Somehow I know I will find a way
To a brighter day in the sun
Somewhere that I know he waits for me
Someday soon he'll see I'm the one

I know that somewhere in his heart he cares, that he'll soon see. How can we be such good friends, have done what we have, to not have a deeper connection? I can't be the only one to feel it. To see it. To taste it. He feels it too. But I bet he's scared to acknowledge it, to feel the depth of emotion. I know I sure as heck am. I'm scared out of my mind. But I can't let myself be consumed wholly by his presence, by his aura.


I won't give up on this feeling
And nothing could keep me away

I don't care what he says or does. Which is pretty bad, because he's said and done quite a few things. I know he'll change, if he hasn't already. I can never tell. He's perfect in my mind, even if he's far from it in real life. Isn't that how love is? That's how it should be. And I will always love him, even if it eventually crawls to a small corner of my heart to cry itself to sleep at night.

Cause I still believe in destiny
That you and I were meant to be
I still wish on the stars as they fall from above
Cause I still believe, believe in love

I know what's real can not be denied
Although it may hide for a while
With just one touch, love can calm your fears
Turning all your tears into smiles

It's such a wondrous feeling
I know that my heart can't be wrong

This is such an amazing feeling. One of total faith in some higher being. Faith that he'll soon see what it means to be so deeply attached to someone. The knowledge that a love this strong can be felt by both parties. Maybe not now, but soon. Soon someone will comfort him, and love him like he deserves to be loved, like I wish I could show him.

Love can make miracles, change everything
Lift you from the darkness and make your heart sing
Love is a river when you fall
It's the greatest power of all

I believe in the higher power of love. I believe that one day I will be with one who sees me for the beauty that I am. And one day he will be with someone who feels like I do toward him. Someone who feels guilty to even flirt with other boys, even when you aren't with the one you want. I love him. Are you reading this? I love you. Three words, so hard to say out loud, so easy to write anonymously. I LOVE YOU!