meant for you!" I exclaimed hurt. "Those were just some fun, a way to relax." I was blushing so damn hard now.

"You are so cute when you are angry, I love you my little she hulk." He said, "I am glad you know, I wanted to talk to you about our future so many times now."

"Future?! What future?" I exploded, "I'm a crazy fan girl, and you are a famous actor. We are a million miles apart. I have nothing but a 12 hour a week shitty job in a lousy school wear shop that I hate and huge debts my ex left me with. You are worth stupid amounts of money, with a million girls following you around. What on earth would I have to offer you?"

Tom pulled me into a hug, "You offer me everything I need, your love. The rest is all material crap that I don't want or need. I will give you everything you need, or want. I love you! Reading your work, writing to you all this time, I learned the real you. The adoreable person that you show to so few people. Please don't push me away, I need you.".

"Don't say that, you can't be in love with me. Stop playing these stupid game!" I shouted.

"Does this feel like a joke?' He asked pulled me into a kiss.

It was sweet and soft, with just a hint of passion. As he released me I stood there shaking smelling his spicy scent. He smelled like the earth, like cederwood, something expensive I had no doubt.

"I even sent some of your work to a publisher I know, and I got you a job here as a script editor/writer so you never have to go back to that horrible shop, I know how much you hate it."

"I don't need your help, if I am going to get anywhere, I want it to be because of me NOT someone else."

He kissed me again, my eyes rolled back in pleasure. My thoughts clouding to what I had been thinking even meer seconds before. Lost in the moment of it being Tom and me together. It had been so long since anyone had kissed me, anyone had made me feel loved. When he pulled back this time he knew he had me hooked. "You were saying?" He asked cheekily.

"Oh just give me the damn prenup to sign already." I said breathily as I pulled him down for a third kiss. I was lost completely and I really didn't care.

Tom laughed and slammed me against the wall. "I've waited so long to do this." He murmered, kissing down my neck all too sexily.

"We shouldn't do this." I mumbled, trying to keep my cool and losing very badly.

"Tell me you never thought of this!" Tom teased, "I know you are lieing if you say no, remember all those times we rp'd this?"

"Damn you Loki!" I breathed.

He unbuttoned my blouse slowly, stroking the curve of my breats over the top of my bra. I melted into his touch wanting so much more. "Damn me?" He flirted, "Maybe I should be doing something to be damned for!"

He tore my jeans away in an instant leaving me in nothing but my underwear. He shrugged off his coat and removed his tie as I unbuttoned his shirt. Running my hands over his pale, but beautiful chest. I'd seen it in pictures before or on screen, but I'd never expected it to be this perfect in the flesh. "Like what you see?" He asked.

I smiled back nervously, "Do you?"

"Very much so." He answered pulling my legs around him. He kissed me again and I felt electric in my veins. I stroked down his chest as he pulled my head up to kiss down my chest and accross my breasts. I moaned deeply, throatily as he worked his magic on my body. Nothing I had rp'd with him, nothing I had ever imagines, hell no person that I had ever been with had prepaired me for this moment. As he slammed me so hard against the wall the side of the buillding rocked. I reached down to touch him in return, but my hand was slapped away. "Don't even think about it." He commented,"I have waited too long for this, you deserved to be loved and loved completely.

"I can't just stand here and let you do this." I commented breathily.

"No you can't, you can lay there and take it instead." Tom commented, throwing me down on the sofa and removing the last of this clothing.

I lay there panting heavily as he came between my legs and pressed inside, slowly, oh too slowly moving in and out. "Oh lord!" I murmered as the sensations already threatened to drive me over the edge.

He just smiled that dazing smile and kissed my neck finding my most sensative spot making me arch right into him, driving him in even deeper. He groaned deeply, and I took pride in that little win. "Tell me that you love me." He pressed as I flew higher under his touch.

"I love you, Tom." I groaned as it all became too much. One last thrust and I lost my mind. Screaming his name, a few heartbeats later he came undone as well. Biting my neck hard enough to draw blood, it stung slightly but I didn't mind in the slightest.

He lay down on the sofa next to me and pulled my head onto his chest. I closed my eyes for a moment basking in the glory of the best sex I had ever had. "I love you." He murmered into my hair as I dropped off to sleep.