They were together for 10 months, they trusted each other, they got engaged, they moved in together in New York and they were 18 years old. Their families thought they moved to fast, Dean and Roman thought everything was perfectly fine. But then the arguments, yelling and sleepless nights filled with anger and pain came along. Dean couldn't take anymore. So, he left.

Not a day goes by that Dean doesn't think about the day he left Roman and he regrets everything about it.

Jonathan was a one night stand that bloomed into something more. They have been going two years strong and Dean is happy all over again. Until tonight.

"This can't be happening" Dean thought to himself.

He never thought he would see him again. All the memories flooded into his mind, the positives and negatives. How could he possibly survive the rest of the night?

"You okay baby?" The blonde's voice took Roman and Dean out of their little trance. Roman blinked a few times before answering. "Yeah, Yeah I'm fine Cas" He said with a small smile. "Oh please sit!" Jonathan said smiling. Roman's date sat next to Dean and Roman sat across from her. Dean was terrified on how this night would turn out. "Oh I'm sorry I never got your name miss." Jonathan said looking over Roman's date. "Cassidy" she said smiling. Surprisingly, Roman spoke up.

"So, how did you two meet?" he said looking directly at Jonathan. "Oh well…"Jonathan looked at Dean and smiled. " I was getting my car fixed at the shop he happened to be the one fixing mine and-"

"You still do that?" Roman blurted out to Dean. He noticed what he said when he saw Dean's eyes widen. Jonathan looked confused. "Still? How do you know he was working at an auto shop?" He asked curiously.

Roman stuttered. "Oh, s-see, umm-".Dean rolled his eyes. "We used to know back then" he cut in. "Oh how so?" Cassidy asked. "Just neighbors." Dean said with a flat lined smile. "Small world." She said smiling.

"Very." Roman mumbled.

30 minutes later

Everyone at the table were laughing and making good conversation. Dean was pretty shocked that everything was going good so far. Cassidy seemed like a cool chick to Dean. He could easily see that she made Roman…happy. Then this question came.

"So how did you two lovebirds meet?" Jonathan asked Cassidy. "Is it okay is I tell them?.." she asked Roman putting a hand over his. Roman nods and looks at Dean as if looking for a reaction of some sort. Feeling uncomfortable under the samoan's stare, Dean looked away and started sipping on his water. "Well, I was driving. It was pouring rain and I had just drove onto the Brooklyn Bridge. As I was driving, I see a car like parked out of the way of the coming cars right, I slowed down a bit 'cause I was just curious, and as I slowed down I saw….him….sitting on the railing…..of the bridge." She said slowly and sighed.

Hearing this, Dean choked on his water and began coughing uncontrollably. "Dean baby are you alright?" Jonathan said leaning over with a napkin in hand to clean Dean. Clearing his throat, Dean said "I'm fine, I'm fine." He then looked at Roman with sad eyes not daring to look away this time. Cassidy continued. "So, I pulled over, got out the car and walked as close as I could to him. I started to talk to him softly so I wouldn't startle him. He wouldn't say anything. So, and yes I know how crazy this sounds but and slowing went up to railing and carefully sat on it next to him, you know, so he could know that I really cared in that moment. Then out of nowhere he just starts saying over and over 'He's gone' and 'I have no one' or 'I wasn't good enough' and he was crying to. I wanted to cry right then and there along with him! Eventually I got him down, Ever since then I've been there for him." She says giving a small smile to Roman.

"Wow" Jonathan says. "To this day I still wonder who he was talking about." Cassidy says looking at Roman. Dean couldn't handle it, all of his emotions clouding his mind all at once. "Would you excuse me for a second?" Dean asked getting up from his seat. Roman immediately looks at him with a worried look. "Where you goin' baby?" Jonathan asked. "bathroom." Dean says quickly walking away.

"Dean!" Roman says jumping from his seat and running towards him, leaving two very confused people at the table.