Notes: Short chapter. This is not to be confused with Letter by someone else. I forget her name. But I did mention in the first chapter that there was a goodbye letter and well here, it is. Note to Cake Eater it's always been one of my things I add to my fics.

Sitting Here Alone

I stopped walking and flopped down on a bench outside of the hospital. I pulled out the letter I got that morning and read it again.

Dear Adam

That sounds weird doesn't it? Have I ever called you Adam? I don't think so.

This is tough. I don't want to tell you in person and I know that you'll be asleep when I drop by. I'm writing to say goodbye.

By the time you read this, I'll have already jumped off the cliff. Don't try to stop me. I need to do it. I don't have the time to explain in the letter why. Just know it wasn't your fault.

Jesse

"Hey." Someone said sitting down next to me. I looked up and saw Peter Marks. "Averman called me and told me."

I hadn't seen Peter in two years. He hadn't changed that much in appearance. He had grown quite a bit but he was still short. I didn't say anything.

"I can't believe Jesse would attempt suicide." Peter said. I nod. "I mean he always seemed to have it together." I didn't say anything. I just stared at the ground. "I'm going to go in. you coming?"

I shake my head. I just wanted to be alone.

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Notes: Short and well not sweet. Don't ask how Peter got into the fic but he did. like the new summary better? I think it fits the whole fic.